Becoming Like My Mother
CHAPTER 42
Today Azein intends to return the clothes belonging to Alif that he had borrowed last time. After arriving, he accidentally discovered a woman sitting on a garden chair by turning her back.
He believed it was Melati. A little pleasure struck his heart. His lips also formed an arch. For a long time he kept silent, his heart convinced himself that he should approach the girl.
"Dark." Call him when the distance is running low.
But the so-called did not budge. He is still excited about his activities. Azein only sighed, with a slight hesitation he sat down beside Melati.
"Ehm.." dehemnya while dropping her body weight in the same chair with Melati.
Melati turned her head and looked up at Azein's presence. Although all this time he kept the taste for Azein, but because of the fateful events that happened to him. Azein's shadow completely Tan appeared in his mind.
But today, it is undeniable that now a sense of pleasure in his heart when he saw it. "Son Azein."
Azein who had been staring at Melati was now pulling both corners of her lips. He was also happy to see Melati's smile, and was also fascinated.
Melati circulated her gaze upwards, thinking that she should now teach Azein to play the piano. Instantly he again raised his face to remember the cause of these few days he did not come to the house of Azein.
Azein frowned noticing the sudden change in Jasmine's facial expression.
"Why?"
"Why are you here?" Melati did not answer Azein's question. He asked questions of Azein again.
"Return Alif's clothes." Answer's relaxed.
Azein really doesn't know anything about me. Inner Melati stared at the wry bead Azein.
Azein who was stared at in such a way made him misbehave and also feel guilty. With this he remembered the incident two days ago.
"Sorry Mel, not I mean.-" Azein rubbed his nape.
Melati smiled thinly and shook her head slowly. "It's okay, brother."
"Mel, I don't know what happened and why it all happened. What do I want to know, what do you want right now?, How do you feel?, How can I help you even a little." Azein said solemnly and looked into Melati's eyes.
Many times Azein saw both of Melati's shoulders rising and falling. He was sure the woman beside him was sighing heavily.
Melati lowered her head then stared doubtfully at Azein. "Why?"
"Yes, we are friends. There's no harm if you also share a little of your burden."
"Of my sister, I just don't want to talk to you about anything.."
Azein let out a long sigh, he stared intensely at Melati's face. He can't hold it anymore. Soon he moved and crouched down in front of Melati.
Of course it made Melati surprised, only the first time he found Azein's attitude like this.
"Enough Jasmine, I've had enough of this. Today let me reveal everything." Azein looked expectantly at Melati.
Melati still did not understand Azein's intentions. He turned his body back. But unfortunately the seat backrest makes it stuck.
"Delati, a-I. love you.-" Azein said with a soft look and quivered.
"You know Melati, the piano thing is just an excuse. I just want to always be around you. I liked you even when I first met you.
You know how I felt the last few days when you weren't in my house. It feels really empty Mel. At first I denied all my feelings, but gradually I couldn't if you weren't present."
Melati actually tranjuh with the recognition of Melati, but what makes it crowded is that he was unable to be with Azein. The situation is not on their side at all.
"Why do you like a woman like me, sister?" Melati asked with tears.
"What do you mean Melati?, Everyone has a heart, and am I wrong if I keep feelings in my heart for you?"
"But your love landed on the wrong man Brother." Firmly Jasmine.
"Why did you say that Melati. I'm falling for your charm, I don't know why I don't understand. For sure you made me feel different when I met another woman. And the one thing that makes me love you more, you're able to keep your aura"
"But in reality I have lost MY HONOR Brother!!" Reveal Melati in a high voice. He was no longer able to withstand the tightness that was squeezing his chest. He covered his face with both hands. Shame and pain suddenly lifted.
While Azein was fixated with the statement made by Melati. His heart suddenly stopped beating. His head kept shaking in rejecting this reality. But seeing Melati who can only cry and fall further makes her heart hurt.
Weakly he stood up and sat beside Melati. He took the fragile body.
Melati who felt her body brought to the deckapan someone can only surrender. But it is undeniable that this decomposition makes it more fragile. He shed his tears.
Without them knowing, there is a pair of eyes that see the togetherness of the two. He stared at the two.
But immediately Melati realized with what he did. He quickly moved away from Azein's body.
"Sorry, sis, I.." Melati rubbed the rough tears that had flooded her cheeks.
"Delati-" Not yet Azein finished his words Melati wanted to leave Azein. But Azein quickly blocked Melati's wrist.
"Melati please listen to me..!" Azein said expectantly and showed his face.
"What else should I listen to, brother. You're the one who should listen to me. Please throw your feelings away. Because your heart is too precious to keep a woman like me."
"No jasmine, only you can open my heart. I don't care about your past at all."
"No, sister please let me go. Instead you leave, I don't want to hurt you any deeper."
"You'll hurt me if you walk out of my life Melati. Please stay by my side."
"Sister please. I don't deserve to be next to you. Get your feelings off me."
Azein shook his head weakly. Melati immediately took off Azein's hand checks when she saw Azein who relaxed his hand. He quickly ran away from Azein.
The man realized the woman was gone. "Dear please come back!!" His screams as Melati disappeared from his sight.
He looked down and shed his tears. Everything he had just heard was something he had never imagined. Azein still did not believe everything.
With a shaky step he walked towards his car. With repeated bouts of rough breathing he began to wander away from the house.
