Who Am I In Your Heart?
bitter

Next day

I came out of the room still with sore eyes and still yawned a lot, I took a glass of milk from the refrigerator and took a sip. “morning gini where are you going? I said when I saw that Eka's sister was neat with her jacket and hat. “aku anter Rivia first yes to the hospital! Said sister Eka who then took the glass from my hand and drank it. “ohh. . okay! I said who then took a piece of bread, “that's doang? Say sister Eka. “hmmm, be careful! My speech. Sister Eka also hugged me from behind and began to kiss my neck. “kak, what the hell sighh. . 'already there to go, awaited tuhh! Say. “no, you come! Said sister Eka. “aku come? There's nothing wrong, that I got slapped again with mama Rivia! Say. “sayang, . Try to see me! Said Eka's sister who then turned her body and stood before me. “what? My words look into Eka's eyes. “you really don't get jealous, I'm close to Rivia! Say sister Eka. “not! My words then shifted and took the jam.

“oh okay, then if .. .. cupppp. .! sister Eka kissed my lips very greedily and made me sit on her lap. The kiss was very long, I began to enjoy it, Eka's big hand began to enter my shirt and squeeze my chest lustfully, my breath began to pant, mixed with lust, which began to shake my senses. The kiss continued and Eka took me into my room, locked the door without taking off her pagutan, I was knocked on the bed with a hot kiss, my clothes began to come off and the remaining bra that still covered my chest. Sister Eka began to take off her jacket and clothes, it was the chest of Eka's field that made the women tempted with her. That kiss from the lips is now beginning to come down to my neck and chest, Sis eka made some sign of her possession on my neck and chest that made my nafs increasingly peaked and I began to make a sigh that made Kak eka more eager to do something more, and I was more, likewise with me, I had already started to lose my consciousness and was preparing to receive something from the body part of sister Eka, when that would happen. . .

Tok tok. . . . “Rev, Revi! Someone's voice with a knock on my bedroom door, made us realize and “kak Eno! Say. “fuck ya tuh child, really, said sister Eka who then wear her pants and clothes Back then cover my body with a blanket. Sister Eka rushed to open the door of my room and out of the room with Back closed the door of my room. “already crazy times y ague, gagaaaa. . said I lirih who then put back my clothes and pants. I also walked towards the glass and looked towards my neck and chest which was now turning red because of Eka's actions.

“had been doing you! Said brother Eno who sat at the dining table to see brother Eka out of my room. “ngapain the heck you morning already here! Said sister Eka upset and then drank a glass of water then walked up the stairs. “lagian, you yourself said ask for anterin to Rivia's house, I'm again wronged! Said Eno.

Before long I came out with a towel wrapped around my head. “habis why you are the same Eka? Said brother Eka. “ngga ngapain kok, said I then sat down and Back smear jam. “terus why the door use in the key of everything, fortunately I have the key of the house, if you have, jengga, don't know what will happen! Said brother Eno. “what the heck brother, people do not do anything! I said. “call tuh Eka, long time! Say brother Eno. “wait just why brother! I said. “long really ah. . . I also have my own show! Said Eno.

Before long, Eka was down, “lama bener yes, I wait in the hunted car! Said brother Eno. “you long time really brother, kasian kak Eno waiting for him, why just try! Say. “get something delayed! Say sister Eka. “hah, fuck! my words. “ya already, I'm leaving yes baby, you don't go anywhere, look out if you go out of the house! Say sister Eka. “hemmmm.. .! my spoken. Eka kissed the top of my head and walked out of the house.

I rushed into the room and changed clothes, prepared to go to the boarding house. “mbak, I went out first! My words to the working mbak. “iya mba Revi, be careful! Her speech. Before long I arrived at the boarding house, silent. .. Because most of them went home on Saturday. I also opened my boarding room and began to open the ventilation and turn on AC. “aduhhh kangen I really same Mattress me! My words that then threw themselves in the Mattress and recalled the incident where me and sister Eka will do something. “woyyyy bengong aja lu! Said Dance that arrived to appear in my room. “duhh really lu ya, said me who then took off my jacket and bag. “pal husband where, tumben you can come here! Say Dance. “nganterin Rivia to the hospital! Say. “gila ya lu, your men go with other girls, you can be this relaxed! Say Dance. “terus I must how Tar! Saying. “ times yes until now you do not love the same sister Eka? Said Tari. “gue love kok Tar, I love him, Only I will never be jealous if he goes with any girl! I said. “ya it means you don't love Rev! said Tari. “gue love Tar, Just don't want to like another girl who shows me jealous if she walks with another girl, I'm sure if she won't betray me! My speech.

