Becoming Like My Mother
CHAPTER 93

"Mas Fahmi." Racau Luna.

Angga who heard it could only hold the pain in his heart, and stay focused on the path. He drove much more calmly than when he went to the club that night.

Why are you so infatuated with the man who only met you two years ago. Don't you see I'm the one who accompanied you from childhood? Are you really not able to see everything I've felt all this time, Lun?. Angga said in his heart and gripped the steering wheel of the car.

Long enough they were on the way, finally Anga arrived. She carried Luna to her room.

"Fahmi I love you so much." Again Angga had to hold back from hearing Luna's rapport.

Even you still remember it even though you're like this Luna? You really hurt me.

Angga shrouded Luna's body and gently rubbed Luna's hair shoots. When she wanted to go, Luna blocked her hand, "Don't leave me." Her great-grandchild.

The twenty-nine-year-old man exhaled a long breath and turned around. But his forehead frowned to find Luna's body shivering. Not waiting for long, Angga immediately checked Luna's body temperature.

"Sst, it's hot." He said in surprise and immediately prepared a basin.

Slowly he compresses Luna's forehead and covers Luna's body to the neck. In this house, Mr. Yovindra had indeed prepared a bed for him, but seeing Luna's condition made him unable to leave her alone.

Finally he chose to sleep on the sofa facing Luna directly. He threw himself and looked at the ceiling. The memory of togetherness with Luna during this is what drove her to dreamland.

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Luna blinked her eyes as she felt the sunlight enter the cracks of her bedroom window. And felt a bit cold on his forehead. He immediately removed it from his forehead.

"What'sthis? Wet towels? Who did it?" So many questions came to his mind. Then he rolled his gaze towards the table beside him. There was a basin that turned out Angga had not taken again yesterday.

He looked down at the blanket to check the condition of his clothes, it was still complete as he was last when he was at the Night Club.

His manic also gazed towards the sofa upon which was seen a man sleeping on his back. From the back, Luna knew who she was. Not long after, he approached the man.

"Female? Did you do all that? Thanks Angga, you're always there for me. I love you so much." He stroked Angga's face.

Actually, Luna herself did not know what feelings she kept for Angga. To be sure he was so comfortable and happy, his mind was always convincing that Angga was like his brother, and his heart was only for Fahmi.

His feelings for Fahmi can not be denied, but for Angga he really did not realize anything. Could it be that he also has a taste for Angga? Is it because of his love for Fahmi that makes him deny everything he feels for Angga? I don't know if he doesn't know himself.

Thinking of it all made Luna dizzy and chose to

go to the bathroom. His body also felt heavy and unpleasant.

Angga woke up from his sleep, and saw the bed bed in front of him empty. His ears heard a gurgling sound from the bathroom.

"So she's awake?" He murmured and went out of the room.

He was getting ready to go back to his house, as it was a holiday so he could rest as he pleased. Sleeping on the couch made him uncomfortable.

"Where's Angga?" Tanya Luna checked her room.

"Has he come back?" He chose to go to Angga's room which was right downstairs still wearing his kimono towel.

"People!!!" Excited, and found Angga who was making coffee in the kitchen.

"Geez Luna, why did you come out dressed like that?" Ask Angga surprised.

"Although this is your home, never go out in this situation. Many people work in your house." Angga said annoyedly.

"Why? Even I also often dress shorter than this."

Angga just shook his head and walked out of the room. But before that, Luna blocked Angga's hand.

"What's wrong?" Ask Angga lazily.

"I want to talk to you." Luna answered and pulled Angga's hand to sit on the sofa.

"Are you going to keep it that way? Quickly change your clothes." Angga threw his face away.

"For what? You're not gonna fuck with me either."

Hearing her Angga turned to Luna's face and approached her, "You're sure I won't be a tiger. I'm Luna's adult man, after all."

"What's wrong with you? It's fine, you wait a minute." Luna immediately ran towards the walk in closet.

"You never changed Luna."

Before long Luna came with clothes that actually made no difference to the one before. He only wears hot pants and a red blouse.

Luna walks towards the balcony, she codes for Angga to follow her.

"Well, haven't we been together like this for a long time. I rarely confide in you and you're busy with your work." Luna looked outwards.

You yourself are busy Luna, busy chasing Fahmi's love.

"Why did you have to go to the club last night?" Angga asked without looking at Luna.

Luna glanced at Angga's face, she exhaled her breath. "I don't know, yesterday I met Mas Fahmi's wife. She said she was pregnant. I'm getting sicker, with this my wish with Mas Fahmi is getting smaller Ngga."

Angga looked at Luna's face, "Why are you so interested in Fahmi?"

"I also don't know, somehow this feeling just popped up when I saw it. But isn't it my fault that I love him and want him?"

"Your feelings are not wrong if they appear, the wrong one is your ego who really wants it. You never saw that Fahmi already had a wife and children. You yourself have done crazy things many times but nothing works, right?

You should have known by this that Fahmi wasn't meant for you. The wounds you felt because of Fahmi being indifferent to you, should be able to wake you up from all of Lun."

"But...."

"But, but, but. Butwhat? Love cannot be forced by Luna. Like your father, he loved his late wife very much. Although your mother left her for a long time, her heart could not turn away. He prefers to take care of you until now Luna.

Your face similar to that of the Great Mistress made him feel betrayed by his wife if he was to be with another woman. You don't like it yourself if your father marries another.

Seeing that, don't you think with Fahmi's wife and two children even now Melati was pregnant. Women, just like you, make your father your first love. Like that, they were Luna.

Please after this, try to lower your ego just a little. Think about how Fahmi's wife and children feel. And try to open your heart to others." Light Angga and without hearing Luna's answer he left her. Let it be for now Luna, contemplating all her mistakes.

Tests. Luna's tears were shed without her asking. Hearing about Fahmi's children somehow made him so claustrophobic.