Who Am I In Your Heart?
explanation from him

2 weeks later.

“Rev, you do not want to continue your lecture here just as eyey? Ask Eyang interrupted between my busy life who is cleaning the closet. “ sorry yes eyang, Revi like not going to college just yet, Revi want to go home first! Answer me. “later eyang no more friends dong! Eyang. “Eyang, there is still adek adek in front of the house. Said me. “but it's different Rev, they're guys can't help you cook, nyapu, settle the house. Bright Eyang. “Eyang, later surely Revi will often come here anyway, , I replied. Shortly after my conversation with Eyang, Vishnu arrived at Eyang's house.

“eh wishnu, sit down son, Revinya is still eye to ask to buy meatballs in front, wait a minute! Eyang. “iya eyang, where are you going? Tanya wishnu who saw eyeang walk outside the house. “ini want to go to the front house, there is a wedge! Clearly Eyang.

“Rev there wishnu tuh in”ucap eyang who saw me walking towards home. “iya, this is his meatball, want to eat where, want at home aunt or at home eyang aja? Saying. “sini, eating at aunty house, lhoh . . why only buy one, you do not eat? Tanya eyang while looking at the contents of the plastic bag that I carry. “enggak eyang, am I still full, ah revi enter ya yang!my words are then entered into the house eyang. “ hai han! Said me who then sat next to wishnu. “lhah where the meat, said you buy meatballs? Tanya wishnu. “ I bought for eyang doang han, tuh taken to auntie's house, oh yes. . I take you drink first yes! I rushed for a drink and immediately returned to the living room. Drrrt drttttt. . . . hp wishnu also vibrated and there is 1 incoming message that contains (“ I have said also the same mom, if you want to continue to college to Surabaya), and, I also read in my heart the contents of the message that I intentionally lyric on the screen hp Vishnu. “who han? Ask a question. “ohh . .This is Ay!said wishnu nervously and put his phone in his jacket pocket. “men, may I see? Say. “tenemen Ay not important too! Say wishnu. “iya but I want to see! Say me. “iya already nih. .kishnu also gave his phone to me and I began to read the contents of the message and when I will read another message wishnu quickly take his phone back. “ehhh. .I haven't finished reading Han! Say. “apaan si Ay, then fight us if you see my phone! Say wishnu while holding my hand. “ keep meaning what is the content of the message? Tanyaku. “emmm. . Yes like we will be LDR abis this, I want to continue college to the city of S and from tomorrow I have to manage the file to make a list of lectures, I want to continue my studies, you don't know if we have to be LDR? Ask wishnu while looking at me. “oh, yes no problem han, anyways I will also return to the city of Y after the diploma business is finished. Answer. “why go back to town Y? ask wishnu. “iya, if the agreement I stay the same just to SMA doang! Say. “oh. . . Yes later I will often meet you in the city of Y! say wishnu while rubbing my hair. “oh ya han, tomorrow I want to nginep in a beautiful house, can you? Qanyaku. “can, want to nginep how many days emang? Tanya wishnu. “semalem doang will be back to the city of Y, so I want to gather together first.”, I said.

Meanwhile in a beautiful house

“Ind, really Revi want to go back to the city of Y huh? Tanya Fitra who happens to meet beautifully in front of a beautiful house. “iya, how do you know Tra? Wonderful tanya while watering plants. “iya, I know from Ais! Said Fitra. “ya want how else, first the agreement between Revi and his parents only to the extent of graduating doang school! Lovely Say. “gue can nitip something for him? Ask Fitra. “mau nitip what? Tanya indah. “ini, said Fitra while holding out a box. “apaan ni, mending you just go straight to Revi, said beautifully. “Revi will not want to see me again, besides I also do not dare to go to the house eyang again” said Fitra. “emmm. .besok Revi nginep in my home, I, this is for your information! Beautiful Say. “serious, tomorrow malem? Say Fitra. “iya, but do not say that I tell you yak, can be in enemy of my children! Say beautiful. “siapp. .thanks yes ind, yes I have returned first. . fitra also left the beautiful house.

In esokan day

“eyang, I leave first yes, I'll be here in a week! Say to eyang. “be careful son, greetings to mama equally papa! Eyang also drove me to the bus terminal. “iya already eyang home aja no need to wait for me. Said me who then drove eyang into the taxi. “ya already, see you again! They leave the terminal. Phew, I also rubbed sweat on the forehead because yes I lied to the eyes, I will just go home after staying at the house Indah and soon Uma came. “Yuk Rev, the bus is coming! Said Uma who then pulled my hand. “iya patient Ma, said I who then sat next to Uma.

