When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
11.Let go of me fa

"Tanzi" call mom from the house.

the call, Kafa awakened from his silence.

"Yes ma".he's from the outside.

Ica turned herself and went inside the house through the back door.

"Tanzi, you're still standing here, you're in, you're waiting for your cousin". said the mother who came out of the house and approached her.

"Yes ma".sahut her who also entered with her mother.

"Assalamualaikum.

"waalaikumsalam" answered those inside.

"eh mas kafa"sapa asma.

"asma"need.

"you are big now".

"yes already dong, coke want to be small" he said as he shook Kafa's hand.

"Assalamualaikum mas zain"sapa Kafa with his distinctive voice

"waalaikumsalam, kafa bang" her mouth while hugging her cousin.

Longing after years of not meeting finally now avenged already.

"Nih loh in the drink first, fresh wild" said the mother who came to serve drinks and snacks for her guests.

"Mom deh"so Kafa with the hands of the mother.

"eh cah Bagus, how are you le, slick to" asked the mother.

"Alhamdulillah healthy bude" he replied.

"Alhamdulillah" said the mother.

"please enjoy this potluck dish" mother invited them.

they also enjoy snacks provided by the mother on the table.

their arrival invites happiness for the Zain family, longing that has not met face, finally can now be avenged, they all seem so happy to joke with each other to invite laughter.

when things started to calm down, Kafa only realized something, he was someone's search.

keeping Icha where it went? "ask him.

"Where is Kafa going?" asma when she saw the shroud move from its place.

"just go back a minute" he said.

"ohs...

feeling distraught with the Zain family gathered in front, Icha secluded herself by sitting behind the courtyard alone.

icha punctuation "call someone from behind.

hearing the voice of the call, Icha seemed to recognize his voice, he did not dare to look back, then the person turned to face him.

"Icha."

"Zain.." he said in relief as he lifted his gaze.

"why are you sitting here alone" he asked.

"that's okay, I'm reluctant if I want to go forward because I'm a nobody" he replied.

"oh....."

"yes, let's go."

"depart?."

"yes, yeah,

"now?"

"when do you eat again this afternoon we leave, right?"

"yes, anyway."

"yes, let's go hunting."

"yes yes."

Zain left him.

Icha breathes his leg when he finds out that the person approaching him is Zain, not the kaffah he thought he was.

Icha also went to her room to get ready with makeshift clothes because Icha did not bring any items when she left the boarding school.

"well, asthma goes first yes" said asthma who said goodbye to his aunt.

"dear, be careful."

"yes, mah."

after many conversations with his aunt until the time before dusk, new asthma say goodbye to him because he just remembered that the departure this afternoon can no longer be postponed.

they all gathered in front to see Zain's departure and asthma.

"oh, where's Icha?" ask the Icha's scout mom.

"Mbak Icha was still in Mom's room maybe coming out soon" he said.

mom nodded her head.

"Icha."

this time the voice was right in front of him, and the person was as he had expected.

"i want to talk to you, Cha."

"sorry sir, Icha there is no time, Icha wants to leave now"

"just a little ca."

Icha kept quiet by turning her face away.

"yes, what do you want to say?"

cover can breathe a sigh of relief when given the opportunity to talk to him for a while.

"i want to apologize to you, I've disappointed you, I've hurt you too until you leave me without any explanation" he explained.

Icha was still silent with her mind not knowing where to go.

"ca."

"yes, Icha already sorry, besides you are not wrong this is wrong Icha, why Icha must be present to you when you already have the owner" sahur Icha with a smile.

Kaffa silence..

"uh, wait ca."

"what else is the cave over is it."

"yet."

"continually moreover, Icha time is not much FA. "

"em. I haven't given the decision about the matchmaking ca "

"why not yet."

"because I'm still confused by my feelings, I can't escape you Cha."

"continue what you want now, we can not be like before fa."

"yes I know ca."

"then?"

"you want to ask Icha for an opinion on the matchmaking "ask Icha.

"Kafa's speechless.

"if you want the opinion of Icha, Icha wants you to accept it, because it is a trust for you to take care of him."

"don't think Icha again yes, you have to learn Lupain Icha. because we will never unite.the way of our lives is different fa." explained Icha.

"have you forgotten me ca."

Icha exhaled her breath.

"already" Ica said with a smile.

"Icha wants, you accept her, you marry her, you take care of her and love her a point like you love Icha. Icha sincere kok fa. "

not wanting to look sad in front of Kafa, Icha always tried to widen her smile even though it was so heavy.

"Mbak Icha" calls for asthma from the outside.

"yes, just a minute" he answered.

"already yes, Icha has been awaited from earlier, Icha send greetings to your future wife."

"assalamualaikum" he said as he left.

"waalaikumsalam" he replied in a soft voice.

Icha stepped out of the house and left Kafa still in his place.

"this is Ma'am Icha, let's go" said Asthma when he saw Icha out of the house.

Icha bothers with a smile.

"Bu Icha go first yes, thank you very much for all the kindness of the mother that I have given to Icha" said Icha who said goodbye to mother.

"sama cah ayu. remember mother's message yes" he said as he rubbed his head.

"god willing, Mom."

Icha hugged mom before she left.

"asma, too, ma'am."

"yes ndok."

"eh Mas Zain has said goodbye to mother."

"it."

"father."

"also has."

"oh. yeah."

"so, why Kafa? tired of crying yes.didn't be sad because asthma want to return to pesantren "sadma words when he saw Kaffa came out with his eyes slightly glazed.

"yeah! I am sad, because just met, you have gone again "need with a face that tried to smile.

"cie. kangen yes the same asthma, can not be far from asthma yes "Kaffa silent with his smile while rubbing the head of asthma.

"yes, my asthma is gone first."

"yes be careful."

"okay."

not only with her mother, Icha said goodbye, but she also came to Mama Kafa and shook her hand.

"even if you're new to know, Icha can say goodbye to aunt."

"can dong darling."

those eyes couldn't stop looking at him.

Icha pamit too! "mas Kafa."

Kafa acknowledged it with just a smile.

"assalamualaikum everything."

"waalaikumsalam."

after everything was done saying goodbye, Icha and asthma also entered the car in which there was Zain waiting.

"that's why we don't share Mas Kafa.

"it's first."

"asma can't see."

"because you weren't there."

"oh. "

"em.. Ma'am Icha it's okay to sit alone in the back. "

"It's okay with us."

"ntar if there is a need, say yes Ma'am, do not hesitate, we are like family" he said while glancing towards zain.

"yes as" said Icha with a smile.

slowly, the car began to walk and out of the yard of the house.

Silent....

Icha was still thinking about the words he said to Kafa. His tears also slowly began to flow, but Icha immediately removed it because he did not want his sadness to be seen by asthma and also Zain.

"actually, it is hard to forget you in the life of Icha, fa. Icha is also still affectionate with the kafa, but Icha has no other choice, it is impossible for Icha to accept Kafa again. Icha will try to accept all of this.

o Allah, eliminate this feeling, Icha wants to learn sincerely, O Allah. "