Wasted Child
Ill

Rena immediately went to the bathroom and she saw her reddish belly from being kicked by her father. Rena felt pain in her stomach while rubbing the bath soap. After the bath, Rena rubbed rubbing oil into her stomach and put on clothes. Her tears could not stop, Rena felt her heart ache over the words of her Father and Sister while her Mother was just as silent as when Rena was little, coupled with her bruised stomach, and her, Actually Rena was happy when her mother said to Dad and relieved Dad's emotions. Rena thinks that her mother opened her heart to Rena but it wasn't. Rena drank the tea that was made by Mother Kost and drank it. After a bit of calm and able to control her tears so as not to cry again, Rena came out of the room and met Bagas.

Bagas turned out to be alone, maybe the hostess had entered the main house.

"Gas, sorry to wait so long, I didn't know you called and came here". Rena tried to sit slowly and grimaced in pain because her stomach was bruised.

"Ren, where are you going? From this morning I called you but did not pick up, I sent a message to you not reply. Out of college and seeing results, I was accepted into college. I kept trying to call you again and it still wasn't picked up, so I'm here".

"Sorry Gas, I had a private affair. That's why I can't pick up the phone or reply to your message because the phone is in the bag". Rena's face held back pain while talking.

"Ren, what the hell are you doing. To the doctor yuk, you look in pain plus you just came home the way you limped and your clothes were all dirty. If I may know, what's Ren's business? Maybe I can help. I'm sad to see you like this. I love you Rena". Bagas clasped Rena's hand.

"Later I'll tell you Gas, just not yet. Let me finish my business first. Believe me, I'm not papa really, maybe because I again get monthly guests Gas, you know if there are women who are sick when there are monthly guests who do not". Rena tried to smile in front of Bagas, so that Bagas was not too worried about her.

"Yes, congratulations Gas, you're finally in college. You have to go to college diligently, make your parents proud, they send you to school so that you will become a successful and great person. Gas, I'm sorry I'm not upset, I want to rest, maybe tomorrow you can play again here, tomorrow is Sunday. How's it?"

"Ren, I'm worried about you, Ren for a second". Bagas walked back to the main house occupied by Mother Kost. Not how long Bagas came with the hostess.

"Rena, I want to take you to the doctor as well Bagas, I'm also worried about your condition. And don't refuse yah?".

Rena looked at the boarding house and Bagas mother who finally agreed to be invited to the doctor.

Fortunately there were not many patients after queuing for half an hour, Rena and Mother boarding as well Bagas went into the check room.

When the doctor examined Rena and pressed her stomach, Rena cried out in pain to tears. The doctor asked permission to open Rena's shirt and the doctor was shocked to see Rena's stomach bruised bluish red, immediately he asked the nurse to take the tool for USG and put the gel on Rena's stomach. Doctors examined her in the abdomen and made sure there were no injuries.

The doctor told Mother's boarding house and Bagas that Rena's stomach was bruised. Bagas asked if Rena was coming by the moon. The doctor said no. Doctors prescribed to treat Rena's bruises. Mother boarding was curious about the bruises on Rena's stomach, Mother Kost opened Rena's shirt and screamed to see Rena's stomach, Bagas also had time to see the bluish red on Rena's stomach.

Bagas tried to carry Rena, but Rena refused. They go home with their own minds. Arriving at home Rena immediately ask permission to enter the room. And Bagas said to go home.

Along the way home, Bagas thought about Rena's condition. Where was Rena and what business was it? What personal business? Why don't you want to tell me the same story, Ren. I love you and I love you but why do you keep your heart closed. What should I do let you open your heart, Rena. Aaaarrrgggghhh!!!!' Bagas irritated himself and ruffled his hair.

