Zaidan's Regret

Zaidan's Regret
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Chapter 81


"Related Zaidan"


Zaidan sat beside Amanda's bed, clutching her fingers tightly.


"I'm sorry Amanda, I'm just giving you hurt and suffering"


"Wake up Amanda,!"


"I love you, I'm sorry"


Zaidan's back seemed to shake, his heart was so hurt to see Amanda's condition. The guilt haunted him even more.


Unknowingly, a pair of eyes were scouting him. The face of the pair of reddened eyes restrained the anger, as he saw Zaidan clutching Amanda's hand, and uttering a word of love.


"Sorry Zay, this time I won't budge, because I've been in love from the first look, if I can't have it, then no one can have it, including loe!" the man's hands were clenched firmly, with a sly smile.


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Meanwhile, in the ICU room Doni was still in a state of unconsciousness seen alone, because at that time the nurse who was on duty guarding him, was going to the toilet.


a man wearing a white, tall, white suit with glasses minus perched on his nose was seen entering the ICU room. He approached Doni's bed, an evil grin appeared on his lips.


"You won't be able to have him, you've been carrying him for five years. He should be with me,!" The man said, with reddened eyes and face.


The man quickly put on a rubber glove, and immediately picked up an object in the form of a syringe in his suit pocket. Slowly but surely, he injected the clear liquid into the infusion bottle. And a satisfied smile adorned her face, as all the white liquid was mixed with the infusion water.


After all in taste enough, without any guilt, she stepped casually away from Doni. The nurse came out of the toilet to coincide with the man's disappearance from behind the door.


The nurse approached Doni to check his condition and the monitor screen, all looking fine. Half an hour passed, suddenly Doni's body twitched.


There was the sound of a stifled cry in the throat like the sound of people snoring loudly. The nurse panicked, she immediately pressed the emergency button, while checking on Doni, the heart rhythm on the monitor screen suddenly moved very quickly beyond normal limits.


The fast-moving rhythm of the heart, slowly turned into a straight line accompanied by the sound of a terrifying shrill. The nurse continued to pump Doni's heart, until the doctor finally gave up, shaking his head and wiping the sweat on his forehead.


The nurse nodded and immediately pulled out the medical devices installed on Doni's body, then covered his entire face and body.


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Zaidan, who was crying, felt the shoulder touch. As he turned his head, it appeared that Doctor Arya was looking at him with a pale face and a pushy gaze. Zaidan immediately rubbed his tears rough.


"Loe why Bang?" ask Zaidan in wonder.


Doctor Arya took a rough breath and whispered something that made Zaidan's body limp. He looked at Amanda.


"Why did all this have to happen,? what should I tell him Bang?" Zaidan squeezed his hair in frustration, his chest was extremely tight. Radthya Zaidan shed her tears.


"Looks like you really have to get out of Amanda's life, Zay" said Doctor Arya, causing Zaidan to stare in wonder at her.


"Loe mean what bang?" Zaidan frowned. Staring in disbelief at Doctor Arya.


"Loe saw for herself how Amanda's life before and after being your wife, her success while in Canada, the disaster and the test when she met you again" said Dr. Arya, while fixing his glasses.


Zaidan stared fixedly at Doctor Arya, trying to digest her words. Then he looked at Amanda. The fire of the Panti and the death of Mother and the children of the Panti made him faint for the second time, especially if he found out that Doni was dead.


"What about Raza, bang? Raza responsibility Iw, he's my son" Zaidan rubbed his face rough.


"Raza is Amanda's source of happiness, you can't be selfish. Let Raza stay with him"


"Here too there is Mamah who can help Amanda take care of Raza" replied Doctor Arya, staring at Amanda's face.


"Think of what's best, I'll go first, take care of Doni's body" Doctor Arya patted Zaidan's shoulder gently as she passed. Unaware of Zaidan, a sly smile fell on his lips.


Zaidan stroked Amanda's face gently.


"I'm sorry"


"I love you"


"Please take care of our hero"


Zaidan wiped away his tears, and kissing in Amanda's forehead, his heart was so heavy as to let go. As strongly as possible Zaidan rose from his seat, and with heavy strides left Amanda.


A triumphant smile accompanied Zaidan's steps out.


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Zaidan drives his car to Mira's residence, he wants to meet with Raza for the last time, as well as informing him of the grief of Doni's death.


The tightness, pain and deep regret he now felt. He was forced to leave the Son unknown for five years.


When his car will enter the grounds of Mira's house, a notification message came in from Doctor Arya. Zaidan immediately read the message.


[Zay, Amanda's awake. He also learned of Doni's death, and he was devastated. Mamah, Raza and Dion had already headed to the cemetery with the driver. Better now you go away from Zay, it looks like they blame you with the calamity that has happened}.


Doctor Arya's long message, made Zaidan frown. He knew it was a game. However, the current situation was difficult for him, to convince Amanda. While waiting for the right time, in the meantime, he would go away.


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At Doni's funeral, the atmosphere was so pronounced. Raza and Dion cry in Doctor Arya's arms, while Amanda cries bitterly in Mira's arms.


Until finally, the funeral was over. And the mourners left the cemetery one by one. Doctor Arya was walking while holding Raza, and hugging Dion's shoulder. Mira walks next to Amanda, while continuing to hug her.


Zaidan was only able to stare at them from a distance. However, his presence in the know Doctor Arya. A happy smile and victory were etched back on his lips.


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Amanda was in a large field, with a very beautiful expanse of green grass. He laid down his body and closed his eyes.


His body felt very light, he enjoyed his sleep in the wild. As she was about to fall asleep, she felt a hand touching and stroking gently every inch of her face. Until he felt the fingers gently touch his lips.


Amanda felt the touch felt so real that she felt the hand start touching her neck. Unknowingly, he held that hand.


"This hand is so real, I'm not dreaming,!" instantly Amanda opened her eyes, and....


Degs...


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