Zaidan's Regret
Devina Deswira

Chapter 5

"Related Zaidan"

Zaidan felt a soft touch on his shoulders.

"Zai..."A gentle and distinctive call was heard clearly in the ears of Zaidan who was resting in the navel of his beloved grandfather.

Before turning his head, Zaidan wiped his tears, trying to neutralize his heartbeat.

"Vienna.."Call Zaidan when turning his body, he does not believe, like the dream of the woman who missed him dearly, Devina Deswira, whom Zaidan always called Vina, because it was his beloved nickname, Vina, now he is standing in front of her.

Zaidan, who was struggling, stood up immediately.

"Zay, how are you..??"Devina asked, with her shady gaze, and the sweet smile that was always present on her pink lips.

All those years apart, there was nothing changed about Devina, just looking more mature than the last time they met, even that maturity was more emitting an aura of beauty on her.

Although Zaidan often sees Devina on his social accounts, and they also often Video Call, it turns out that seeing Devina live is much prettier.

"I'm good Vin, you how are you baby..???Zaidan asked unblinkingly, looking at the woman who always made him fall in love.

"I miss you so much Zay, I'd love to catch you in London, but I'm scared.."Devina said as she hugged Zaidan tightly, her trembling voice sounded.

Zaidan slightly scrunched his forehead, like there was a burden hidden from his heart lover.

"I miss you so much, Vin.."Said Zaidan softly, while replying to Devina's embrace.

"Better we find a nice place to chat Vin.."Zaidan said, slowly releasing Devina's embrace.

Devina nodded and smiled.

"We sent a do'a first for the late grandfather yes.."Zaidan said again, gently stroking Devina's hair.

"Yes dear.."Devina replied gently, staring warmly at the eyeballs she always missed.

Zaidan smiled, then guided Devina's hand to rest beside her grandfather's grave.

Fervently, Zaidan sent do'a to his grandfather, occasionally Devina glanced towards Zaidan who was completely solemnly praying'a with both eyes closed, and raised both of his hands.

"I'm sorry Zaidan, I love you so much.."Devina said inwardly, and directly wiped the clear circle that wanted to come out from the corner of her eye.

Finished praying, Zaidan turned his head towards Devina who was at the side.

"We're going to XX's restaurant, baby.."Said Zaidan so gently, with a warm gaze full of love.

Once again Devina nodded, the warmth in her heart was now present again after a few years of emptiness, because the distance she and Zaidan felt far away.

Zaidan got up, and extended his hand to Devina.

Devina also grabbed Zaidan's helping hand with a sweet smile, of course a smile that made Zaidan's heart tremble.

Hand in hand they left the cemetery.

"If time can stop, I want to be with you Zaidan, I'm sorry.."Devina said in her heart, as her eyes looked at Zaidan who was walking beside her, with his hand that was grasping tightly his hand.

Zaidan who is aware of being in the face of his lover, he also returned a gaze that always made him fall in love.

"Because there's no will, today I'll propose to you Devina.."Zaidan said in his heart.

They continued to walk towards the parking lot with their own thoughts, holding hands, occasionally they looked at each other.

Until the end of his life they were in a luxury car, belonging to the Radthya family, more precisely his car Zaidan as a gift from his grandfather, before his departure to London.

Attentively, Zaidan swiftly opened the door for Devina, of course Zaidan's sweet attitude made Devina very happy.

"Your gentle and caring attitude has never changed Zay, even though we haven't seen each other in years.."Devina said in her heart.

"Darling, why daydream.."Zaidan said softly, as they were already in the car, Zaidan again clasped Devina's hand.

"En.engga ko dear, thank you for not changing, always kind and caring.."Devina said, looking at Zaidan's dark black bead.

The pitch-black eyes, which are capable of drugging and killing people they dislike, but in a special person, those eyes are attentive, his warmth and definitely his are very protective and full of responsibility .

"For the night that I was not stupid, I certainly had no ties whatsoever to that rude man.."Devina said again in her heart.

