Who Am I In Your Heart?

Who Am I In Your Heart?
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In the morning in the dining room


I first arrived in the dining room using a complete uniform, “Rev, later picked up by him first yes at home! Mom's talk.


“What day is it back here again? Ask papa who now enjoys breakfast in the morning. “then the plan is Revi want to apply for pi leave, so maybe Revi there weekly!


They arrived at the dining room and sat next to me, oh yes yu’, how has there been no call from HRD? Ask sister eka.


“HRD? Where are you applying for a job? Tanya mami, “back to factory again Mi! reply Ayu briefly, “oh yes already if so, just find someone else to ngasuh Yuka! Say papi. “don't need pi, later if you've worked, let Yuka be with Mama Ayu only! Sayu.


“But it's far away, from your mom's house you're here! Say papi. “now also Ayu has started looking for rent kok pi, so later mama can stay with Ayu! answer ayu.


“ya already kumpulin first money, while you can invite your Mama to stay here! Mom's talk. He stood up from his seat and walked towards the garage to start his car engine.


Seeing that the look on his face was not so good, I immediately packed my bag and jacket, following her to the garage.


On the way to the factory, they just fell silent and did not invite me to chat even though, when he arrived at the factory, his brother also walked away from me.


“why, fight again? Ask brother Anna who happened to have arrived in front of the attendance machine. “not, I also do not know why! Anna and I went into the room, doing something that could be done, because until this morning the atmosphere of the factory was not conducive.


“oh yes sis, yesterday I took leave, suppose in acc when? I asked anna. “Marriage leave? Ask brother anna.


“not Brother, I want to go home! I replied. “lhah tumben lo back, to your parents' house, or to the house of eyang?


“to my parents' house brother!


Today time is so fast passing and their car has arrived at the airport of the city of S. “I go home first! I kissed her hands and her sister kissed my forehead.


“be careful, if there is anything you call me! She gently rubbed my head.


I also left her for the city of Y,


1 Hour passed, now I set foot in the city of Y, after almost 2 years I never set foot in this city.


A simple car had picked me up, the windshield was lowered, and he smiled at me telling me to get into the car immediately


“mana Rev, healthy! Ask me awkward papa, “iya healthy pa, papa himself how! Papa can only straighten out his view without answering my question.


I know Papa's heart is not okay right now, I know that Papa is hiding his sadness at this time.


“pa, we stop at Mc D front yes, Revi laper! I said with a slight tremble, but Dad smiled and stopped the car.


“papa want me to pesenin anything, papa has not eaten right! I said. “papa have already eaten Rev, you just buy what you like! Papa opened his wallet and gave me a debit card. “ngga need pa, revi used to buy pake money revi himself! I got out of the car and went inside to order dinner.


After buying some food, papa drove me home, but this time papa's car just stopped in front of the gate, “lhoh why stop here pa? asku, “iya, you get into the dalem, rest yes, tomorrow we meet again! Papa.


I understood more and more that everything Icha told me was a fact that really happened.


I stepped my foot towards the main door, and saw a man not far from me sitting in the living room with Mama.


“assalamualaikum” said, heard my voice, mama also welcomed my arrival, “hai, yuk entered knowin this temen mama! My mom took me to see the man.


“ini your son! Say. “iya it's revi! Mama said.


“hello! The man thrust his hand out and I shook his hand at a glance then left the mother and the man towards the room.


“your child is beautiful! Said the man, “iya lah, his mother is beautiful gini must be his son is also beautiful dong! Mama said.


I rushed into the toilet and cleaned myself up, shortly after I came out of the toilet there was a call coming in.


“iya hello! My broom


“heiii, where are you? Ask brother eno.


“gue just a nyampe home! My answer.


“home? Are you really at home? I'm in front of your house! Sis eno.


“hah, you mean my parents' house, I went back to my parents' house! My speech


“lhah tumben, any problem? Ask brother eno


“okok kak, Just another little business, oh yes btw why do you in front of the house sister eka? My toot.


“so I saw them the same way ayu, the same yuka also in Mall XXX, so I want to be sure you are at home or where! Sis eno.


“ohhh!


