Zaidan's Regret
Don't Torture Me

Chapter 76

"Related Zaidan"

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Amanda and Doni instantly let go of their embrace. Instantly they were shocked, it appeared that Zaidan and Doctor Arya were already right behind them.

"I'm sorry to bother you guys, I just wanted to ask permission to take Raza to dinner with mamah Mira, Raza's mom." Zaidan said with a face that looked furious.

"Nothing bothers us, it just so happens that we're relaxing, one of our habits for getting through the afternoon, if there's no rush." Doni replied, smiling. While Amanda turned her face, like reluctant to stare at Zaidan and Aryan doctor.

"Looking around, until you forget about the situation." Dengus Zaidan, with his smirk smile, glanced cynically at Amanda.

Amanda immediately turned her head towards Zaidan, with a reddened face. Doni immediately stroked Amanda's back gently, trying to calm her down.

"Zay," Doctor Arya nudged Zaidan's arm, again Zaidan snorted in annoyance.

"Sorry Amanda, Mr. Doni, we intend to invite Raza to dinner with our mother" Dr. Arya repeated Zaidan's request.

The look on Amanda's restless face, looking terrified suddenly attacked her heart. Hurry up to the pool, and approach Raza and Dion. Amanda's behavior surprised them all.

"Raza, Dion, let's go up, you guys have been swimming for too long.!!" Shouted Amanda, when she was beside the pool with a riled face.

Amanda's screams left Dion and Raza shocked as well.

"But mah." Dion answered, with a face of astonishment. It was not usual for the mama to tell them to stop swimming, because it was only 16:00, and they were only thirty minutes swimming.

Dion immediately invited Raza to ride, Amanda immediately hugged Raza.

"Amanda, please don't be like this." Zaidan said, with a pushy look.

"It should be, before you make your decision to talk to me first,!! don't come suddenly like this.!!" Snapped Amanda, with a trembling voice holding tightness.

"I'm his father, I'm entitled to the Raza, too." Answer Zaidan.

Amanda laughed wryly at Zaidan's statement.

"What did you say,?? your blood is indeed flowing in Raza's body, but you have no rights at all over my son.!!" Obviously Amanda, with a flushed face staring hatefully.

"Why do you always put your emotions forward, what else is in front of the children because it is not good for their development.!!" Doni looks upset staring alternately at Amanda and Zaidan.

"Come on Dion, Raza," Take Doni.

"You're done with your affairs maturely and with a cold head." Firmly Doni, before passing from before them.

"I'm coming" said Arya's doctor, following Doni's steps holding Raza.

Zaidan was only able to stare nanar at Doni who was holding Raza, there was envy in his heart, because Raza looked so comfortable in Doni's sling.

"I'll wait there.!!" Amanda said, as she stepped towards the lounge chair where she and Doni were sitting.

Zaidan choked, he was silent for a moment staring at Amanda's back. And he followed Amanda.

They sat face to face, but Amanda threw away her gaze, as if reluctant to stare at Zaidan.

"Is that what you hate about me, Amanda.?" Zaidan looked at Amanda.

Amanda, who felt her heartbeat speeding up, tried to calm herself down. He closed his eyes for a moment.

"Amanda" call Zaidan softly, gently touching the back of Amanda's hand.

Zaidan's gentle touch, made Amanda's heart go unnoticed.But, he tried his hardest not to be affected.

"What do you want now,?" amanda asked, pulling her hand from Zaidan's.

"Why is the business of a woman's heart so complicated,?" asked Zaidan unconsciously.

Amanda stared intently at Zaidan, making Zaidan misbehave. Just as Zaidan was about to open his voice, Amanda cut him off.

"The heart of the woman is soft and as wide as the ocean. And the woman's heart is like a glass, when you break it then she can't go back to being whole and perfect" Amanda kept staring at Zaidan, making Zaidan even more misbehaved.

"Amanda, I.."

"You will never understand you, because of your selfish nature as a perfect man and everything.!" Amanda said, with a trembling voice.

Amanda's words made Zaidan gasp and slap for her. He felt like a selfish man, who never understood the feelings of the woman he loved.

Zaidan condemned his stupidity and selfishness. She has lost her grandfather and Devina due to her selfishness in pursuing student duties and a career in London, until her grandfather dies and Devina has to conceive Dave's child, and until finally she has to lose Devina a second time, with their babies.

Amanda's presence due to a requirement made in the grandfather's will, makes her have to marry Amanda, along with her return with Devina. Until he finally got Amanda hurt. And unbeknownst to him besides carrying a wound, Amanda also leaves with her seed.

"Pardon me, please don't torture me like this, don't make me come back to life in regret." Zaidan said softly, with a face that looked frustrated.

Amanda was silent, she could not believe that the man in front of her was Radthya Zaidan, the man she had admired from her little, the man who always filled the niches of her heart. Until finally his dream came true.

Married to Zaidan the man of her dreams, however, her dreams were not all real and beautiful, Zaidan married her just out of necessity. In fact, on the first day of his marriage, Zaidan had left him to take care of the treatment of the woman he loved so much, even asking him to give permission and blessing to marry his lover.

Amanda had always dreamed of such a beautiful first night, but, she had to hand over her crown to her own husband in a rude and coercive manner.

"Amanda, please forgive me." Amanda was stuck, and by the time Amanda woke up, Zaidan was already in front of Amanda. This was the second time Zaidan had humbled himself before Amanda.

"Mas, what do you really want from me.?" Amanda softly asked, she couldn't help but her tears that were rushing down her cheeks.

"I realize that my treatment has left a deep wound, and made you hate me so much. Not even a second chance has ever existed, but please, let me help you raise Raza." Zaidan replied, his voice shaking and tears flowing from the corner of his eyes.

Amanda took a deep breath, and threw it away.

"I won't stop you from meeting, even with Raza. But, I beg you if you want to make a decision, please talk to me first." Amanda answered while wiping away her tears.

"real Amanda?" Zaidan raised his face, wiping away the roughness of his tears, appearing a twinkle of happiness on his face.

Amanda nodded and smiled.

"Thank you Amanda, I promise I won't be selfish anymore, any time I want to meet and invite Raza will ask for your approval, but I beg you not to make it difficult for us." Zaidan subconsciously, grasping Amanda's fingers.

"Wake up, don't be like this" Amanda said, letting go of Zaidan's hand that was holding his hand.

"Sorry Amanda" Zaidan immediately stood up and let go of Amanda's hand. They throw each other a look and a smile.

While in the distance, there were a pair of eyes staring at them, their lips twisting a smile, but in their eyes there was a deep sadness.

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What's the next story, from Zaidan and Amanda's love journey ??

Who is that pair of eyes full of wounds ??

The answer is still a secret, let the genius and imagination of the Author who speaks😁🤭

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