Diandra Dilemma
Sweet heart's

Time went by so beautifully, I went through wonderful days with Juna when we agreed to have a romance because we knew how we felt about each other.

Even so, I still have not been able to dare to ask about his family . It's okay, I'm sure as time goes by, we will definitely introduce each other's families to each other someday.

And my days are so beautiful, how not? Not only is Juna handsome and kind, he also has a romantic side that makes me feel lucky to have him.

But, the more we love someone, why does the greater the fear of loss appear? I wanted to stop time when I was with him. To make my best friend Dena feel nauseous because of this purity of mine.

Even so, Dena always wanted to help me and support whatever was my decision.

As usual, Dena and I were doing college work at my favorite cafe, which of course was the cafe where my boyfriend worked .

But I have circulated the view to look for it, never seen also the trunk of his nose that pointed.

"Hayaloh! That's his serious eyes very cake hunter nyari prey!" Dena surprised me

"Ish, what the hell is Den, "breathe heavily because of what I'm looking for I didn't find.

"Come on, find her boyfriend, right? ckckck's "heavy Iamm sound this time that surprised me.

While putting two glasses of express on my desk, Iamm told me that my boyfriend today did not go to work because there was one of his brothers who was sick.

A brother? I was confused because there was no news from him about this. Don't I have a right as his girlfriend to know? I don't know my mood is suddenly gloomy .

"In, take me to the bookstore, yuk!" said Dena while sipping her ekspresso.

"Hmm? ja. Uh, tumben bookstore?" my answer is shock . Because Dena is not a typical person who likes to read, and bookstore? Tumben once miss this one.

"Yes, so I want to get married next Sunday, so I want to be a good boy in a day, mah, "

"Yes, but why a bookstore, den?"

"Because I want to give you a gift nyokap, uh my nyokap step candidate guidebook to be a good stepmother, gituuuu ..." at the end of the sentence Dena rattled her mouth with a funny style made me curl up instantly.

"Hahaha, Dena! Uhh!"

"Hahahaha, Diandra what the hell!"

our laughter went off and for a moment forgot my concern about Juna who from last night did not tell me at all, even his WhatsApp notifications were offline .

***

Dena and I have arrived at one of the bookstores in the Bandung mall, because it is true that Dena wants to find books for her stepmother. I don't know, my best friend this one is unique and a little extreme. Although I know, in her heart Dena really does not want to have a stepmother, but she also can not resist the wishes of the Father, he said, if the threat is to be evicted from his house if it does not approve of his father's marriage. And in order to maintain her inheritance rights, Dena finally mengaut with whatever decision her father. And since the death of her Mother who now knows where , Dena became a cold person in men, even though most of her friends are men, but Dena no longer believes in what love is? For him love is bulshit, because if there is, love will be able to hold Father and Mother together. That's why, whenever I talk about Juna and how I feel about him, Dena always feels that I need to be careful in choosing love, especially if I don't really know how the Juna family really is.

Although sometimes slapped by the words of Dena that scares me, but still my feelings for Juna overcome all those fears. And I always believed that Juna was a good man whom God sent down for me as true love .

One of the titles of the book attracted me to pick it up, but my hand was apparently met by another hand who also wanted to pick up the same book.

"Eh, I'm sorry please." The bass voice let me pick up the book.

But , I'm also not good at taking it.

"Hmm, gapapa kok its aja take. I'm just looking around." I gave up.

"Relatedly? This is a good book, one of the latest sequels by Tere Liye that is hype." He explained while taking a book that turned out to be only that one.

I was actually quite curious about the title, but I wasn't confident enough to take it either.

"If you want, we can change. I paid, but you can read the book first."

'Huh?! my eyes were stunned in disbelief, how could he have bought it but I read it first?' I murmured in my heart.

"Hmm, gausaha. Just make it, I can still look in other stores anyway." Refuse smooth.

"Who, after all, is looking for this book hard, just a minute!" He rushed to the cashier to pay. Because I felt bad soon I ran off to find Dena.

