When My Wish Is In Line With My Destiny
29. I Love Him As a Brother

"Why ca?"

Zain began to open his conversation as if he understood what he meant.

Ica lowered her face.

"Icha does not deserve kak to accept all that, Icha this is nobody Kak, Icha has taken a lot Kak Zain, Icha has taken a lot, Icha also does not want if Kak Zain lost the scholarship Brother especially for the second time."

icha said while holding back her tears.

Dina and Fahma as witnesses they just fell silent while accompanying the two.

Zain looked pensive and did not know what else to say.

Icha manages her breath.

"Once again Icha apologize, brother, thank you very much for everything. Ica still want to see Kak Zain who departs later, it will be far more happy Ica than Ica who left" said Ica continued his speech.

"Assalamualaik."

the girl passed away and was followed by Dina also behind her.

"Waalaikumsalam." a Fahma who approached Zain and rubbed his shoulders.

After Icha left Zain again sat down with Fahma.

"Zayn."

The voice of Fahma's call resuscitates Zain from his daydream, Zain turns his face to Fahma.

"It's Zain, maybe it's best you should keep going Zain."

said Fahma who calmed his best friend, Zain could only be silent and sigh.

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"Aren't you Cha?"

dina asked as they returned to the dorm.

Icha just shook her head.

"I was worried, ca, if you were angry with Zain."

exclaimed Dina who added his words.

"No Din, for what Icha is angry with Kak Zain, brother Zain is not wrong."

sahut Icha with a strand of his smile.

"Yes, you were on a very agile path, like someone who wants to be angry at that."

"Dina....Dina you're mostly watching soap operas anyway." chanted.

Dina also thought to herself because what Icha said was true.

"Yes, I'm a soap opera victim."

Icha also chuckled with Dina's answer earlier.

"Ca...."

"You really don't papa if you don't go to Cordoba?"

"it's okay Din i'm fine, these are all God's provisions that I must accept."

"I'm even more sad if until Brother Zain does not go. Good thing you're talking about actually Din if this is all because of Kak Zain's sacrifice, make me able to directly talk to Zain, if I don't deserve to accept it all."

he said with a face full of smiles.

"Yes ca."

"But why are you sad that Brother Zain did not go."

the girl momentarily fell silent.

"Yes, because it's dear to Zain Din. Ica also did not want that until Brother Zain lost his scholarship because of Icha. Especially for the second time. Zain's sister has helped Icha a lot."

the answer from Icha made Dina immediately round her eyes with the first sentence she heard from her best friend.

"What was ca? do you love Zain?"

asked Dina who wanted to convince her hearing.

Icha then nodded with a smile.

Of course, it immediately made Dina smile as well.

"You don't misunderstand me, Din. Icha it's dear to Kak Zain like a sibling himself, no more Din."

said Icha who immediately dismissed Dina's mind.

"Loh, kok brother ca, should be more dong, you're the same brother Zain is suitable."

"Astagfirullah haladzim Dina."

Dina immediately covered her mouth with both hands.

"What's the ca?did I misspoke....?"

Ica let out her breath.

"It's not Din, for now I don't want to talk about feelings, I want to focus Din. I need to be able to reach my dreams again no matter how."

"Yes, I know how you feel."

Dina embraces Ica's shoulder.

"But the feeling of love comes suddenly ca, for the heart is God its owner."

The girl just framed her smile.

"Yes Din. I hope that feeling comes at the right time not at the right time."

said Ica who is still in the embrace of her best friend.

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When nightfall came, everyone began to rest and fall asleep in their sleep.

Zain laid his body on the bed. His eyes stared at the ceiling of the roof that was illuminated by lights. Zain's mind was still bright with Ica's words to him. Zain tried to close his eyes to fall asleep, but it was not so easy to do.

"Zayn."

the voice of the call came from the direction of the door.

his eyes were again open.

Someone from the door came to him.

"Why Zain?"

Fahma who also could not sleep came to Zain and was now beside him.

"I can't sleep Fah."

Zain changed his sleeping position to sit.

"You must quickly rest Zain, the day after the day it has departed."

Zain simply nodded in response.

"Why are you here yourself?"

"I'm like you Zain, I can't sleep, so I came here".

Zain nodded back.

"Eh.... have you told me about the same father, mother, what not if the day after tomorrow you want to leave?"

"Not yet" he answered briefly.

"Judah tomorrow you tell them immediately, they will be happy to hear this news."

Zain responded by nodding and smiling.

Zain still looks dreamy, Fahma so understand the feelings of his best friend for now. Maybe the sadness is still in the heart of his best friend, Zain's mind is still remembered by Icha, before Zain had looked so happy when he saw the smile of Icha, when he was declared to be leaving for Cordoba. But now the pleasure was gone when he saw Icha coming over to him and saying things he had never expected before.

But everything has happened, the scholarship again falls on him and God willing the day after they will leave for the European country.

"Don't forget to prepare yourself to go out later. There will be a lot of differences there. Especially the erratic change of seasons."

"Yes Fahma, God willing."

"Don't forget, your cousin will soon be married."

fahma said that reminded her.

"Astagfirullah haladzim, yes Fahma I almost forgot."

"Hem."

"Setting their wedding date coincides with our departure going overseas, Fahma."

said Zain who had just thought there.

"How can I attend their Walimahan?"

zain said after that he immediately fell silent.

"Are you going there? Is your heart strong enough to attend their wedding?"

Zain then directed his eyes at Fahma.

"God, my heart is strong enough, for I have given it all to God."

zain's answer was more of a calm at this point.

"Alhamdulillah Zain, finally you can also move on from Zizi."

Fahma said as he rubbed his best friend's shoulder.

Zain simply replied with a smile.

"But Fahma, if later I can't come there. Please apologize to them, because I didn't meet their invitation to come to their wedding."

Zain left a message to his best friend before he left.

"Yes Zain, God willing, will not give your apology. They will understand his condition."

sahut Fahma with a smile.