Zaidan's Regret
Confessions of Mamah Mira

Chapter 45

"Related Zaidan"

"Darling, mama's cooking is ready, let's eat."A very soft voice, heard so close in Amanda's ears.

Amanda was stunned, because she did not realize that Mira was already beside her.

"M. Mama Mira."Amanda said nervously.

"Why do you have to call your mother by a dear name..?"Ask Mira, while tidying up Amanda's hair.

Amanda smiled clumsily, she was very confused. On the one hand, she is happy because she can feel the warmth of a mother other than mother. But on the other hand, he was well aware that there was a big secret that he did not know.

"Where's your sister, baby.?"Ask her again in a gentle tone, looking at Amanda with an affectionate look.

"Doctor Arya, just left, said he had a little business."Amanda replied, smiling.

"Doctor Arya.?"Asked Mira, frowning.

"M. means brother Arya."The nervousness came back to Amanda.

Mira smiled, stroking Amanda's face, and hugged her back.

"You miss you so much, son, don't ever go away from your life again."Mira said, while further tightening her embrace, with a voice that sounded raucous.

Amanda's heart was so filled, she felt how much Mira had suffered for the loss of her daughter.

"Oh my God, please show me the right path and decision for all the problems I'm facing."Do'a Amanda in my heart.

"Well, as much as possible I'll be next to you, and accompany you, but I'm sorry, if I can't be 24 hours or every day with you."Amanda said carefully, so that Mira would not be offended, while gently stroking her back.

"Why son.?"Don't you want to, if we keep together.??"Mira asked, while letting go of her embrace.

Staring closely at Amanda's face, a clear circle already empties into her eyeballs.

Amanda panicked a little, seeing the sadness in Mira's eyes.

"Sorry, I mean Amanda has to work, it's not possible to stay home every day, and I happen to have a home, so I have to look at it."Back Amanda said carefully.with a little lie. He was afraid of mispronouncing, knowing how fragile Mira was.

"Your name is Riana Mahadevi, my favorite calling is Dewi, why did you change your name to Amanda.?"Mira asked with a pushy look, and started sobbing.

"Sorry, ma'am.."Amanda replied weakly, she did not know anymore, in a matter of hours, she could no longer play the role of Goddess.

Mira took a rough breath, staring fixedly at Amanda.

"I know, you're not my daughter Goddess, your name is Amanda."Mira said, wiping her tears.

Mira's words, made Amanda dumbfounded.

"But, whoever you are, it's like finding my missing daughter, please think of me as your own mother."Mira clasped Amanda's hand, with hopeful eyes.

Amanda was again stunned, hearing Mira's request. She is getting confused by everything, according to Arya's doctor, Mira is depressed, but in reality, she looks very normal.

"Amanda.."Call Mira softly, break Amanda's mind.

"I know what Arya said about me, but you don't have to worry, I won't let you be Arya's next victim."Mira smiled, as she continued to hold onto Ana's fingers.

"M.. meaning..??"Ana asked, the more she did not understand.

Mira smiled back.

"Be careful, because for now, you're the woman he chose.."Mira replied, with a sigh.

"Well, I mean aunt, I still don't understand everything.!!"Sergey Amanda, trying to release his fingers from Mira's grasp.

"Call me mamah, let Arya not suspect."Mira replied, with a pushy look.

"I'll take care of you son, I won't let him take you or use you."

Mira's words, the more confused Amanda.

"With time, you will know everything, you can escape and survive the hands of Arya, if you follow my words.."

Mira again gives an explanation, which has not been accepted by Amanda's mind.

"What's right, if you have a mother-daughter relationship.."Ask Amanda full of questions.

Mira nodded and smiled wryly.

"Sorry, is it true that you've been depressed.??"Amanda asked back, carefully.

Mira sighed and nodded.

"But that was when my son was taken by my ex-husband and his new wife."Mira lirih.

Amanda frowned, there was a difference between Arya and Mira's doctor's confession.

"If your daughter.??"Ask Amanda for doubt.

Mira's face returned.

"My daughter is dead.."Mira said, while rubbing the clear circles that flowed back on her face.

"But.."

"My daughter Riana Mahadevi died, along with my second son's take."Mira cut out Amanda's words.

"At that time the Goddess was 4 years old, very cute and adorable. Arya loves the goddess."

Mira raised her head while smiling. Remembering his past with the princess Goddess.

"I, who was devastated by the taking of my son, kept crying. And then Arya tried to calm me down, but.."

Mira did not continue the story, her body immediately limp sitting on the floor, with a sobbing that sounded very heartbreaking.

Amanda sits on the floor, grabs Mira's body, and carries her into her arms.

"If the story is so heavy and painful, don't go on.."Said Amanda softly, stroking Mira's back.

"My daughter Goddess, we didn't realize she was running down the highway, and."Mira back sobbing.

"The motor at high speed, has taken my god's life.."Mira's crying broke, Amanda cried. Imagining the tiny body of the Goddess, must die because of an accident.

"It's not your fault, it's destiny. It turned out that the Power loved the Goddess more, and the Goddess was already calm there."

"The goddess is still holy, there is no sin attached to her, she will be the helper of the mother later."

With sobbing, Amanda tries to calm Mira down.

"That's all, which makes Arya an ambitious figure.."

"Please help Arya to realize her mistake Manda, lest a grudge ruin her life.

Mira looked at Amanda expectantly.

"What, doctor Arya takes revenge on her father and stepmother.?"Investigate Amanda.

Mira nodded.

"Where are they now.?"Ask Amanda back.

"They, they've been dead a long time."Reply Mira lirih.

Seen a deep sadness, in Mira's eyeballs.

"Huh..!!"

Again the revelation of Mira, making Amanda distrust and confused.

"I'm sure, if Arya was involved with their deaths."

Mira said, in a raucous voice while wiping away her tears.

"And I'm sure, there's someone who's on his trail right now.."

"I beg you Amanda, stop Arya's crazy plans, because what she's going to hurt, even eliminate, is her own sibling"

Mira, stare fixedly at Amanda's face which looks increasingly shocked and confused.

"His biological brother, meaning the younger brother of doctor Arya.?"Amanda said, trying to convince.

Her chest was pounding, she hoped that what she meant by Mira, was not the man she knew.

Sobbing, Mira nodded.

Amanda's body instantly became limp.

"Is that man Mr. Radthya Zaidan..??"Amanda tried to strengthen herself, and hoped that the person was not Zaidan.

"What, you know my son Zaidan..??"

Degs...

Mira's question makes Amanda even more limp, with her heart racing.

"Hiswa Zaidan is in danger, I must save him.."

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Is it true, Aryan doctor has a plan to kill*h Zaidan, who is clearly his biological sister..??

What will Amanda do to save Zaidan..??

Will Zaidan, be aware of Amanda's sacrifice??

The story continues, with a story that cannot be guessed.

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