45 Minutes passed and arrived at the beautiful house.

“assalamualaikum” sayku and uma enter a beautiful house that is wide open. “waalaikumsalam enter Rev, Ma, I still clean the kitchen!beautiful words from inside the house. Uma and I went into the Beautiful room and laid down on the mattress. “gila, tired, not happy for 3 years they PP from home to school! My speech. “Eh Rev, the doll's beautiful words from former Lu huh, which former Lu? Say uma while pointing at the Teddy bear doll that is in the wardrobe of a beautiful doll. “oh it's my ex from City Y, it also does not know calculated dating or jingga, it also does not know, our guy just met a couple of times and he keeps giving me that doll. My words while closing my eyes. “heh ex you many actually Rev, the Miftah, Fitra, continue that Mr Teddy bear, crazy lu yak but still in cheatingin. .bego’ lu!said uma while throwing a small doll next to him. “tau is ma, I also do not understand why my relationship always ends because of the 3rd person. saidku. “ehemmm. . . . already at ease yes in my room, said the beautiful already in his room. “eh ind, Tya when is this here? Tanya Uma, “entar malem maybe, you know she helped her mother keep the warung.Ucap is beautiful. “ya already yuk us samperin aja to Tya's house, !sayku who then wake up and pigtail my hair. “ya already lets go , ,pretty speech. We also walked 3 to Tya's house which is not far from the house of Indah. . when passing a workshop, “revi. .woy Rev see here dong no Fitra nih , , said one of the guys in the workshop, but I did not pay attention and still running, “boys ya have not wanted to see Fitra again, .godanya back. “udah Rev cuekin aja! Beautiful speech. “emang there is Fitra right there? I whispered. “ada like, there is a motor there but I also do not dare to squirm. Beautiful speech.

The night came (in a beautiful house)

“eat a lot Rev! Say beautiful mama. “eh yes aunt. .answerku while devouring my food. Arrived drttt drttttt rttttt. .hpku vibrated. “fitra, why ni ni son nelfon” said in my heart. “who Rev? Ask Tya. Without answering I also showed my phone screen to Tya. “have not been answered” said Tya. I also ignored the phone from Fitra and then my phone rang back, but this time Vishnu called me. “assalamualaikum Ay, said Vishnu. “waalaikumsalam, where han? Tanyaku. “lagi on the road nih from the house temen, sorry yes all day ngabarin you, said wishnu. “its okay! I said briefly. “have eaten Ay? Ask Wishnu. “ini just ate with children! Say me. “mau I buy something ngga, make a snack chat that? Ask Wishnu. “engga need Han already malem, said me. “oh yes already if so, I want to go back home first huh Ay, do not sleep at night! Say Vishnu. “iya, be careful on the road Han do not speed!I said, “iya, yes I closed the phone, I love you Ay! The phone was disconnected and the incoming message notification on the screen Hpku (fitra) “aku already in front of the house Indah nih, may not I meet you” the contents of the message from Fitra. I also again ignored the message from Fitra. “yuk ah we go to the room, already finished eating it, said beautifully . . we also went from the dining room to the beautiful room and it began we tell about everything, from the beginning we are friends until now. “rev, hp you vibrate constantly deh, who the hell? Ask Uma. “Fitra wants to meet me” sayku. “ya already met aja, rather than disturbing also from earlier nelfon continue! Say Uma. “but I promised never to see Fitra again! Answer me. “ya already there we are, we get out hayuk. .ucap Tya. “ya already okay, I met him in front of a beautiful house, you just look at it from the window okay. . .my words were then out of the beautiful room and into the beautiful courtyard of the house. “ Hi Rev, how are you? Ask Fitra while opening the car window. “baik, my words are short. “entrance, we chat in the car” said Fitra who then opened the door for me. “ngga do it, please, I can't talk for long! My words are cold. “oke I promise just a moment and really I won't bother you anymore. Said Fitra and I also entered the car Fitra. “mau say what? Ask without seeing the face of Fitra. “ nih . .There is a little gift for you! Say fitra while holding out a box. “what a tumben really you give me like this! Say me. “emm. . .ntar only you are not! Say Fitra. “this is done right, I entered yes. .ucapku. “wait. . . .Fitra pulled my hand and kissed me on the cheek. (at this moment my feelings were mixed into one, my body was cold and my heart was beating fast) but I passed and left Fitra.

Dear Revi's,

May you now read this letter you no longer hate me and may you be happy with the man of your choice.

I may be too hypocritical to say that I still love you as I once did and I never lost your name in my heart.

Right now I can only say a thousand words of apology for making you sick, making you cry and betraying you with my attitude.

I used to promise that I would always be there for you, always love you, always take care of you and make you happy, but I reneged on everything by leaving you for no apparent reason.

You don't need to know what exactly was the reason I broke off the relationship we had for 2 years, which you need to know, I just don't want to keep hurting you with my parents' attitude, maybe you're also starting to realize that the last few months I've been seeing you for a short time. It's all because my parents didn't let me out of the house, I went to see you for school work.

Sorry. .

I'm sorry I lied to you that my parents have reinstated our relationship, but the truth is that my parents still can't approve of us. I hope my decision to end our relationship is the best decision, because I don't want to hurt you more than that day, I hurt to see you depressed with my parents' blessing, I'm sick to see you jealous of your friend who can be on good terms with her boyfriend's parents, I just want you to be happy even if it's not with me. You're the best girl I've ever known, you never complain, you're always patient, you always follow all my words and I hope you can get the blessing of your girlfriend's parents now.

Thank you for your attention all this time, thank you for all our wonderful memories during these 2 years.

" Fitra”