When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
4. reminiscing about the past...

the afternoon after the Ashar prayer was his break for the santri, they all gathered and mingled with each other it was time to joke, play to eliminate the moment of fatigue in mind.

at the end of it were Zizi, Dina, Ika, Ana and also Icha who were gathering with their own laughter.

Icha as a new santri feel so entertained with new friends like them. sadness in themselves because of his parents, little by little began to fade and Icha began to be able to adapt to the atmosphere in the pesantren.

"how ca, you are at home to live here." asked Dina.

Icha replied with a smile.

"yes feel at home for sure, there are Ika here who entertain Kak Icha right" said Ika who prides herself.

"elegant.. pretentious to be a hero. "sahut Ana.

"yes, it's not like Ica."

"what entertainment do you love with Icha. until Icha is at home here." ledek Ana.

"there are..... Sis Ana must not know this secret. "sahut Ika with a funny face.

all so laugh with the behavior of Ika adorable people.

"Not only Ika aja other also point Icha happy to meet and befriend you all before Icha has never been this happy" said Icha with a face haru.

"the time anyway, Kak Icha is an only child, surely the parents of the brother love the same attention Brother, Kak Icha has also been in school, surely many dong friends also entertain the brother. why did you say that Kak Icha has never been this happy. "

the question Ika asked managed to make Icha instantly speechless and lowered her head, Icha as if to remember again with her parents.

"Sir Icha why? kok sad, Ika wrongly said yes. "ask Ika who feels guilty.

"hayo.ka... you're sobbed for sad Icha. "says Ana scares Ika.

"Cha, why are you?. "asked Zizi.

"same parents?"connect Dina point Icha still silent.

"Sir Icha, Ika apologise yes, if Ika mispronounced Kak Icha so offended" said Ika.

"No Icha no wonder the point is just kangen aja same old man" said Icha with a smile makes his friends a little relieved.

"no ka, so if joking do not miss you so make Icha sad right. "tell Zizi.

"yes, sorry Ika ya Kak Icha. because Ika originally said, Kak Icha so sad deh." ask Ika with her innocent face.

"yes, brother, no papa. Aja brother who is too into the baperan." said Icha while smiling again.

"already, why even so sad gini anyway we were going to eliminate fatigue for a moment while joking and laughing, not even sad." said Ana melt the atmosphere.

"yes, I'm sorry this is all because of Ika" he said.

"already, just avoid the point we discuss another that can invite laughter again." sahud Dina with the accent of the Answer.

"oh yes, I've just passed.there's good news that I have to tell you" continued Dina when she remembered something.

"what news?"ask Ika kepo.

"lah.. you must be on the kepo right. "kanda Dina.

"Kak Dina is a great habit to make people curious, let's tell you how it is." Ika seemed curious.

"hem..... "Dina cleared her throat before telling a story.

"you still remind Zain, the most handsome santri and most of all" said Dina who glanced at Zizi's face.

"still dong, who does not know Kak Zain whose face can not be forgotten." said Ika.

"what's wrong with Zain" asked Ana.

"em... I want to go to the bathroom first yes. "said Zizi who got up from his seat and moved away from them.

"eits. "Dina prevented it by pulling Zizi's hand.

"cie....... "

because all his friends cornered him, Zizi could not avoid the point that he sat back from his place and listened to his friend's chatter about Zain.

"so said Abuya, the day after that, Brother Zain will return to the pesantren." explained Dina.

"Sister Zain is going back to the pesantren? really emang? when did Abuya talk to Dina?"ask Ika.

"yesterday, not only Kak Dina aja kok who knows, the side is also the point in fact, Abuya immediately said the same Zizi yes zi. "said Dina while glancing at Zizi who was bowing his face.

Zizi could not say anything he just fell silent while holding back his embarrassment in front of his friends.

"oh..so Zizi already know first, just pantesan just now kok-sokan want to avoid, for fear we matchlangin again yes. "ledek Ika.

everyone laughed at Ika's words except Zizi who could only keep quiet.

"you said who the hell. Zain, who is Zain? it seems to have something to do with Zizi. "

Icha who did not know menahupun finally asked because he was curious about a Zain.

"oh yeah.. Kak Ica is still a new santri, does not know about Kak Zizi and Kak Zain. so here's the story. "the word Ika was interrupted.

"Ika... "yelling Zizi seems to be unable to stand still to hear Ika's babbling about her.

"oh.. no, the tiger began to wake up. "said Ika who immediately ran to the room.

"People.. Ika, there is-there is a behavior. "said Dina who laughed while shaking her head.

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the beautiful twilight with its orange sky color is now over, changing with the glitter of the night with its dark sky, but it looks bright because of the light from the moon and its stars.

on the other side was a man standing alone, filling the sky with his daydream.

the man was a tanzi. his mind was still fixed on someone who until now his name was still engraved in his heart.

someone came up to him while gently patting his shoulder.

"mama." said Tanzi who looked at his mother.

"Why haven't you slept?"tanyakanya.

"Mama couldn't sleep, Mama went to your room. Mama thought you were asleep, you were here." said her mother.

"iya ma, tanzi also can't sleep" he said again.

"what are you thinking, son?"ask mother.

"No, Tanzi didn't think of anything" he replied.

hushed.........

the two were silent and both turned their eyes forward.

"living 3 months because, mama is already impatient to wait for that day to come. You also?"her mother reminded herself of it. Tanzi just nodded her smile in response to her mother's words earlier.

"Mama would love to see the way of Mama's daughter-in-law she must be very beautiful, kind and smart like her mother.O Allah, if you still give long life to the servant, you will have to give long life to the servant, let the servant witness the marriage of the son of the servant later, "said his expectant mother.

the middle-aged woman beside him was the only person who meant the most in his life.Because her sacrifice was still there to this day, so Tanzi loved him so much more than he did. coupled with the condition of his mother who is not as strong as before due to internal medicine suffered by him for a long time.all that makes tanzi do not want to be far from his mother.

"mah.. it's late at night, fearing that Mama's health will be disrupted again. let the tanzi that temenin Mama until Mama falls asleep. "tanzi persuaded his mother to immediately rest.

her mother nodded with a smile and followed the persuasion of her beloved son. Tanzi went into the house with his mother to rest because it was late at night.

"you where Cha is, I only have 3 months left, if I can't find you and bring you to my mother then I will lose you forever.

o Allah, is this a sign that I and Icha are not meant to be together?"

give the best way to God. "