Who Am I In Your Heart?

Who Am I In Your Heart?
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“who's ken, you cheated ya! said brother fera. “iya, I've gone first! Bye. . .


Kenzi ran small towards me and grabbed me.


Kenzi and I drove to Mama's house. The house looks quiet and the door is closed. “enter ken, wait for me to grab the goods!


I went into the room and picked up some suitcases from the room, “lhah, where are you going? Bring a bunch of gini suitcases? Kenzi looks confused


“mau put this in my bokap house, beware yes I tell adek I pick it up!, oh yes I make a drink first yes! Kenzi also pulled my hand and “lo there is a problem with your family? you can tell me the same story! Kenzi.


Mom came in and saw Kenzi holding my hand. “who's Rev? ask mom surprised.


“halo aunt, know Kenzi, friend Revi! Kenzi extended his hand to my mother, “ohhh okay, where is this suitcase going? Ask mama.


“to Papa's house, tomorrow let's all be taken to the house of Eyang! My words,


The sound of Papa's car echoed in front of Mama's house, “ma, I say yes! I hugged my mom and immediately left my house, as well as Kenzi who helped me carry a suitcase to the car.


“lo want to go back now? My sister asked me to see me bring a suitcase into the car. “enggak, I am still on leave 3 days, but I told my mom, if I want to go to the house eyang! I said, then closed the car door.


Along the way to Papa's house, the three of us just fell silent without saying a word.


“papa where? I asked when entering Papa's house. “to the house was eyang from the same court adek, you want to use the car ngga, if you do I enter the garage, I want to go! Said. “ya already entered the garage, lo sit here first ya ken, I finish the goods first! I left Kenzi in the living room and went into my room.


Kenzi was still silent trying to digest what was happening to me, but the vibrations from his phone blew his mind and immediately answered the phone call that went into his phone.


After finishing cleaning the goods, I went to the kitchen to get a soft drink for Kenzi.


“Ken, in the drink yes, I buy you food daft in front! I left Kenzi and walked to the stall in front of Papa's house.


“lo send address now, I'm samperin! Saying a Kenzi interlocutor. “ngga do it, I can go back alone to the hotel, lo tenenin kak Fera aja there! Kenzi said. “gue does not want to pick you up, but I want to meet Revi! He said. “ngga, Revi again not good right now, I already matiin! Kenzi turned off his phone and walked up to the bookshelf in the living room,


Kenzi saw a divorce deed my parents put on the shelf, Kenzi's suspicions were answered already and immediately returned the paper when he heard the sound of my footsteps approaching the entrance.


“nih, this is the best fried tempe here, try it! I put it on the living room table and sat next to Kenzi, but Kenzi hugged me tightly.


“lo really good? said kenzi. “iya, I am good only Ken, why is it?


“sorry yes Brother, I did not accidentally see your parents' divorce deed on the shelf! Kenzi said, still hugging me.


“its okay ken, this is not something heavy for me!


Kenzi took off his arms and held my hand, “Kak, I don't know what it's like to be Lo now, but I know, you must be hit with all this, if you need anything, what, you can call me or sister eza, we will always be there for you! Kenzi.


“thanks ya Ken, but please do not tell Kak Eza ya about all this, just lo aja who knows! My speech.


“oke!


After talking many things with Kenzi, I also drove Kenzi to the Hotel where Kenzi stayed. “thanks ya Kak, it turns out you are a reliable driver! Hahahaha, me and Kenzi laughed together before someone suddenly appeared in front of our car.


“wah, I don't think you'll be able to go straight home Kak! said kenzi. “kok, brother eza can arrive there in front! Said me. “jujurli, from earlier my sister eza nelfonin and I said that I'm the same lo! Kenzi got out of the car and greeted Kak eza who was standing in front of the car


“malem really behind it, where does he go? Ask brother Eza. “emmm, mending you ask directly to the person! Kenzi patted his brother on the shoulder and walked into the inn.


I got out of the car and greeted Eza.


“hai brother! my broom is awkward


“enter first! Said brother eza coldly and I followed the steps of brother eza into the inn.


Upon entering the inn, Brother Fera was surprised to see me enter along with Kak Eza.