After finding Dena, we also paid to the cashier, it turns out that Dena really got a book that she thought was interesting to read by her future stepmother, I don't know how magical my best friend is this one.

We rushed to find a place to eat to prop up the stomach that began to rumble. After ordering we were waiting for an order while the gang played the phone, and the status of WhatsApp Juna still has not changed , making me a little nervous about something happening to him.

"Why? still no word from the doi?" Ask Dena who saw the look on my face limp and put the phone with a little annoyed on the table.

I could only raise my shoulders and take a heavy breath to let go of my irritation.

"Eat her, don't be so cute miss.Who knows her again ... " Dena said stopped when she opened the package of books she bought earlier.

"Eh, what is this . I didn't buy this book, at ." He held out a book that I seemed to know.

The book I was holding with a stranger at the bookstore . There was a small piece of paper that read,

* Hi, this is the book you can read first, but do not forget to return it when it is finished!

Tommy. *

as soon as it was written, it made me surprised that I had tried to escape but still this book stopped in my hands.

"Eits, look here!" Dena Gercep's hand took the paper from my hand.

"Wow, Tommy? this is a new mode for acquaintances nih hahahaha, jago loh nih people like, Di."

Dena returned the paper to me.

"Goru nih, Den. Though I was trying to escape, how can I make this nickel in your groceries."

"Eat it, I said he's a master, Diandra!"

our laughter broke out realizing how funny the attitude of the new guy I knew was.

Our order came and soon Dena and I ate it.

It's getting dark, and I still haven't heard from Juna.The mysterious man who has kept me quiet all day. If only I could, I wouldn't want to think about it all the time, worry about it, because it makes me almost frustrated and tired of it.

***

Three days passed, and still no news appeared. Almost every minute of every finished, taking a shower, eating, even before and after waking up, my gaze could not be separated on the mobile phone screen, hoping that the person who knows where now was just telling me to say hello. At least let me know he's okay!

Some times I even try to do busy activities by reading books, studying, working, even running in the afternoon that I have never done before, to make this heart calm without thinking about it.

But still, after all the routine I do this brain and heart can not be separated to think of that one name.

And like this afternoon, I tried to tire my body by running around the housing complex not far from my boarding house.

Stop for a moment under the shade of a shady tree and sip the mineral water I supplied to unwind for a moment.

Suddenly someone came up to me and held out a small towel to me.

"Loh, you?!" I found the familiar face smiling sweetly at me while holding out her little towel to me .

"Now, make a dry cloth. It just so happens that we meet again." he said while sitting right next to me.

"Eh, i-iya thank you! But how the hell could it be here?And ohiya the book yesterday ... "

"Yes, simple gapapa if you haven't finished reading it, just relax. And I always run here, Lo is foreign like I just saw the thing." He looked at me questioningly.

"Hehehe, yes. Emang new this time anyway, but it turns out to run exciting too even though tired." I answered while wiping the sweat with the towel he gave me.

"By the way, I don't know whose name you are? I'm Tommy, complete Tommy Rahardian, and I'm also a complex boy here. Kalo Lo?"

"Diandra, I'm not a complex child here anyway.But the mother's son who is wandering in pursuit of ideals." My answer is, without a handshake like most people if you get acquainted, Tommy a man with a large height who sits beside me also laughed at the joke of my garage.

And over time it did not feel like we had almost half an hour more chatting about crisp jokes and people passing by.

Tommy, a typical humorous guy and quite fun to be able to chat with.

But I have to leave soon because the day starts to go into the afternoon.

We split up because of the opposite direction. The little towel I used I never got back, besides the smell of my sweat too, next time I will return it in a fragrant and clean state, also with the book he lent. Ah I just remembered , there are a few more pages I haven't finished yet.

After I finished cleaning my body, I also remembered the book that Tommy loaned, well I will finish it so that I immediately return to the owner.

Because I was too tired, my eyes did not feel closed by themselves .

My phone rang, but tired of beating everything and making me fall asleep.

My own calling ...

***

"Don't let your loved one get used to it without you, or you might be forced to get used to it" too ".

Diandra.