"Tuh khan daydreamed again.."Exclaimed Zaidan, while tightening his hand grip.

"I'm sorry baby, I just don't believe, like a dream we could meet and be together again.."Devina said, trying to calm her heart.

"I miss you so much, baby.."Zaidan's whisper in Devina's ear.

Hearing Zaidan's whisper, wanting his sense of Devina crying in his arms, what else had twice Zaidan expressed longing.

"I miss you too much Zay.."Devina said with a trembling voice.

Gently, his hands stroked Zaidan's face.

Zaidan smiled with a loving look, he kissed Devina's forehead, and brought Devina back into his arms.

The circle was clear without permission to plunge freely into Devina's face.

"I love you so much Zay.."Said Devina in between her sobs, and further tightened her embrace in Zaidan's burly body.

"I love Vin too.."Say Zaidan too, while gently stroking Vina's hair, and kissing the top of her head.

"I'm hungry, baby.."Zaidan said softly in Devina's ear.

Devina let go of her embrace and stared fixedly at Zaidan's face which was wiping away the tears on his smooth face, but suddenly..

Crutch..

There was a loud sound, from the direction of Zaidan's stomach.

They looked at each other, then they laughed together.

Finally Zaidan drove his car, leaving the cemetery.

The atmosphere that was just now turned into small laughter between them.

They tell stories about their old school days, reminiscing about the beautiful and funny moments they have been through for years.

Without them knowing there was a car following them.

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It didn't take long for them to arrive at XX restaurant which has many memories between them.

Not too many changes in the resto, just look more luxurious and elegant.

Zaidan and Devina head to the seat that used to be their favorite place.

In a saung, right next to her there is a fish pond, and in front of her there is a view of various types of plants and beautiful flowers.

"Let me order your food.."Zaidan said, as one of the waiters approached they offered the menus at the restaurant.

Devina just nodded and smiled.

After writing their order, the waiter of the restaurant politely left their saung, to prepare the order.

"You remember my favorite menu Zay .??"Devina asked gently, with a twinkle of happiness.

He did not expect, if Zaidan still remembered his favorite menu.

"You forget how many years we've been in love, and this place is a silent witness where I first expressed love for you, and this place is our favorite place to eat, so I memorize your favorite menus.."Clearly Zaidan, with his smile and warm gaze.

Devina also continued to look at Zaidan, now they looked at each other, and their faces were getting closer.

As the lips of Zaidan who was about to touch Devina's lips drew closer, suddenly the collar of her shirt seemed to be pulled tightly by someone.

Her body was pulled down roughly to get down from the saung, suddenly..

Bugs...

A raw bogem hit Zaidan's face.

Zaidan who was shocked by the sudden attack was not ready, his body immediately fell to the ground.

"Dave stop..!!"Shouted Devina, as she wanted to beat back Zaidan, who was still gathering his consciousness.

"Listen I'm good son sia*an, do not ever get close to my future wife again.."Snapped Dave, clutching Zaidan's jaw tight.

Zaidan who was still confused, Dave's words are like strength for him.

With a swift kick Dave's stomach, making Dave's body staggered backwards.

With a flash of anger, though,. Zaidan beat Dave mercilessly, until security came to break them up.

Both of Zaidan's hands are held firmly by two security men, but Zaidan is in a strong revolt, he still wants to beat Dave again, for daring to call Devina his future wife.

While Dave who has been battered, helped by some people to stand up.

Devina was seen crying, and her shoulders were up and down.

With a flickering step, Dave approached Devina and grabbed her shoulders.

"Let's go home, baby.."Whisper Dave with great emphasis.

"Don't touch her daggers*n..!!"Shouted Zaidan who returned will rebel, so there are two more people who help hold Zaidan's hand.

"I'm sorry, Zaidan.."

Degs....

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What really happened to Devina, so that made her unable to avoid a Dave..???

Follow Zaidan's long journey.

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