“Revi!


I also hit the back of Brother Eza who suddenly stopped his steps to see Brother Fera coming out of his room.


“awwww, . . hi Brother! I rubbed my forehead and greeted Brother Fera.


“kok Lo can be here! Said the brother of fera who is now approaching me and hugging me. “emm yes, that'su luee. . .


“tadi road same me, keep anterin me back here! Kenzi just came out of the toilet.


“lo holiday also here, how many days Rev? ask brother Fera who now invites me to sit in the living room. “emm, I take leave anyway Kak, 3 days but maybe tomorrow I'm back! My speech.


“who are you here with? Ask brother eza who is now sitting in front of me with kenzi. “people Kak revi's parents' house here really! Answer kenzi.


“ohhh so, how can you work in the city of G, far from here! Said brother Fera. “iya, long story deh Kak why I can work there! My speech


“ya already lo nginep here just the same me, so you can tell a long story lo to me! Said brother Fera. “iya Kak, already this hour too! said kenzi. “away from his home? Said brother eza.


“about an hour! Said Kenzi. “alah know his house far from here, why you ask anterin here! Brother eza looked at Kenzi sharply.


“udah yuk, just go here! said brother fera.


Finally I decided to stay at their inn, because the clockwork also showed at 23:15.


That night, Brother Fera told him how happy he was when Brother Eza agreed to prewed in this city to obey the wishes of Brother Fera.


I don't know what time we slept, which was clear that night I was so admiring the persistence of Brother Fera to get the attention of super cute Kak eza to him.


The next day in the city of G


Mami who just arrived at the house Kak eka found Kak Ayu who was vomiting vomit in the toilet early in the morning. At that moment Yuka cried not to stop, while Kak Eka who was holding Yuka, could not calm her down.


“why Yuka? Sick? tanya Mami who then put her bag on the table and took Yuka from the hands of sister Eka. “ngga know Mi from yesterday fussy! Said Sister eka


“try you check Ayu first in her room, why her? Mommy Say


They enter Ayu's room and talk to Ayu, while Mami takes Yuka to Mami's room on the top floor.


“You don't papa go to work again sick? You should not go to the doctor first! Said Mami who had now joined the dining table.


“ngga papa kok Mi, sorry yes mi so ngrepotin Mami dateng directly hold Yuka, briefly again Mama come kok Mi, later let Yuka same Mama. Ayu Evident.


“its okay, Yuka has become a mother like her own granddaughter! Mom's talk.


Kak eka and kak ayu also say goodbye to Mami to go to work together.


CITY Y


Early in the morning before Fera woke up, I got up first and prepared to go home, took the car keys over the drawer and closed the room without a sound.


“mau go home now? The sound shocked me and caused the key I held to fall.


Brother Eza was sitting watching me in the dining room, “ early! my broom.


“eat first before leaving! Said Brother eza.


I also sat in front of Kak eza while opening a cellphone that from yesterday afternoon I did not touch at all, seen some messages from Kak eka, Kak Eno, Papa and Kak Andri.


I pressed the green button on my phone.


“halo, morning pa, sorry ya semalem ngga bales pesen from papa, semalem Revi nginep at home temen! I said while eating bread that had been smeared with chocolate jam by Kak eza and placed in front of me.


“ya already, papa will probably stay at home eyang for a few days! Papa.


“ehmmm, yes papa well well yes there, take care of Health, later if revi there is time off again surely revi will spare time revi for papa, Revi breakfast first yes Pa, revi, don't forget to eat breakfast too! I turned off my phone and tried to hold back my tears.


I also stood up from the dining table to the toilet and when I got to the toilet, my tears fell, somehow I miss the figure of Papa at this time, so much, I know at this time Papa's heart is broken, I know papa needs someone to accompany him, even though my relationship with mom and dad is not good, so far, but honestly I really miss the time when my mom and dad laughed together with me.


I really want to hug papa at this time, sorry Revi Pa, sorry if Revi has been selfish and is not beside papa at the worst time papa, sorry, even papa tried to look good all this time in front of me, covering the problems of papa and mama who turned out to have so far mama stepped.


