
After refueling the engine to the fullest, Afriz continued the search.
Although the journey was not close, it felt that the young man's energy was still quite a lot. The additional energy he got again when the hope of the existence of Zaya in the house of Nida.
Yes, the belief is even more passionate if he remembers how the relationship between the wife and her biological sister is.
Afriz has arrived at his destination. Stuck in a passionate hope, he only knocks on the door for a moment, then stumbles to where he can find both Nida and Zaya.
"Sit down why, anyway, Bang? Like an idiot."
According to his sister's words, Afriz also sat on the carpet that he had originally stepped on. His position is just any. "Dec, Zaya's here, right? Where is he now?" ask without long.
"I don't know." Obviously Nida was very annoyed to find her brother even asked Zaya, not the news or Syifa.
"You're talking to him, aren't you?" Afriz got up from his seat, then walked in any direction to find the whereabouts of his wife.
"Make what? He came here, but now he doesn't know where he is. It doesn't matter how much I know where he is. It's none of my business."
Speech with a hostile tone this immediately stopped Afriz's steps. The man turned his head, looking at Nida who had managed to hold Syifa. "What do you mean, Dek?"
Undaunted, Nida approached her sister. "I don't think you should look for him anymore. Let him go home to his parents or wherever, which is important he's away from our lives."
"What are you talking about, anyway?" firmly Afriz, looked disappointedly at the woman in front of him. "You knew? Now Zaya is pregnant with Brother's son, Brother's flesh and blood."
"It's just a child's problem, right? Fine. Later after the child was born, Brother could divorce Zaya. You don't have to take responsibility for your life anymore. You're done."
If he can't control himself, Afriz almost slapped his sister in the face. "Abang knows the mistake Brother. But this is not the way, it does not mean that the solution must be separated!"
"Why don't you have to separate?" This time Nida challenged Afriz. "Papa has not existed, and all this time Brother has worked harder for his own brother's family, which so far has not been okay! I don't know what's on your mind so you want to live with someone who doesn't know Zaya, someone I think has changed for the better but in fact ...." Nida stopped her speech for a bit, attracting the attention of the young man before her. "She betrayed Faiz's father until she became pregnant, when she was still the wife of Brother!"
The blow was so pronounced on Afriz's chest.
The man never thought much about the views of people towards Zaya, who before marrying him had a dark track record. Although his father knew the truth, it was not with his sister who he thought had known Zaya inside out.
Nida's breath was stingy, but relieved to have revealed everything. "I thought, after the marriage with Brother, Zaya had changed. She didn't just wear a veil, but she completely changed her bad behavior all along. I guess ...."
Nida had not been able to continue his sentence, Afriz had already cut. "Abang think, your closeness makes you know how Zaya outside and inside. But it turns out you misjudged your closeness. Because in fact it only makes you know him by birth, not the mind."
This time, Afriz sat down. For a while, Afriz just sighed then exhaled heavily through his nose.
He had missed seeing Zaya's situation all along, which in fact not only bore the burden of caring for and caring for Faiz, but also had to thicken the face, heed the ears, and care for the faiz, blinding the eyes of everything the senses can feel. About his status and track record - which for now only Afriz knows as an eyewitness.
"Abang doesn't know where to tell the story," Afriz began. "Obviously, if it wasn't for my brother to see blood on the bedsheet after we first got in touch, it would have been, maybe you will not believe the fact that you are the first man to touch Zaya that season. In his body, there was absolutely no trace of the birth of the baby, either normally or surgically."
Despite trying to be calm, Nida still could not hide her surprise. "Then, Faiz?"
"long story. To be sure, Faiz is not Zaya's son. The birth certificate explains everything. Witness brother."
After reading, Afriz again breathed a heavy breath as a picture of how sorry he was for letting Zaya fight alone, even though he was always on the young woman's side.
"Who do you know if Zaya is pregnant with someone else's child, and you don't know what's really going on?"
