When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
22. Zizi will go with him
Ummah hugged Zizi as a sign of his farewell, so many messages given ummah to his beloved santri before he went and lived a new life later.
His tears melted, his heart trembled, Zizi was already unable to say anything more to the ummah, thanks kept coming out of his two lips, Zizi said, it was as if there were no other words he could say to repay all the kindness of the person before him at this moment.
"Ummah Ridho will thou shalt thou. The prosperity of a student's knowledge lies in the extent to which the person who feeds the knowledge to him is pleased with himself, keep the message of the ummah and be the wife of the Sholehah for your husband and in-laws".
"God willing, the message of the ummah is the rod for Zizi to continue walking in the time of Zizi fragile later".
Next, Zizi came to Abuya, greeting his hand with a long veil. Like the ummah, Abuya also did the same with her, then gently Abuya rubbed the head of Zizi covered with her hijab.
Zain came to his approach, they faced each other even though with a distance that is not close.
"I'm sorry, Brother Zain, I didn't mean to reject him at all, but since it was then, I had no choice but to choose from my mother".
His face lowered he could not afford to look at the face of the person in front of him.
"You don't need to apologize, no one was guilty at the time, because this is God's scenario for us".
"Remain now, God has given you the best".
"Two are good men, I've known him from childhood, and you are too right, I'm sure that he will take good care of you".
The soft voice that makes Zizi's heart rippling, his tears melted again, can not be denied again if Zizi is currently still storing his feelings.
Zain accepted it with great fortitude, his heart sincere if he had to take Zizi off with another man and it was his own cousin.
"I'm not Ndang's sister at our wedding, an invitation delivered by her own bride".
"God willing, I will come if there are no obstacles whatsoever".
"Thank God, thank you brother".
Zain nodded with a smile and passed away from before him.
"Assynoga".
"Girishama".
Dita came to him and invited him to immediately get into their car.
"Let's get in the car, baby".
"Yes ma, but Zizi wants to say goodbye to Zizi's best friend first may ma?"
Dita elaborated her smile, while rubbing Zizi's shoulders gently.
"First to the car, yeah".
"Yes ma".
Dita goes to the car and waits for Zizi there.
Zizi continued his steps and approached his companions and hugged them affectionately.
"I love you all". Zizi said in his arms.
"We love you too".
"We were invited to my sister's wedding?" Ika asked after they let go of her embrace.
"Yes, you guys are special guests I'm most looking forward to coming".
Their smiles were emanating from their faces.
"I'm leaving, yeah".
"Assynoga".
"Girishama".
Zizi stepped out of the pesantren area towards Kafa's car parked outside.
As his footsteps continued to walk, someone with a run came approaching him.
"Zizi". Ica's voice sounded loudly calling her name. Hearing that voice, Zizi stopped her steps.
Ica came closer and immediately hugged him. Because from earlier Ica was silent and did not thank him anything, even when he was about to leave.
"May you be happy, zi".
he said when he let go of the hug.
"Thank you ca".
Ica smiled happily for the friend she loved so much, even though she had to fight the pain very deep, when she knew if the woman who was her own best friend at the time.
Ica did not know what to say, after that Zizi again continued his steps into the car.
There was still one more person outside, yes, the car owner was still outside, he also saw the separation of the two friends and both were women who had been in his life.
Ica turned around, someone had stood straight right in front of her.
"Look at your face like this, I'm still not sure if you've given all this away completely. If I'm given the chance to talk back to you, I want to tell you the truth, I want to tell you the truth, if I hadn't been able to forget you completely, as the meaningful woman of my life, after my parents".
"Ca.....".
The girl still lowered her face, as if she no longer wanted to look at the person before her.
"Came".
Finally the girl was willing to raise her face and look at the eyes that were still staring at her.
"What's wrong?"
"I want to ask you one thing ca".
"Ask what?"
"Are you really saying all this? are you happy to see this all ca? I can't calm down if I hurt another woman because of this decision, I can't afford to hurt you again ca".
Ica let out her breath.
"That's enough, enough sis, enough.don't say that again, I've been happy enough to see my best friend happy, the person I loved the most all this time. I'd be sincere if I had to sacrifice the person I love the most, and that's what I should do. There was no other choice but to accept it with a big heart. Let all this flow like water, walking with all its provisions even if someone has to be hurt".
Her tears melted again and Ica kept wiping them.
Kafa remained silent, adjusting his breath so that the tears would not fall before him.
"Don't worry about me. Go, meet her, she's the right woman to accompany your life".
A smile that kept the wound adrift from her beautiful face.
"Assynoga".
Ica walked away leaving him alone.
"Girishama". Eventually the tears fell after the girl he loved left him.
"Astagfirullah haladzim". Kafa took a stand to calm his heart.
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From the road there, there was a person who was watching the boarding area, the young man was sitting on his motorcycle, he was very familiar with the woman who was talking with another young man.
"Ica, it must be you ca, I'm sure it's you".
With a quick step the young man crossed the road and tried to catch Ica who had just entered the boarding school.
"Ca... Ica....".
The sound of his call was quite loud, but unfortunately not heard at all by Ica, because the boarding gate was already tightly closed and locked by him.
His steps momentarily came to a halt, as a faint faint sounding like someone was calling his name.
Since the voice was only heard once, Ica passed ignoring it and forgot what had happened today.
That young man was Arly, his determination was extremely strong to continue searching for Ica. When he has found where Ica is, maybe he will come here more often to be able to meet the girl he has been looking for her whereabouts.
"Wait for me ca, I'll come see you".
