Becoming Like My Mother
CHAPTER 91

"I've forgiven you a long time ago, and you don't have to bring up the past and feel guilty like that. Even now I salute you. It turns out that your love is so sincere for Sasa, that you accept it even though it's not as perfect now." Said Fahmi again holding Bembi's shoulder.

"Thank you you really are a good man, and you deserve a good wife now."

Fahmi nodded and looked at his wife. It turned out that his wife had been limp from earlier, inhaling the aroma of the hospital made him want to be nauseous and unpleasant. But she tried to restrain herself because her husband was talking to Bembi.

"Dear what's wrong with you?" Ask panicked.

"No, I'm really fine." Reply Melati forced a smile.

"You'd better get home, your wife can't stay here too long." Bembi looked at the two.

"Well I go home nowwell, next time I'll come here again."

Bembi smiled and watched Fahmi and Melati until invisible.

"You deserve that happiness." Mumbled.

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"Well next time, if you really feel dizzy just say so. Don't just keep pretending it's okay like that." Fahmi looks at his wife and refocuses on driving.

"Yes, sorry, I just felt bad." Melati rubbed her husband's arm.

"Well, it's up to you, baby. For sure for tomorrow-tomorrow you don't repeat that thing again."

"Oh yes Mas, but how could Sasa have such a disease? I really didn't expect."

"The name of the disease does not look at who he loves. Perhaps it was already a test for Sasa and Bembi. We can only wish them all the best."

"Yes, you're right."

Then the two were silent for quite a while, Melati who was confused as to what to say and Fahmi who focused himself on driving.

"Oh yeah baby, I'm thinking of getting out of Mr. Yovindra's company." Fahmi broke the momentary silence.

Melati was surprised, "What? But why Mas?" Ask her.

"Yesterday's events have made me unable to stay in that company. I did not expect Luna to return to doing so, even though she had previously promised to open her heart to others. Even the relationship between us is just a friend.

Yesterday's incident isn't there a possibility if he does it again. Not because of what Melati, I just don't want to suddenly get a big responsibility again like before. And the most important thing is because I love you so much.

I know polygamy does not make us happy at all, it is our inner being that hurts every day. Seeing our partner with another, and when we are having fun then the other heart is hurt. I just want to live a quiet life, Mel, even if I have to live a simple life." Light Fahmi at length.

Melati smiled and gently rubbed her husband's arm. "I will follow whatever my husband decides. Under any circumstances if there was a husband then I would be happy Mas."

Fahmi stared inside his wife, "Thank you dear."

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"You're really sure you want to resign from this company?" Asked Mr Yovindra after seeing a letter containing the resignation of Fahmi.

"Yes, sir" replied Fahmi.

"Why?" Again, Mr. Yovindra asked.

"I'm going back to my father's company, sir, my father is old. And my sister's still in college so I should be leading the company." Terang Fahmi.

Mr. Yovindra seemed to be exhaling a long breath. "Well I can't impose a will, you can choose your own choice. And may you succeed in the future Fahmi." Said Mr. Yovindra sincerely.

"Thank you sir, I hope you get a replacement secretary who is more than me. Excuse me, sir."

Mr. Yovindra nodded and smiled, he looked at Fahmi's body until it disappeared.

"Fahmi why are you cleaning up your workplace like this?" Ask Angga who saw Fahmi in the middle of the room.

"I don't work here anymore." Answer Fahmi briefly.

"What?! But why?" Clearly Angga was surprised to hear that.

"You must know what happened the day after tomorrow, right? I don't think it's repeated. Although Luna never managed to frame me, no one knows how tomorrow, right?"

Angga sighed, "You're right? I hope you forgive her."

Fahmi smiled, "I've forgiven him for a long time. Even I'm not really concerned about it, but I'm just on my guard."

"Yes Fahmi, it's up to you. You're free to make your choice, and I hope you're more successful." Please Angga sincerely.

"Yes, thank you, and I hope you too. And succeed in your love." Said Fahmi patting Angga on the shoulder.

Angga rounded his eyes, "A-what do you mean?"

"Without you telling me, I know you like Luna don't you? I can see it when you see it. The way you look at Luna, that's where I deduce that you really love her. Because the way you do it, it's the way I see my wife."

Angga rubbed his nape, "Em that..,"

"Here you go, I hope you make it. I support you, man."

"Just pray for it." Angga Sahut.

Fahmi smiled and carried the items away from the room.

"Loh Mas's? Where are you going?" Tanya Luna was astonished to see Mas Fahmi who brought the items to the warehouse.

"I have to get out of here." Answer Fahmi briefly.

"Wait!" Luna held Fahmi's hand. Quickly, Fahmi took off the rough check.

"Mas, you..."

"Luna don't have to pretend anymore!" Obviously Fahmi with a flushed face.

Luna gasped, only this first time she was yelled at by a Fahmi. Feeling that some other employees heard their voices, Fahmi immediately pulled Luna to another place.

"I don't understand your way of thinking Luna, don't you remember what you said to yourself that would take away your love for me? But what do you mean yesterday?" Fahmi cried out both of his hands.

"That's because I love you so much Mas, you never appreciate me who always tries to pull your heart out. Can't you just reply a little." Shouted Luna with tears condensing.

Fahmi rubbed his hair back roughly, "Listen to Luna, how many times have I told you. Things that don't support us being together. My heart and I belong to my wife, not to anyone else.

Ok well, if I am a person who is still alone. I have accepted you for a long time. But what is the power if God predestines me to be with others.

You alone, try to open your heart just a little for someone else Luna. Until you can't afford to have me because I belong to someone else. I'm sorry I'm Luna." Firmly Fahmi and without waiting for Luna to speak he left.

Luna was silent after that, but her tears kept flowing. "Why don't you ever see me. Isn't love wrong, is my heart wrong to love you?" Sluggishly.

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