Stuttering as she did not expect to get the question straight to the point, Nida painstakingly gulped. "From Bu Lively. He said that Zaya had been in contact with Faiz's father until she became pregnant."
For a very reasonable reason, Afriz smiled cynically. He turned his memory of what happened a week ago before Zaya escaped.
"What?" This time Zaya was indeed staring at Afriz, but her highlight was emitting a wound. "Mas want to be like the people who accused me of cheating on you with Pam, so that I'm pregnant with the child I'm carrying?"
Afriz's answer: Agile ma'am who dared to accuse Zaya who was not.
The man really did not understand why he could so foolishly feed Zaya to one of the neighbors he trusted so much.
It was only fitting that Zaya left without even bothering to wait for permission from him. Because other than being sensitive, maybe Zaya has already lost faith in him. And unfortunately, the incident added to the tangling of threads that are difficult to decompose.
Once awakened from the reverie, Afriz's body stiffened. He still has a chance to fix everything. "Sir, where did Zaya talk about going?"
But Nida shook her head. "He just asked me to tell my brother that the baby he's carrying is in good health. Then, he said you have to take care of your health, do not stay up, and hopefully all your business is given smooth."
Hearing the explanation from his sister, Afriz immediately grabbed his hair. Frustrated by Zaya's concern, Zaya hurts her even more.
"But, Bang ...." Nida gulped, as she was about to testify. "I remember, he had a really big face."
Without warning, Afriz immediately went from before Nida.
On the way to where he parked the bike, the man was unable to think about everything. Minded fucked. He didn't even heed the screams of the cell phone he was holding in his pocket. Most importantly, his goal now was to find Zaya.
"*If I don't remember a sin, maybe I've been staring at Faiz. Even I put him in a cardboard box, so I can leave him on the side of the road. If at that time I really left him, maybe my name in the village remained clean, did not make my family embarrassed, and I could still continue to college until graduation.
"But I can't leave Faiz. He is too small and knows nothing, I shouldn't hate him. But on the other side of the time I was afraid that things would happen that were not desirable. I'm afraid I can't give her the life she deserves, and she can't grow up like a child her age. Or worst of all, he died because I failed to take care of him*."
"But the proof is that you managed to take care of him."
"So far, yes. Because I helped him. Seriously. So help me so much. In addition to giving us a decent life, Mas also made me believe that there are still people who are really good."
"Ah, you can." Afriz pretended to blush, trying to be funny. He succeeded, because his interlocutor had giggled for a while.
"And after I thought, if Faiz had never come into my life, I wouldn't be as strong a woman as I am now. Yes, even though I still baper because of people's talk, like what Mas often told me. But at the very least, the presence of Faiz made me learn to be a mother, even though I don't have a husband."
Afriz almost snapped the head of Zaya, the wife who had just not recognized him as the husband. "True by the way! Who are you in front of, if not your husband?" tanyanya did not accept.
"Eh." Zaya is a crybaby. "I mean, I learned to be a good and right mother despite not having children of my own. Yeah, even if it's the same as Faiz's as a doang experiment, anyway."
Trying to understand, Afriz assented. "Faiz makes you tired, doesn't it?"
"Lying, if I say he's not tired. My body is like this, he is like that. He also likes to play. Must be so tired, huh."
"More tired of Faiz or the same thing Mas?"
Instead of getting an answer, Afriz instead obtained a pinch on the arm.
Afriz weighed many things about her union with Zaya which was covered with many unexpected things.
Sometimes, the difficulties experienced by Zaya must be grateful by Afriz.
If Zaya hadn't remembered the sins, they might not have been met so soon. Had Zaya abandoned Faiz on the road, she would have been unable to have dependents and would not have automatically become one of her employees.
If Zaya's good name remains clean and the woman is still in college, Afriz is not sure Zaya will be willing to be married soon, especially with her who has a long record with many women.
All of these suppositions compile to be the reason for Afriz's gratitude for being able to find such a girl today. Gratitude is what he struggles with through this quest.
Even without a definite purpose.