“oh doang? Sis eno.


“iya, yes already now you already know I am where my brother, now mending lo back deh rather than meet brother they fight again! My speech


“lo how many days there? Tanya ka eno who is now turning her car left their sister's house.


“weekly brother! say


“rev, get out jerk yuk, mama want to chat be able to? Mom said from outside my door.


“ why ma! Much


“ yes chat chat with mom there are guests too, your time in the room! Oh yes, the letter of requirement for your marriage has become all yes, but it is carried equally papa! Obviously mom.


“iya, where are the adek? Come with papa all? My speech


“ya not really, sometimes also here, anyway mama equally papa ngebebasin they want to live with who! Obviously mom.


“oh so, keep guests at this hour still at home no papa so ma! I also glanced at the clockwork that showed at 22:00


“mama married sirih! Mama lirih


I stood up from the sofa and left the living room for the room. Hearing that from Mama was not something that surprised me, that was one of the reasons why I never lived with my parents and chose to live with my eyes.


The next morning, Mama woke me up early in the morning and asked me to accompany Mama at the Religious Court.


That day is a very awaited day by Mama, after getting divorce papers, Mama will soon marry Sah with her new husband. As for Papa, Papa's countenance looked very lethargic, after the trial was over, Papa chose to leave the court immediately without seeing me and Mama first.


Arriving home, I packed my clothes, “where are you going? Mama went into my room and sat on the bed. “mau to Mam's house, the abis returned to the city of G! my spoken.


“you don't want to work here, stay with Mama! Said Mama. “maaf yes mam, not revi do not want, but there revi already a permanent employee, revi also fretting about marriage right! My answer.


“you are still this age, do not want to think first, are you really sure you want to marry young? Don't want to go to college first! Mama said.


I also stopped my activities, “Mam, instead of yesterday mama and papa agreed to everything, why now mama talk gini!


Mama took my hand and “mama didn't want what happened to you, so she asked you to think about your decision to get married! Mama rubbed my arm and left my room.


I left my activities, put on my glasses, and drove out of my house in my parked car in the garage.


I stopped my car on a beach that was crowded with visitors even though during the day, I walked along the beach alone, reflecting on everything that happened between my mother, papa, and my life during this time.


“Kak Revi! Someone pulled my hand and I broke my daydream. “Kenzi, how are you here? Same who??? The words of me who saw Kenzi in front of me were also alone.


“Sama Kak eza, same brother Fera too, how can Lo be here too Brother? kenzi took off his hat and gave it to me.


“ya, my parents live in this city! My words,


Kenzipun pulled my hand and took me to a seafood food stall on the beach. “away from here? Ask kenzi.


“lumayan anyway, where are you guys?


“in deket here aja, right they just want prewed, ow ya, you want to eat what sister, I pesenin ya! kenzi.


“gga do ken, I don't laper! Say. “lo again sad yes brother, again there is a problem? I don't usually see you gini! Kenzi looked at me sharply.


I also smiled and gently rubbed kenzi hair, “dihh pretentious to know!


‘Kak, I'm serious about it, lo why?


My phone rings too, though,


Mama Calling


“iya ma!


“you brought your mom's car?


“iya!


“pettan go home, car want to be made the same Om! Mama's say


“ya has been back again revi back ya mam! I also turned off the phone


“lo want to go back now, brother?


“iya here, I came out not alone earlier bring a nyokap car! I clearly.


“ya I've come back to your house yes brother! kenzi.


“hah, you want to go to my house, sure?? Much


“iya, yuk! Kenzi took my hand and led me to the prewed location of Kak eza and kak fera.


In that place it looks like brother Fera and brother eza have finished shooting, they also enjoy seafood at the shooting location.


“lo aja Ken who was there, I wait here yes! I let go of kenzi's hand. “why? Don't you want to meet Eza? Ask kenzi.


“no, I've been waiting for you here, hunted! I turned around and Kenzi walked over to Eza's sister.


“kak, I went broke ya! pamit kenzi to eza, “mau where are you? Said brother eza. “betar doang, tuh I've been waiting for.


Kenzi pointed at me who was standing behind them, brother eza and brother fera were staring at my back,