Zaidan's Regret
Amanda's Fear
Chapter 61
"Related Zaidan"
"What.?"Shouted Amanda, she shook her head in disbelief.
"God, why am I pregnant.? mas Zaidan only touched me once in that torture chamber."Amanda said in her heart.
"Our divorce has been almost two months. What would Zaidan believe, if the baby I'm carrying was his.?"Amanda said again in her heart.
"What's more, he just lost Devina. I don't want to be considered taking advantage of the situation. Why am I bod*h once, until I don't realize I'm two months late."Amanda shook her head again, cupped her face with both palms, cursing all her kebodo. Without feeling it, a warm circle had wetted his face.
Doni and Dr. Rudi looked at each other.
"Amanda."Call Doni softly, touching Amanda's shoulder, which seems shaken by the stuffing.
"Sir Doni, what should I do.?"Amanda asked in a raucous voice, while looking at Doni.
Doni sighed.
"You need to tell Zaidan about your pregnancy, Manda."Doni replied gently, while stroking Amanda's hair.
"But Zaidan just lost the woman he loved so much."Amanda said in a very soft voice, suddenly fear burst into her heart.
"Zaidan must know Manda, however this fetus is his son."Doni said with a gentle smile, even though his heart was so sick, accepting the fact that the woman he loved was now two-bodied.
"Mas Zaidan never loved me sister.!! I don't want to have Zaidan come back to me just because of this fetus, like when he married me for a will.!!"Amanda's crying is breaking.
Doni immediately takes Amanda into his arms.
"Then, what's your plan Manda.??"Ask Doni as gently as possible.
Amanda releases Doni's embrace.
"I don't want Zaidan to know my pregnancy."Amanda said, staring at Doni's face.
"You sure.??"Ask Doni, frowning.
Amanda nodded.
"Yes, sister, I don't want to be dissolved in my own feelings anymore. If God gives me a second chance to go home, I want to get a man who loves me with his sincerity, who really appreciates and fights for me."Amanda said, wiping her tears that were still flowing.
A smile, appearing etched on Doni's thin lips.
"If that's what you want, I'll help you get the guy."Said Doni, with a smile and a twinkle of happiness on his face.
Doctor Rudi who listened to their conversation, joined in with a faint smile to see the happiness and smile that emanated from the face of his best friend. He's never seen Doni this happy.
"My main goal now is to be a good mother to my son. I want to give him the best life possible, even without a father."Amanda said, stroking her flat stomach.
"I promise to help you make a strong woman, and I will also help you be a great mother."Said Doni, cupping Amanda's face, with a meaningful look.
"Thank you brother."Amanda answered with a smile.
However, Amanda's face suddenly changed.
"I want to go to Devina's grave."Amanda looked at Doni, with a pleading gaze.
For a moment Doni was silent and stared fixedly at Amanda's face
"I'll drive you."Doni replied with a smile. He can only hope that Amanda doesn't change her decision when she meets Zaidan.
"Thank you brother."Amanda replied, giving her sweetest smile.
Doni smiled and, feeling affectionately, he gently ruffled Amanda's head.
They immediately say goodbye to doctor Rudi.
Devina's death after the kidnapping, and the shooting at a clinic, made the number one news story in all electronic media and social media, What else is Radthya family, including one of the richest and most prominent families in Indonesia. Even the news went abroad. Thus, Doni can easily find out where Devina was buried.
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Shortly after, their car arrived at the cemetery. And they got out of the car.
Amanda tried to neutralize her heart that was now beating fast. Moreover, as their steps drew closer to the burial area, right where Devina was buried.
Doni who realized that, immediately grabbed Amanda's fingers and grasped them tightly. Amanda turned to Doni, nodding back and smiling at Donu, as if to encourage him. Nervously Amanda tried to smile.
Devina's funeral procession is almost complete, Zaidan looks down sadly staring at Devina's corpse, which is being piled by red soil. And beside her Irma who continues to mourn the departure of her daughter.
The funeral procession was completed, and all mourners left the burial area one by one. So that only Zaidan, Irma and Pak Handoko remain.
"I mourn for Zaidan."
A voice resuscitated Zaidan from his sadness, as he looked to the origin of the voice, suddenly a warmth and happiness spread in the recesses of his heart.
"Amanda."Zaidan said as he stood up, staring in disbelief at Amanda's presence, a smile etched on his lips.
However, his smile instantly disappeared, when he saw Amanda's hand was held tightly, by a man who had once made him upset and jealous. Suddenly, Zaidan's face changed.
"Would you like to come here.? Want to see my sadness.? And show off your happiness..!!"Zaidan asked, with a sneaky look towards Amanda and Doni.
Amanda was aghast, with Zaidan's questions and attitude. He immediately let go of Doni's hand, when he realized where Zaidan was looking.
Doni sighed, while Zaidan smiled wryly, and continued to stare intently at them. Especially to Amanda.
Amanda just looked down sad, without realizing it, her hand immediately rubbed her stomach slowly. The small movement was immediately caught by Handoko, which made him only sigh. While Zaidan who is being controlled by sadness and anger is not aware of it.
"Thank you Amanda and Doni for coming to Devina's funeral."Said Mr. Handoko with a friendly smile.
"Yes, you're the same."Answer Doni. Amanda just nodded and smiled.
Zaidan snorted in annoyance.
"Well, let's go home, it looks like it'll be raining soon."Zaidan said, while helping Irma stand up. The heartbreaking sound still sounds obvious.
"Mommy, want to stay here to accompany Devina."Answer Irma lirih.
"Tomorrow we will return again, Zaidan promised to accompany mamah." Zaidan tries to convince Irma.
Amanda looked at Irma's nanar, her heart was so full of loss and sadness, left behind by her beloved daughter.
Irma immediately stopped her crying, while remembering something.
"Zaidan, where's papah.? What happened to him.??"Irma asked, looking at Zaidan with teary eyes.
Zaidan gasped, his sadness had forgotten Baskoro who was languishing in the iron bars. But sooner or later Irma has to figure it out.
"Zaidan, tell me where my husband Baskoro is.?"Suddenly Irma screams hysterically, while pulling a rough Zaidan shirt.
Makes Amanda, Doni and Mr. Handoko surprised.
Irma knew very well, if anything was wrong with her husband. And it is very impossible, if under these circumstances, Baskoro left him, let alone not present at the funeral of Devina, his favorite daughter.
Zaidan gestured to Handoko sir, not to have to give action to Irma, when Mr. Handoko wanted to prevent Irma's actions to him.
"Better we go home first, let mamah rest. After that Zaidan promised to tell me where Papah is."Answer Zaidan carefully.
"Tell me now Zaidan, where is my husband.!!"Shouted Irma again, while getting stronger pulling the rough Zaidan shirt, and beating Zaidan's chest.
"Your husband will rot in prison.!!!"
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Who is the owner of that voice.??
Did Amanda keep up her principles, not to tell Zaidan about her pregnancy.?
What plans will Doni do for Amanda and her fetus.??
Follow the continuation, hopefully the author can up quickly in the midst of busyness.
Note \= When Zaidan dropped the talaq to Amanda and until they officially divorced, Amanda didn't know if she was going to get pregnant.
Women who are divorced live or die there is the Iddah period which means the time where women who have been married, in talaq or divorced must undergo waiting or waiting.
Usually the Iddah period for women who are talak 4 months and 10 days, the goal is to provide space for couples who want to refer back, or know if in the iddah period the woman is pregnant or not.
And in this novel, Amanda herself doesn't want Zaidan to know about her pregnancy, for some reason.
This story is just fictitious, sorry if there are errors and differences of view 😊🙏.
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