Diandra Dilemma
The wounds I miss

🎶🎵🎶 365 days

your shadow still keeps my heart from running

how can I find new love

when you're still on my mind

it is still clear in the ear of sweetness of the voice

our usual rhythmic steps

you led me to love

but suddenly

you are going in a different direction .... 🎵🎶🎵

The music of MP3 song from Tiara Andini titled 365 , made me fixated on living each of the lyrics that are like touching my heart that began to fidget and waver for the first love lost . Want to forget, but the heart like reluctant to stop asking, what makes it go away without saying goodbye . Even if the farewell was a pain to me, it was far more beautiful than being left for no definite reason.

I was so absorbed in the song that I didn't feel my tears dripping so hard. Making Tommy look at me in wonder, and ask while grabbing my hand while still focusing on driving.

"Eh, hmm .. I'm gapapa, you focus on driving yes. It's just I'm too late with the lyrics of the song, really sad?" I dodged while trying to wipe away the tears.

Oh my God, I didn't even realize that next to me right now was Tommy, the kind and sincere guy who had always been there for me. Which I shouldn't think of another man when I'm with him. This heart may be able to accept it, but why do I always return to the wounds I should have forgotten. Did I miss? How can I miss the wounds that have brought me down?

🎵🎶🎵 Although time can indeed heal wounds

Time cannot forget

365 Days, though,

Your shadow still blocks my heart from running

How can I find new love

When you're still on my mind

I don't know why

The wounds that exist

Although I erased

memories in the chest ...🎶🎵🎶

The song still keeps ringing and keeps me from crying in the dark of my room, alone . Lamenting a heart that always wavers easily . I don't even know who this heart is anchored to .

But, I can't be selfish just because there's a heart I have to protect so as not to be hurt like what I think .

I may not have completely forgotten my first love for Juna, but Tommy also deserves to have his sincere love for her . If only time returned to meet me with Juna, I must be very wise to control this heart so as not to waver and hurt the heart of Tommy who sincerely loves me.

I did not feel my eyes were closed carried away by the increasingly late night stream.

***

After the examination, the doctor said that his son experienced significant progress and if you want to be patient and also on the will of the above of course, most likely his son will soon be awakened from the coma.

The mother smiled when she heard the condition of her son who was getting better.

Before long his youngest daughter comes and tells him that maybe he will soon find the girl named Diandra.

But must wait for the arrival of Iamm, his brother's best friend .

Before long, Ghania's mobile phone shook, a message from Iamm saying that he had arrived at the hospital where Juna was treated .

Iamm was a little surprised to find his best friend lying weakly in a hospital bed with lots of drip and oxygen breathing assistant. Iamm was sitting next to the bed the patient tried to see Juna's situation closer. Then, invite Ghania to speak outside.

"Udah almost a month more bang Juna comatose, and when his condition shows progress, only the name Diandra called, until now I do not even know who and where Diandra is now , maybe bang Iamm can help." Ghania told Iamm explained .

"Last I saw and met Diandra was when Juna disappeared, even then Diandra looked gloomy and sad because Juna was lost without news. And when Juna called me last time I said I wanted to leave work, I wanted to take a break to Diandra, but he never looked over again and never came to the cafe again. But, I'll try to find out on his campus yes, who knows Diandra does not know about this." reply Iamm while sitting in the waiting room .

"Yes, thank you bang Iamm want to help, because honestly I don't know where to find Diandra, I don't know where she went to college. Because bang Juna not many stories also about Diandra to me, maybe because it has been bang Juna always been a good listener for me, he said, but instead I never tried to be a good listener for him, even though I was the only person who should always be there for him." Lirih Ghania while wiping her tears that were present just like that.

"Yauda, gausah salahin himself like that. Juna is also like this is not because of Lo , as a man I understand the position of Juna.If he is not a lot of stories about the things he experienced to Lo adeknya, as a man, yes, it does not mean Lo ga important or Lo is not a good listener, but indeed as men we just want to be a good listener without having to be heard . Brother Lo is cool and good Ghania, always there for him yes!" Iamm tries to calm Ghania down and gives her a handkerchief .

"Yes, thank you bang Iamm . Bang Juna is an amazing sister for me, every time I do wrong or get angry papah only bang Juna who dare to defend me and is there for me. Eat it I want to see bang Juna happy and meet the people he loves."

"God willing I will help you as much as I can! Juna for me is not just a friend or colleague, but he is the one who always makes me believe that in this world nothing is impossible. The guy who was always there for me, ate it I really lost when he suddenly disappeared. I defended it from the airport straight here."

The two also chatted a lot about Juna, and until finally Iamm was pleased to go home and promised to immediately find Diandra and bring her to meet Juna.

From afar, Tommy is buying a special ring to give to his idol, Diandra. Not asking, Tommy just wanted to give a small gift to his beloved girl. But, to find out the right size, Tommy invites his childhood friend who is also Diandra's closest friend, namely Dena to help him choose the right ring .

"If this one's good, isn't it, Den?" Tommy asked Dena while showing her a silver ring with a beautiful little pearl.

"Good, good. But Diandra likes the simple too much ." Dena answered while watching the ring Tommy showed.

They searched and chose another ring that was simpler as Dena said.

After successfully getting a ring that feels right for Diandra, Tommy also chose a gold bracelet with a Doraemon motif that is quite beautiful and funny .

"Den, try it . I think it fits Lo." He said as he extended the bracelet.

"Ah, what the hell I don't like to use that ." Dena refused.

But Tommy forces and puts the bracelet on Dena's right hand.

"It's good I said , funny hahaha ... already well Lo use, as a sign of gratitude because Lo already want to help me choose a ring that fits Diandra ." Said Tommy while issuing his debit card .

"I bought this same ring huh,"

Dena would not accept the bracelet . In her heart there was a little happy little to find this childhood friend so good giving her that beautiful and cute bracelet for her, but the other side of his heart feels sick to realize the woman who is lucky to get love Tommy is his own best friend. His heart rages to itself, may I be jealous of my own friend, Lord?

***

Love, why are you so complicated?

Diandra Dilemma