While in her room Rena had just taken medicine and applied her stomach with ointment given by a doctor. Rena tried to break herself down slowly. Rena still remembers her father's remark that he was a child entrusted to his Father and Mother. So I'm not Dad and Mom's son, and then who's my son? Who are my parents? Is it because I'm not their biological child, I have to suffer like this from childhood? Rena cried and only cried all night remembering the events during her childhood that made her always afraid and held back hunger. Because if it is found that Rena took food without permission from his father or mother, it is certain that Rena will be beaten. And there were 2 small children in her house, meaning that when I left the house, Mom gave birth to 2 younger siblings. My sister is 3 but are they my sister? No one knows about what happened when I was a kid. And they don't know me. Maybe Marta does not remember, because when I was kicked out of the house, Marta was still a child just wanted to enter Kindergarten. And the name of the father and mother's son starts from the letter M, while my name is only Rena. Mirna Elisha, Marta Jelita, Mia and that boy what his name is, I don't know. Rena was still thinking about the incident this afternoon, her phone rang

"Yes Gas, what's wrong?"

"Rena, it's night, sleep and rest so that tomorrow you wake up fresher. What happened to you, I don't know. I'll wait whenever you can and be ready to tell the same to me. I really love and love you, Rena. Tomorrow morning I bring you breakfast. You can't refuse the breakfast I brought. The doctor said for a while you ate porridge. So tomorrow I bring porridge. You should eat do not like to delay eating. Ren, you are beautiful, but when you see that you are sad and in pain like that, I cry Ren. Because as long as I know you, your facial expression is flat. Yes you're asleep, don't think of anything, rest ".

"Yes Gas, this is going to sleep too and you're calling, how am I going to sleep? Your talk is long times wide times high. Thank you for saying many times that you love and love me. I closed the phone well Gas, I slept first. Nightly. Bye Bagas's".

At 6 am Rena's mobile phone rang and there was 1 incoming message from Bagas telling her that she would arrive at the boarding at 7. Rena replied to Bagas' message.

Rena tried to get up from her sleep and she still felt her stomach ache. When I was about to stand towards the bathroom, there was an incoming message and an unknown number. Rena opened the message.

"Child***, this is the money you have to give to Dad and wait until noon. The money is transferred, because you came. Dad went to the doctor for a heart attack. And my sister Mia has to bang her head all because of you. So today also have to transfer money of 10 million and this is Dad's account. Don't ever step on your dirty feet again into my parents' house!!"

Rena's heart ached reading a message from her sister. At dawn he had prayed and asked to be given ease for his problems.

Just a few steps into the bathroom, Rena's phone rang. He saw a phone number that started at +1 and it was a video call, who is this well?

"Hallo Rena, we miss you dear".

Rena saw Om Bram, Aunt Silvani and Novi, Rena shed tears to see them,

"Rena also miss Om, Auntie, Novi".

"You're okay right there? You are sick again Ren, your face is pale and your eyes are swollen. Maafin Om and Aunt also Novi because only now contact you. Because there's still a lot to take care of".

"Rennn, you're sick, Mama Rena is sick to know Ma, must have not eaten, it's the end of the month you've been paying the hard time eating anyway Ren". Novi directly talked when Rena just wanted to talk to Aunt Silvani".

"Iih what the hell Novi, no Aunt, Rena does not get sick, again come the month so this is how it is, do Aunty know himself. And just got up and took this shower?"

"Rena lied to Ma, looks like his face's been crying all night for sure". Novi doesn't want to lose.

"Whether lying, if the face is swollen yes, I cried last night because of the same miss Auntie, Om and you Nov, we usually talk until the night if it's Sunday night".

rena

"Rena darling, this is Aunt's mobile phone, you can contact Auntie at this number. Later Aunt send mobile phone number Om Bram and Novi".

"Yes you've been fine well, remember there's nothing to tell Auntie. Oh yes, Aunt forgot to tell you, your hostel has already paid Auntie for 1 more year. Aunty hopes you don't move boarding because Auntie see in your boarding house that place is good and special all women. So you can't make any negative stuff. There you take a shower. Later Aunt call you again dear, Bye Rena, we miss u and take care, love u, Rena".

"Yes Aunt, thank you, miss u and love both of u".

Rena cries between happy and sad, because Rena still has a family that has received her from Junior High while her family from her childhood still does not accept her and still expels her.