Becoming Like My Mother
CHAPTER 53

"What the fuck are you, Mom?!" Hardik.

Suddenly Melati immediately woke up from her sleep. Fahmi soon moved away from his young wife.

From the corner of the room, someone was smiling cynically looking at Melati. Well, she is Elisha. He was the one who made Sasa go home earlier than usual.

Seeing Brother-in-law who invited his best friend away made him send a message to his brother.

"Darling you came home early?" Ask her nervously.

"Why?!, are you no longer expecting me Mas?, you don't love me anymore, have you started to love him already?, are you tired of me, right Mas?" Sasa with questions.

"No Sa, why are you saying that?, I'm just-"

"Always only, only and only every time you've been caught with him!, you've really hurt me!, you're really evil Mas!" Sergeh Sasa by hitting the chest of her husband's field.

Fahmi tried to calm his first wife by hugging her tightly. "Dear please forgive me. I just want to be a fair husband to my wives. Didn't you let me marry Melati?"

Sasa simply fell silent and stopped beating her husband. But a small quirk was clearly heard by Fahmi.

Fahmi sighed, he glanced at Melati who was just speechless and lowered his head. It's true, what was always feared is now happening.

His young wife slowly left the room. Fahmi could see Melati wiping her tears.

He became very guilty. He gently rubbed the back of his first wife.

"Yes you just came home already angry immediately. I know you're tired, have you eaten?"

Sasa nodded, she still hugged her husband tightly.

"Yes, we just took a break. I don't want you to do anything."

The couple went straight to their resting place. Sasa stared at the ceiling of his room, thinking about everything that happened. Then glanced at the peaceful face of her husband who had fallen asleep.

Sasa POV

My heart warmed as I looked at the man I loved so much kneeling before me with a rose. Although the way he expressed his love can be said to be ordinary and simple but I do not care.

I love him sincerely and not for anything. I accept her faithfully. My heart grew even happier when he would propose to me as soon as I and he finished college.

Our age is the same only a few months apart. Bembi, well one name that is currently in my heart since I was in High School. She was my first love, I whose incidentally a woman did not dare to express my love first.

I can only hide my feelings until now. How happy I was that my love was avenged even though I had to wait a long time.

My father explained that I had to marry the man of his choice to return the favor. Indeed, these few months, my father's health declined so he had to get intensive care and we had no fees.

My mom's trying to find funding for that. And meet him with Mr. Faris. My mother would do anything if Mr. Faris was willing to lend her the money.

Mr. Faris is willing to give free funds on the condition of marrying their daughter to her son. With a lot of consideration from both Mom and Dad they finally agreed. All they know is that Mr. Faris' son is a good man.

With a heavy heart, I agreed to the marriage and cut off my relationship with Bembi. But Bembi who already loves me he has no power to release me with another man.

Until something happened that made me have to accept the presence of a fetus in my womb. Well the fetus that is now in my womb is the result of the seed that I and Bembi have planted.

Bembi was so happy to find the news, this will make it easier for him to fight to get me. But seeing my father getting worse and worse and more cost makes me worried.

On one hand there was a man who was ready to help my father, but on the other hand there was a man whom I loved very much.

My mother also explained that I should still accept this match. Because if I don't, then my family will have to replace all the money that has been earned. Even if I refuse, Mr. Faris will try to make the whole family unacceptable in any place.

Finally, unbeknownst to Bembi I tried to abort my womb. I blocked all his contacts and social media. Several times he came to see me, I quickly avoided him.

I just don't want him getting hurt. Let him find another woman more than me.

After a few months, a wedding that I didn't want happened. I can see the stature of the man who has become my husband. His body is strong and very handsome. He is also young, which is 22 years different from me who is 25 years old.

For a man, getting married at that age is too young. But I don't want to ask. It could be because this matchmaking makes him want to not have to get married.

My husband Fahmi does seem to accept all these marriages. He also treated me well, even like the woman he loved deeply. But still, there is only one name in my heart. Spool.

I know that my husband was very disappointed when he found me who was no longer virgin. But I saw her with all my heart to still appreciate me as a woman. The treatment is also very gentle.

I was touched by all his treatment but still the owner of my heart is still someone else. I started to forget a man named Bembi. I have steadied my heart to love my husband fully.

The life we live is so happy. I am grateful that although the matchmaking with my husband was not originally based on love, Mas Fahmi always tried to be faithful. She nimbly always got rid of the third person present in this marriage.

For six years, our marriage remained harmonious. But not my relationship with my father-in-law. Well, because all this time I have not been blessed with a child.

I regret it when I think about children. I remembered how I could get rid of the fetus that was once present in my womb.

My tears shed remembering it, I didn't think it turned out that Mas Fahmi had been watching me since. But my heart was relieved, it turned out that he thought that I was sad because of the words from my in-laws that always cornered me.

Actually I am also confused why I have not been given a descendant. I decided to check myself into the Doctor while my husband was working.

So surprised I was when the Doctor said that I was sentenced to hard to get offspring. This happened because there were some parts in my uterus that were damaged.