When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
33. A Feel

Asthma' looks upset with the attitude of her brother who immediately went away from them.

"What's the matter?" Ica asked as she looked at her pouting face.

"Oh. No, no, nothing."

"We sit there yuk mbak, tired of standing here continue."

Icha greeted him with a smile.

They also sit in one of the seats available at the airport. Seeing that there were Ummah and Abuya as well, Ilham and his wife went to them, now there was Asma' and Icha who were sitting there together.

"Asma' thought that Madam Icha would not come here" said the girl began her conversation.

"It was, but since Dina kept pushing, so wanted to come here, and the hostel didn't have any friends they all went here."

Asthma' nagging.

"Mak Icha is sad again?"

the girl simply elaborated her smile without answering the question from Asthma'.

"O yeah, Asthma' there's something to mbak."

"Just a moment."

Asma' also opened the backpack on his back. A small parcel he took out of his bag.

"Today's Ma'am Icha's birthday right? congratulations mbak." said Asma' while giving the gift to Icha.

Icha momentarily fell silent while staring at the parcel in Asthma's hand'.

"Thank you." she said with a face full of smiles.

"It's a gift for Ma'am Icha."

The girl reached out her hand and took the parcel that was in Asthma's hand'.

"What's so good, did you pack it yourself?"

Asma' just smiled looking at Icha who looks happy when receiving a gift from her.

"That gift is from Brother Zain, ma'am."

Icha raised her face and looked at Asma'.

"Sister Zain?"

Asthma' nodded with her smile.

"That's the guy."

Asma' pointed to Zain who was talking to his friend while waiting for a call for them passengers.

Icha's gaze momentarily led to it, then he again showed his face, there was a different feeling as he looked at the young man from behind.

"What's this about? Astagfirullah haladzim."

Ica murmured in his heart.

The plane that will take them to Andalusia has arrived at the airport, all passengers including students who will check out soon.

"But leave first."

Zain gently rubbed his sister's head.

Asthma can't hold back her tears. He looked so sad when he had to take off the only brother he loved the most to go away from him and with a long time.

"Good bags are good there, don't forget to tell me there's nothing."

"Yes...."

his two fingers rubbed slowly the tears that fell soaking the cheeks of Asthma'.

"Don't cry anymore......"

Asma' outlines her smile and then adjusts her breath so that the tears do not fall back.

Zain then kissed and hugged his parents with a sense of haru so deep to them.

It felt like he could not afford to go far from the two, the tears that fell down his cheeks that he had never felt this sadness before.

"Doain Zain is Mom."

when he kissed his mother's hand.

"I'm sorry that Zain has not been a devoted son to his mother and father."

"You are a good child and very devoted mother and father, we will always be meridhoi and give the best prayer for you le'."

Zain lifted his face and looked at his mother's face. Zain kissed his mother, the woman he loved so much.

"Sorry Zain yes sir, Zain is leaving sir."

he shook Mr. Ilham's hand and kissed him.

Mr. Ilham pulled Zain's body in his arms.

"The strong man, the tough man, never relied on anyone else, whoever it was. And never give anyone hope."

said Mr. Ilham in his arms.

Zain broke his embrace and looked at his father's face. A tough man in front of him was the one he loved as much as his mother.

"keep yourself well there."

Zain nodded his head.

"Assalamualaik."

he told them all as he stepped foot away from them.

"Getishalight."

Zain continued to walk out of the airport and was about to board the plane along with other passengers.

"Sister Zain."

someone ran after him, the voice of the girl calling out his name made her steps pause for a moment.

Zain turned around and looked at that face.

No matter what this feeling was, he looked so happy as he looked at that face, his heart rustling very strongly as he came face to face with the girl.

"Astagfirullah haladzim."

"Sorry Ica disturb me for a moment."

Zain did not answer his words.

"Thank you for the gift."

the young man simply nodded with a smile without saying anything.

"Heart of heart."

Both of his lips trembled as if he was confused and did not know what to say when faced with the young man.

"Wear it, if you need to. Sorry if it's not worth it."

Icha answered with a smile.

"Assalamualaik."

zain said as he was about to get on the plane.

"Getishalight."

Icha was still standing in place staring at the young man's back as he was about to enter the plane along with the other passengers, without him noticing a single tear had fallen on his cheek. There was a feeling of sadness as he watched the young man go far away from him.

"Bismillah hirohmanirohim, O Allah I set my foot on the path of goodness to study and deepen your religious knowledge, and fight for your religion, O Allah. Protect and bless your servants until the end, O Allah.."

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His departure left a sense of loss in the heart of the girl, he felt that something was missing from his life. What is the name, Icha also felt so confused himself, why he became like this. Is it true that he had feelings for the young man.

"Astagfirullah. Icha what are you thinking! focus ca, focus tomorrow there is an exam you must focus on learning. Don't think of anything."

said the girl while gently patting her forehead.

Icha sighed and refocused on the book before her.

At that time Anisa or Icha was sitting alone on the porch of their room, because tomorrow there is an exam in the formal classroom Ica bring some textbooks that will be exams tomorrow. Icha tried to concentrate or focus on the book she learned but suddenly there was a wind from the east that slightly disturbed her concentration and made her mind waver.

"A focus on learning? or focus on thinking of someone?"

sambardinah who suddenly came surprised him.

"Astagfirullah haladzim, what the hell is Dina. You're a surprise to me." said Icha while stroking his chest.

"Yes, I'm sorry the name was intentional, let you be surprised."

Icha just sighed.

"Where did I learn how many chapters?"

asked Dina who thrust her face in front of Icha.

"Alhamdulillah has been repeated."

answer with relief.

"God willing, there is already a shadow of being the champion of this class it seems, and it can be a great rival of mine."

"You're what Din is."

sahut Ica who blushed in shame.

Dina just laughed a little while shaking her head.

Ica paused for a moment and daydreamed again.

"A.s..."

exclaim Dina while nudging Ica's shoulder.

"Hmmm...."

Ica explained her smile.

"What do you think about ca?"

asked Dina who was resuscitating the girl from her daydream.

"Moreover, Zain."

ica's answer just slipped out of his mouth.

Ica immediately covered her mouth with her palm.

"What ca? I didn't hear wrong, did I?"

"Oh Ica, why starve anyway."

regret in the heart.

"Jeez Icha just one week, Brother Zain went to play kangen already."

Dina started teasing her best friend.

"You're starting to like it, aren't you Zain?"

the difference was again who immediately gave a statement to the girl.

"It's not Dina. who is the kangen, Icha is just a thought that does not mean Icha kangen right." tepisnya directly.

"But it's a sign of ca, if you've started thinking about someone and you continue to feel worried and care about that person means you've started to like that person."

"You don't know ca, you've never felt in love."

Icha speechless.

It turned into silence.

Icha set her breath.

"Yes also Din, for the first time I fell in love with Kafa, and now I feel the same, same Brother Zain. Do I have the same feeling, Brother Zain, but why do I feel it now why when he goes away from my new life I feel it."

Icha said according to his current state of heart.

"Indeed ca, we will realize our own feelings when that person is gone from us."

"This is one of the tests for your heart ca, don't just waver right away."

"You should also know ca. we may like or love people but we must not love someone." this time Dina's eyes look seriously different from before.

"Why Din?"

"Love is only to Allah and His Messenger is not to His creatures, if you love someone then you must be in the name of Allah, loving because of Allah. That's the real nature of love."