When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny

When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
25. An Icha Consoler


Still in the same mood with a still-painful mood.


Ica sat alone in front of the dormitory, she wanted to calm her mind by being aloof and away from her friend for a moment.


His tears were still flowing down his cheeks, he was weak as if he had no spirit to himself.


Someone came up to him with a handkerchief and thrust it at Ica.


Ica noticed the arrival of the man and looked towards his face.


"Sister Zain".


Zain gave his smile.


"Remove the tears". Zain gave him the handkerchief he was carrying.


"Thank you".


Ica took the handkerchief and wiped her tears.


The two of them kept quiet without saying anything.


"Your tears will be in vain ca if you take it out of continuing like this, it is the same as harming yourself. Tears will mean something if you overflow everything with God".


Ica did not budge she still continued to wipe away her tears that continued to melt.


Only a smile graced his sad face.


Zain looked at the day of the girl next to him with compassion.


"I don't know for now what I should do, they all seem to corner me as a suspect.


Ica will lose the Ica scholarship because of this problem".


"The problem is that God comes with us because God knows that we can solve it. Leave everything the same Allah ca, so that your heart can be calmer".


The girl raised her face and looked towards the young man who was beside her.


"Is Brother Zain like them, you don't believe in Ica?"


"I'm not the one who immediately deduces something that is not yet clear truth. What the eyes see and what the ears hear is not necessarily the truth".


Ica let out her breath.


"But Ica's heart is still sad brother, the person Ica respects the most and so believes in Ica, no longer believes in Ica. ummah only listens from the side".


"Ummah was only provoked by emotions ca, because this is not the first time that happened with Naura".


Ica fell silent again and turned her face away.


"When the scholarship is the only encouragement for Icha is still here".


"How important is the scholarship to you ca?"


"As important as Ica's future is, Cordoba it's Ica's dream from childhood. Dreams that are in sight and almost will be achieved".


"How would you feel if you had to give something that would be ours to someone else's?"


Zain's heart rippled when he heard the question from the girl.


"It's very difficult at the beginning, but when the heart is airy then it will slowly be easier, and we will get used to it".


The girl smiled, but with tears that also melted back on her cheeks.


"Yes, for now and forever Ica must be more widening Ica's own heart, maybe in the future there will be more trials that God has prepared for Ica."


"Thank you for the answer, sis, thank you for listening to Ica."


Zain only smiled as he lowered his face as the girl momentarily looked at him.


"The higher the degree of a person before his Lord, the higher the test that must be passed".


there was an unusual sense suddenly appearing in Icha's feelings, when hearing the speech from the young man. Icha also beristighfar in his heart and brushed off the taste.


not wanting to be misunderstood again, Ica immediately moved from her place.


The girl smiled again before leaving.


"Assynoga".


he said when he would step back.


"Girishama".


"Why is there such a feeling, O Allah. Take care of the heart of the servant, O Allah, before the servant meets the one who is truly right for Ica. Because Ica doesn't want to lose anymore".


icha said in his heart.


Ica returned to the room in the princess dormitory. His steps stopped towards the bathroom. He began to wet his face with ablution water, allowing the water to flow in his members.


after that he stepped his feet into the room and then performed prayers to complete his wishes.


a prayer rug was laid out Icha facing the Qibla, yes standing on his alphabet, raising both his hands and saying a takbir.


hijab prayed so fervently in the afterlife, Icha closed with a long prayer, all the contents of his heart he did when the owner of his heart tears fell on his cheeks, his eyes could no longer open.


"It's not easy to be a strong girl, but you have to stay strong even when you're sad, disappointed and want to give up. But trust me, God will make it all easier."


Finished praying, Icha spread her body over the bed, her eyes looking up at the ceiling of the room, the view of which had started to fog and finally her eyes were closed. Icha forgetting the events of today the point calms down a little of her mind that was so chaotic.


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Zain also returned to his dorm, after the girl he met earlier also returned to his dorm.


"Assynoga".


"Girishama".


answer a Fahma who is still busy by reading his book.


"Where's Zain from?"


"From outside abis seek the wind".


Fahma then got up from his seat to bring his sir to Zain who was sitting on the bed.


"So how does Zain have any evidence to defend Ica?"


Zain shook his head.


"I also did not know what to look for evidence, while the eyewitnesses at that time were just Flowers and Naura. And the only person who can be trusted is only Naura, but Naura herself is a victim".


Fahma nodded at his friend's explanation.


"Yes, you're right Zain, we can't do anything".


Zain was silent .


"What punishment will Ica Zain receive?"


Zain got up from his seat, took a glass of water and drank the man back into his place.


"Ica's scholarship is threatened with expulsion and Ica will lose her dream."


"Astagfirullah haladzim, pity Ica, if she should lose her biggest dream."


Fahma is also pity with the state of Ica.


Zain fell silent and did something.


"If only I could give her that scholarship, Ica might not lose her dream."


Zain said, issuing his opinion.


"You're sure you'll give that to Ica."


"Zain, that's your dream too, this is your last chance to go there.


Zain was momentarily silent.


"But it seems like someone needs the scholarship more, if I give it to help him and make it to.bali find his dream, is that wrong?"zain asked for Fahma's opinion.


"if you do that sincerely because you want to help it seems like it's okay, but, don't you want to think about it anymore Zain" asked Fahma who was still hesitant about Zain's answer.


"i will think about it again Fahma, anyways this opinion will only be issued myself, I have not asked for an opinion from the almighty" said Zain.


"hopefully you get the best results, Zain. I always support what you do while it's still true" Fahma said as he patted Zain on the shoulder.


Zain simply replied with a smile.


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