Zaidan's Regret
Please Don't Separate Us Both

Chapter 75

"Related Zaidan"

"Raza often sleeps with Papah Doni, because if Papah Doni sleeps always hugging Raza warmly, and every sleep Papah always reads the story." Raza replied with his innocence.

Zaidan was fixated on hearing Raza's confession. His chest felt tight, knowing that his baby was so comfortable with the figure of another man.

"Father can also do what Papah Doni did." Said Zaidan in a trembling voice, while gently stroking Raza's face.

Raza frowned, staring at Zaidan.

"This child is really my flesh and blood." Zaidan said inwardly, staring at Raza, as his style and gaze were very similar to his.

"Shall I call you Papah Zaidan.?" Tanya Raza, who kept staring intently at Zaidan.

"Yes you can call Papah Zaidan."Said Zaidan, who could not hide his joy and happiness.

"That means Raza has Papah two.?"Raza's innocent question made Zaidan and Amanda flinch.

Instantly, Amanda's face reddened. He became misbehaved.

"Is Mama the same Papah Doni married.?" Zaidan asked, again waiting for Raza's reply, with increasingly erratic feelings.

"Married what is it.??"Back Raza frowned.

"Married that.."

"Mas, that's enough.!!"

Snapped Amanda, who cut off Zaidan's words.

"Raza dear, we must go home soon, pity Papah Doni and brother Dion who are waiting."Invite Amanda, holding out her hand to take Raza.

"Amanda, our conversation is not over yet."Zaidan said while blocking Amanda's hand reaching for Raza.

"Mas, please don't make things difficult, we're already happy with each other's lives.!"Firm Amanda.

"You're the only one who's happy Amanda, not me." Zaidan rau said.

"Amanda, have you never loved me.?" Zaidan grabbed Amanda's fingers.

"Don't be like this mas, let's go Raza." Amanda shook Zaidan's hand, and immediately grabbed Raza's hand. As fast as lightning Zaidan held Amanda's arm, looking at Amanda with teary eyes.

"I beg you."

"Mas, again please don't be like this." Amanda's voice began to shake.

Zaidan stared fixedly at Amanda, guilt and regret filled his heart again.

"If there's no more chance for me, but please give me a chance to be with Raza. Anyway he's my son, please don't separate us Manda." Pinta Zaidan with a dreamy voice.

Degs...

Amanda was fixated, she could not believe that the man in front of her was Radthya Zaidan.

"In the blood of Raza flows the blood of the Radthya family, have you forgotten the late grandfather, Manda.?" Zaidan asked, without releasing his gaze on Amanda's face. Make the net they meet.

While they were looking at each other, Amanda still felt the vibe she felt a few years ago, but she tried to shake off her feelings.

Likewise with Zaidan, he felt that if his heart was racing, this was the first time he had ever stared intensely at Amanda's face.

"Amanda."Call Zaidan lirih.

Amanda flinched, and turned her face away.

"The current Amanda isn't the old Amanda." Amanda answered in a loud voice.

Zaidan sighed.

"I'll keep waiting for you Amanda, until you open your heart to me again."Zaidan said firmly. Makes Amanda flinch.

Amanda tried to neutralize the rumble in her chest, she could not believe what she heard. Sad and happy are mixed into one in his heart. However, he tried to hold back all his feelings, because until now, he had not been sure of what Zaidan had told him.

"Please don't separate me from Raza, I want to make amends for all my past mistakes, and wasted time." Zaidan looked at Raza, then crouched down, aligned himself with Raza.

"I'm sorry dear papah, papah can I see Raza again.?"Zaidan asked, gently rubbing Raza's hair.

Zaidan nodded, smiling.

"True, Brother Dion, if adult problems are so complicated." Raza said, shaking his head. Make Amanda and Zaidan throw one another a glance.

"Smart kid." Zaidan said with a small laugh, gently ruffled the top of Raza's head, and instantly carried Raza's body into his arms.

Zaidan's face was so happy, he felt his heart that had been empty and empty, felt so warm, Raza was like a magnet of his happiness, even though Amanda could not accept his presence again.

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Afternoon at the Doni residence.

Amanda sat pensively, staring at Raza, Doni and Dion who were busy swimming, while joking.

"Manda."A call and a gentle touch on Amanda's shoulders, disperse her daydream.

"K.kak Doni."

"Dream again.?"Doni asked, with a seductive smile, while drying her body with a towel and sitting next to Amanda.

Amanda smiled and lowered her face.

"Why don't you give her a second chance.?" Ask Doni while drinking his orange juice.

Amanda turned towards Doni, and looked at him fixedly, in response to a glance by Doni.

Doni smiled and put down his orange juice.

"Amanda, I know you very well, and I know how you feel."Doni turned his body to Amanda, staring at the face that had been enthroned for decades in his heart.

Had he not been so weak and had his heart removed his empathy, he might not have married the woman who had given him a Dion. Even she's going back to Panti, to pursue Amanda's love.

Doni sighed, rubbing his face roughly. Although he married his mother Dion out of pity, however, he loved Dion very much, especially when Dion had to stay the mother because of the chronic illness he suffered.

"I'm close to being round, I'm going to focus on Raza, and will strive to be a successful career woman, with no shadow of Doni's sister, or help from anyone." Amanda replied, looking back at Raza and Dion who were still enjoying the afternoon atmosphere while swimming.

Doni sighed again.

"It seems, she's already in love with you Amanda." Said Doni in a raucous voice, there were wounds and sadness there.

Amanda smiled in anguish.

"His love is only for Devina's late sister, maybe if she's still alive.."Amanda did not continue her words, the memories of the past flashed in her eyes.

"Don't be wondering, if it's gonna be a scary reality." Doni said, looking closely at Amanda's face from the side.

"It's Manda's destiny, your meeting with Zaidan, Zaidan's love story with Devina, Raza's presence, until now you've been reunited, with a child who can unite you." Say Doni again.

Amanda turned her body to face Doni, so that their distance was so close. They looked back at each other.

"I don't want to get too late with my feelings, sister, I want to be a woman who thinks more logically, than with the heart."Amanda said, with a smile that adorned her face. A smile that always brings happiness and a longing for Doni.

Doni smiled with a happy glint in his eyes.

"I will always give you the freedom to choose Manda." Doni kept staring at Amanda.

"Thank you sister" Amanda hugged Doni tightly.

"Yes my little angel." Doni replied gently, caressing Amanda's long hair.

Without them noticing, two pairs of eyes stared pushyly at them.

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Who are those two eyes?

Who would Amanda choose?

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