Drtt . . .Drttt. . .

+628 XXX calls

“duhh who else! My words then rubbed the screen and answered

“iya hello! My broom.

“hai Rev, still want my voice no? The voice of a woman who is not sing.

“hmmm who yes, sorry I forget the person. My speech

“this is Ayu! Prattling

(what Ayu, why else did the child appear, I said in my heart).

“ehh haii, how are you? My speech

“alhamdulilah well, oh yes Rev you have free time no? Her speech.

“ada, today I am freee, tomorrow is also free anyway, why? My toot.

“today is free, I happen to be in the area deket kost lu, meet yuk at cafe XXX. Ayu

“ohh can, what time? Much

“now possible! Ayu

“okay, I'm ready first huh! My speech

“who? Tanya Tari who still sleeps beside me. “ayu, her ex sister Sis Eka! My words are then rushed to wash my face and start polishing my face a little with powder. “lu want to see him? Tari. “iyaaa, he is sure I will meet! I said. “ngga this good feeling I, you wait for me to change clothes, I'm coming! Saying Dance.

“Nak, thank you for taking Rivia a few days! Mama Rivia said. “sama equally aunty, anyways this is also wrong Eka, so this is all nothing compared to the pain that Rivia is feeling right now! Said Kak Eka. “may indeed Mama was a little disappointed with you guys, Mama already know well Revi, mama also already consider Revi as her own child, actually mama ngga papa, mama ngerti, mama ngerti, maybe you are the same Rivia is not a match, but Rivia seems too deep to have feelings for Eka! Say mama Rivia. “maafin Eka ya aunty! Said Eka.

“ma, can I have a chat with you, sister Eka! Said Rivia who arrived to appear in the living room. “iya, mama back ya! Said mam Rivia. “ya already, I just stay, ntar you back by taxi! Said brother Eno a little annoyed which then passed.

“kak Eno calling”….

“iya sister! Say. “where? Ask brother Eno. “ at the boarding house, but soon want OTw cafe XXX! I said. “ya I have also come there! Said Eno who then turned off the phone.

20 Minutes later, Tari and I entered Cafe XXX and searched for Ayu. “Revi! Call someone who is none other than Ayu. “haiiiii! Said I who then shook hands with Ayu. “udah pesen eat? Say Ayu. “oh already, oh yes know my boarding house! My speech. Tari and Ayu also shake hands with each other. “gimana Rev, reportedly you are the same brother Eka back again yes! Say Ayu. “ehh! I said stammered. “many who tell me if you are the same brother Eka reciprocate, its okay Rev, I have moved on kok from brother Eka. Say Ayu. “iya is the story! I said awkwardly. “oh yes no invitation from Kak Ila. Say Ayu while offering a wedding invitation. “kak Ila nikah kak kak Razak diem diem! I said in my heart that then opened the invitation and. . . “kok her boy name is not the name of Razak” sister said me in my heart. “why do you wonder yes, why not Razak her future husband? Say Ayu. “eh hiya, setau me they are good, but the wedding coke. “Kak Ila in the same soul mate her parents from the past, used to maybe still be able to refuse on the grounds of age that is not yet the time, but now Ila is 21, already no reason again dong! Ayu.

Not long ago, Brother Eno approached us

“ayu. . said Mr. Eno. “ehhh kak Eno, how are you? Say Ayu who then hugged brother Eno. “wah hug lhohhh !said Tari lirih. “maybe they are this familiar! I said softly. “since when did you come back here? Ask brother Eno who then sat next to me. “2 days ago, the day after tomorrow also back me! Say Ayu. “lhah emang now live where? I said. “follow her husband in Bali. Sis Eno. “suami? My words are shocked. “iya, I have married Rev! say Ayu. “nikah, when? Say. “emmm . . . when yes, about 2 months ago! Say Ayu. “kok don't invite me anyway! My speech.

“there is something that makes me not able to tell who to whom! Say Ayu. “your husband come here? Ask Mr. Eno. “enggak, he works dong, I'm here specifically for dating to the wedding event kak Ila! Say Ayu. “oh yes, I also dengeruh Ila want to marry! Said Eno. “kok I myself who do not know! Say. “lu want what, doang work! Say brother Eno. “hishhh. . . ! I said with my lips manyun. “but I like it! Said Eno who then drank the mineral water in his hands. Dance also chokes as well as Ayu.

