Who Am I In Your Heart?
disappear

The next day Wishnu picked me up from the house of Indah and will take me to the bus terminal. “guys, I returned yes. . . I also hugged to 3 my friends tightly. “ careful yes. .don't forget us here. Beautiful Saying. “See you later. . . . I also say goodbye to beautiful Mama who then left the beautiful house.

Arriving at the terminal.

“bus is coming what time is Ay? Ask wishnu while holding my hand. “just a moment Han, say. “just yourself Ay, baek baek there and do not macem macem! Say wishnu. “iya Han, you are also the heart of the city S, say I continue if it is already there yes. “Oh yes, I think I saw someone meet again with his ex! Said Vishnu, my heart also beats “kok he can know again anyway, ******nih me! My words in heart. “kok diem Ay! Wishnu said while looking at my face. “ How do you know Han? I said without daring to look at the face of Vishnu. “iya so semalem when I said I want to go home, I actually want to stop by the beautiful house, bring you a snack, uh not yet to his house, uh, I saw something opened the car door, yes I threw food in the alley in front of the beautiful house, like there was also a trace! Vishnu said without expression. “Han, he just wanted to apologize doang kok, there is no 5 minutes also I have entered the beautiful room again. “ explained me. “iya I believe kok same kamu” said Wishnu while wiping my poniku. The bus came and I said goodbye to Vishnu. “heart Ay, I love you! Bye. . .

Since that day I never met with Fitra again and met with Vishnu was also rare. I decided to live in the city of Y with my parents while Vishnu studied in the city of S which is quite far from the city of Y, takes approximately 8 hours from the city of Y to the city of S. We were busy with our own activities. I started working in one of the Electronics Stores in the city of Y, Tya decided to work in the Neighbor's Country, Indah works at a Cooperative in her home area and Uma works at a Bread factory in the town of M. Communication between us began to stretch along with the passage of time as well as my relationship with Vishnu, he rarely gave me news on the grounds busy with his college activities.

4 Months later

Today I plan to go home because while working I choose to live in a boarding house near where I work and go home if it is a work holiday/sunday. November 27, 2009, today is my birthday. In the morning, I decided to leave the room and go home because my mom told me to go home.

Arriving at home.

“Breakfast first sister, Mama has prepared breakfast for you! Say Mama. “iya ajar Ma I want to go to rest room undaunted, tired! My words then entered my room and when I opened the room “surprise. .” wishnu surprised me and I hugged Vishnu tightly because we last met 4 months ago. “kok you know my house? Ask me who is still in the arms of Vishnu. “iya I took your mama's phone number the last time we met! Vishnu. We also walked to the living room. “ Happy b’day Ay hope that the more your love day for me increases, I love you! Said Vishnu who then took out a small box containing a couple ring. “May you like yes, said wishnu back and put the ring on my ring finger. I can not say any more words, seneng, moved and of course all my bad thoughts about vishnu for 4 months disappeared with the sweet attitude of wishnu to me. “seneng no Ay I came here! Ask wishnu. “Seneng is a great seneng even. . .!my words that do not stop looking at the face of Vishnu. “Sister, mom is out for a minute! Said Mama who then passed. “ay, I miss. .Cap Vishnu who then approached me and cup, I miss, the lips touched my lips again though not the first time but still my heart stopped beating, a kiss that was originally just a release of longing increasingly heated up and Vishnu began to play his tongue, his hands began to move towards the mound of my chest and I could not resist every touch that Vishnu gave me, as his hands began to descend and would infiltrate the bottom, he said, I flinched and I pulled the wishnu's hand to stop the touch. “Sorry! Vishnu said after releasing his kiss. After a while my wishnu and I started to catch our breath gasping for breath because of that hot kiss. “em . . eat yuk han, laper. “we ate out aja yes Ay all your birthday! Say Vishnu. “ where are you going? I ask. “ whatever you are, anyway today I want you to be happy! Vishnu.

In the evening I told them everything to the beautiful, Tya and Uma. . . They also exchanged stories with me about their respective girlfriends, as well as their respective girlfriends, although far away we will continue to be friends who will always be with each other.

3 Months after that day, I received a strange message sent from the number Vishnu. “have eaten yet yank” contents text that entered my HP. “since when he called me “yank” I said in my heart, but I ignored the message and went back to cleaning my makeup after work. After I finished taking a bath, my wishnu again sent me a message. “Ay. .” short said. “Iya han, did you send the wrong message? Reply. “okok not, you have eaten? Answer back. “since when did you call me Yank? My toot. My message was not answered by him, since that day Vishnu never again sent me a message even his phone number could not be contacted, like in the swallow of the earth, I did not know the news of wishnu at all. Disappointed, yes I was disappointed with the attitude of the vishnu that disappeared without clarity. Some guys started to approach me, they paid more attention to me than the wishnu attention to me at that time. “Riedo” is one name that surprised me, he was my level brother during Junior High and I really idolized him at that time, he was present in my life, in between my problems with Vishnu.

Riedo began to intensely contact me, asking me to meet and introduce me to her parents even though I was only a friend because I refused her when she declared her love for me. “Stupid, why do you survive, Vishnu has already said so, maybe now he already has a girlfriend again there. .Said Tya on the phone at the time. “But I still love him and my relationship with him is also not over”. “Halah bulshit, directly he has not left you, Rev not kayak gini again, you have grown up do not get you down again just because of a guy! Say Tya.

1 Month passed, almost every day Riedo met me and my heart began to learn to accept the fact that Vishnu had indeed disappeared from my life. Even though Riedo had expressed her love for me so many times, somehow my heart couldn't accept it, when I used to idolize her so much that I was so happy when Riedo first contacted me.

At that time I decided to quit my job and contact my cousin who lives in the city of G to find me a job, not without reason, the city of G is very close to the city of S and I hope to meet again with the wishnu if I work in that city. My cousin also initially refused because he did not accept my reason for going there because he wanted to meet again with Vishnu while Vishnu heartlessly seemed to be taking me for granted. But after I struggled every day to ask him for help, there was a hope for me to work there, my Cousin got the information that there was an employee recruitment in a well-known Brand Factory. Without a second thought I asked my parents for permission to go to the city of G, at first they did not agree to it but because I was stubborn, they finally agreed.

February 2010

I along with Eyang arrived in a City that never crossed my mind. “eyang, pray I made it here huh! I said to Eyang. “Nak, the prayer of Eyang never broke for your success! Said Eyang while wiping my hair that was on the lap of the eye. “inget yes son here you are far from the mama Papa, far from Eyang, you must obey Auntie yes here, remember your purpose here to work is not for others.” said Eyang.