Betrayed by someone we love is something that is very painful, especially so far papa just silently look at the behavior of Mama, who papa did just give up for us, for our sake, papa, for the sake of the wholeness of the household papa and Mama, every day papa just looking for money for Mama and us, papa never complained a little while, papa, even papa always try to give everything that papa has for mama. But Mama's reply like this, before the divorce deed came out, Mama had already married betel with someone else.


I don't know what papa's feeling has been like all this time, “hopefully papa is fine.


The sound of knocking on the door from outside made me stop my crying and wash my face in the sink, as soon as possible I opened the toilet door and it turned out Kenzi had been standing in front of me.


“lo cry? Kenzi said looking at me. “hah, no really, sorry for long! I grabbed a tissue and wiped my face with a tissue, went back to the dinner table to get my car keys.


“kak I say yes, thanks for breakfast! I said, then I stepped foot towards the main door,


As she was about to open the door, Kenzi pulled my hand and hugged me. When Kenzi hugged me, Eza stood up from his seat and walked over to us.


“lepasin! Say brother eza. “dia need me now brother! said Kenzi who now let go of his embrace and still clasped my hand tightly.


“lepasin ngga! Brother eza pulled kenzi's hand from my hand. “now is not the time to be jealous Kak, there is a brother fera who is paying attention to us now! Kenzi lirih


However, Eza ignored Kenzi's words and led me out of the inn to the front garden of the inn.


“Kak, I'll go home! I turned my back and prepared to move my legs, but brother Eza prevented me. “kamu why? Said brother eza.


“not, I want to do it myself! say without turning back. “gue temenin lo! Sister Eza took the car keys out of my hand and got into my car.


Sis eza also drove a car to the beach, and we were just silent silent staring at the expanse of sea water in plain sight.


“more minutes, I'm with Fera wedlock!said brother eza. I also looked at the face of brother eza who was still looking at the ocean. “iya, Kenzi already told you yesterday! Congratulations, Brother.


“lo himself how, bertar again right the show! Ask brother eza to me. I just smiled at the corner of my lips, “iya sis! answer's short.


“when did you return to the city of G? ask brother eza. “besok! I said, “if tomorrow after tomorrow how? Eza looked at me.


I also look into the eyes of brother eza full of question marks, “gue want to ask for your time a day! Said. “kak fera??? My speech


“Fera can definitely understand me! Said brother eza.


Drttt drttt drttt Mami calling. . .


“just a minute, brother, I picked up the phone first, I,


I also pressed the green button on my phone. “morning Mi! my broom


“rev, you're still there long? So tomorrow you go home, mami pesenin ticket yes! said mami. I also looked at the face of Eza who was also looking at me.


“emmm, Revi comes home tomorrow after Mi, there's still something Revi has to finish here! My speech.


“Rev, Mami is worried! Mommy's voice starts to decline and sounds lethargic. “mami, mami why? My words are now worrying about my mom.


“ya have been waiting for you! mami then hung up the phone.


“why? Ask brother eza who saw me look confused. “emm, berent ya Kak, I call Kak Eka bentar! I said, who then searched for the name of Kak Eka and pressed the green button.


Several times I tried to call Kak Eka, but there was no answer and I decided to send a short message to Kak eka.


“gue anterin lo back home ya! said brother eza. “not to brother, now we go back to the inn! Brother Fera must have been waiting! My speech.


“no, I do not need to ask for time tomorrow, tomorrow you can go home to the city of G, so I ask for time today and now I want to anterin lo go home! Said brother eza.


We left the beach, after some time, the car arrived in front of Papa's house, but something stuck, Mom's car parked in Papa's yard.


Me and Kak eza get out of the car and get into the house. “enter Kak! I said to Eza after opening the door.


Seen Mama and her new husband sitting in the living room, “from where aja Rev semalem did not come home, have changed guys again! Say mama ketus. “maaf aunt, semalem Revi, ., not finished kak eza talking, Mama standing from her seat, mama standing from her seat,


“yesterday go with Mama's car, now go home, change the guy again with papa car anyway, Denger ya Rev, now go home, if yesterday mama nasehatin you to cancel the marriage with Eka does not mean you can just go there here with other guys dong, do not go home again, what do you want to be? Mama said.