“Kak Eno, can usually like their own friends! Say Ayu. “why? Said brother Eno relaxed. “kak already, don't do it! Said me who then ate ice cream in front of me. “kan I've told you from the beginning if I like you, you're the one who nganggep all Just kidding! Said brother Eno while playing his cellphone. I also pinched Eno's arm, “don't like to make people misunderstand ya sis! Sayapku. “awwwwww. . . . Rev sick, ihhh. . . lu tuu really like nyubit arm! Said Eno.

“it looks serious Deh Rev, brother Eno likes you! Say Ayu. “udah deh, do not be trapped with the sweet mouth! Say. “lu don't believe Rev, I must do what let you believe that I like you! Said brother Eno who then put his HP on the table and looked at me sharply. “what the heck brother, not funny! I said that then closed my eyes Eno. “rev, look at my eyes now! Said brother Eno who then grasped my hand. “what! Say. “dengerin well good, . I love equally you! Said Eno by looking at me.

Ayu and Tari who saw that was surprised and looked at Kak Eno. “lu can nggepap this Just a joke doang, but every time I say I like you, it's not a joke, I'm serious! Said Eno. Drtts. . .Drttt. . . Drttttt. . “sayang Calling”. . .

I was hypnotized by Eno's eyes and was filled with love from Eno, but the sound of my HP ringing continued to ring and I answered Eka's phone.

“halo, yes brother! My speech.

“you're the same as Eno? Speak to Eka

“iyaa, can you say? My speech

“take Eno to the hospital now, Rivia miscarried! Said Eka panicking

“apaaaaa???? Miscarriage! I said in a high tone, making Ayu, Tari and brother Eno look at me.

“later I explained yes dear, you do not think macem macem, now also tell Eno here yes! Said Eka who then turned off her phone.

“who miscarried Rev? tanya Dance. “Rivia! I said limp which then leaned on the seat. “Rivia miscarriage! Brother Eno. “iya, brother Eka ask brother to the hospital now! I said. “ya already, you come with me to the hospital! Said brother Eno who then took my hand as well as Tari and Ayu.

On the way

“Rev, you can't misunderstand ya! Say Dance. “how I did not misunderstand Tar, Rivia did not deket any guy except Eka. I said limp. “fuck really if eka nglakuin it emang! Ayu.

“Revi, you have to be strong no matter what happens later! Say Dance. “puse my head Tar! Say. “lu want me to anter back home? Said Eno. “no, I want to see the state of Rivia now! My speech.

25 Minutes later we arrived at the hospital

I walked with slow steps, as if I wanted time to stop until this second alone, I could not bear to hear the fact that it was Sister Eka who did it with Rivia. Maternity room no 306, we stopped in front of the room. “yuk in! Said Eno. I stopped my steps, then Mama Rivia came out of the room with tears flowing. . . “Nak Revi! Mama Rivia said when she saw me at the door. “tante! My speech. Mama Rivia came up to me and hugged me tightly, “tante, Rivia how? I said in Rivia's mom's arms. “Rivia was fine, but the baby in the womb died! Mama Rivia said. “How many months aunty? My speech. “4 Weeks and I don't know why Rivia hid it all! Mama Rivia.

“Revi, . said mam Rivia. “iya aunt! My words are then standing face to face with mama Rivia. “tante please the same you, if indeed the father of the child son Eka, aunt ask for help with you, aunty ask for help, please give Rivia a chance to Return Together with son Eka, she has lost her child, please do not separate Rivia with Nak Eka, aunt will not know what happens if Rivia lost both. Said Rivia's mom with a pleading hand in front of me.

“but aunt, I . . . ! i. . “what needs aunty kneeling before you, you know, Rivia loves Eka very much, aunty hope you can understand, aunty does not want Rivia depression, you know, aunt please let Eka go for Rivia! Said mama Rivia who then knelt before me. “tante, auntie don't be like this! I asked Mama Rivia to stand up. “Revi know what Revi should do, auntie don't worry yeah, Rivia will get what she wants! I said, leaving them all and walking out of the hospital, forbidding them to follow me.

“God once again this happened to me and I have to give it up, for the happiness of my best friend”