Wasted Child
Mindfulness

Rena and Budi have arrived at Rena's boarding house.

"God, thank you for bringing me food, so trouble you".

"Together Rena, let's eat, I bought 2 chicken pecels".

They eat without talking much. Budi occasionally looked at Rena who was eating but his gaze was blank.

"Rena, can we have a little chat?

"Yes, can".

"I want to tell you about the hospital fee already paid by Aunt Silvani, because when you passed out Aunt Silvani video call. And I received a transfer from Aunt Silvani with a description for the cost of Rena's treatment"

"Ok, I'll call Auntie to say thank you".

"Rena, I actually like you. I want you to be my girlfriend. I'm sorry if I express my feelings for you".

"For the thing of your feelings, I consider you as a friend no more. Because I still have a lot of duties and responsibilities to my family and you know a little about my childhood".

"Ok, so now we're friends with Ren. Thanku".

"Yes, we're friends". Rena smiled

Seeing Rena smile, Budi increasingly loves Rena, but for now Budi does not want to damage his friendship with Rena who has just been established.

"Tomorrow where do you have a plan, Ren? You're at work tomorrow?

"No, maybe it's Monday I'm at work. Tomorrow I have to go to school my sisters take care of their tuition".

"Tomorrow I'll take you".

"Don't mind, tomorrow you work, so there's no need to take me, I'm used to it myself anyway".

"I can set my work hours, because I'm marketing so I don't have to stay in the office".

"As far as you. It's night I want to rest, tomorrow I call you, thanks for the food".

"Yes until tomorrow Rena. Yea".

Rena is ready to go to her sister's school. Rena went alone, she did not contact Budi to drive her.

Today Rena wants to relax without any interference from anyone. Rena's sleeping in her bed. Rena remembered Bagas, there was a sense of kangen with Bagas, wanted to chat again with Bagas, but Rena threw away her kangen taste with Bagas.

Rena does not know that Bagas embarrassed her family who had impregnated Tanti. Tanti's family comes and holds Bagas accountable and must marry Tanti immediately. Because Tanti has done it with Bagas before finally connecting with Budi. Tanti's plan succeeded in keeping Bagas away with Rena but did not happen with Budi.

Elsewhere, Budi waited for news from Rena who he said was about to contact him, but until afternoon, Rena did not contact Budi.

Rena woke up from her nap. Just this time you feel a nap until the afternoon before Maghrib. Rena immediately prayed.

Rena wanted to get out of the dorm room because she forgot to buy bread. The feeling of being lazy to leave the room is greater than the hunger. From this morning until this afternoon Rena had not eaten. Yesterday night after transferring money to her sister and paying her sisters tuition, her money was only 100 thousand while her payday was still 2 weeks away and Rena only had 20 thousand in her wallet.

Rena left the room because she was bored. Rena sat on the terrace, just a few minutes Rena sat on the terrace, Budi came.

"Rena, your tumben is already sitting on the porch".

"Yes, I'm bored in my room again".

"Yes, why?

"You said last night you were gonna call me to take you. Because you didn't call me that's why I took the initiative to your boarding house".

"Geez, I forgot to apologize".

"You sure you haven't eaten yet, come with me and eat outside?" I hope Rena wants to.

"Thank you, I don't eat. I'm full already".

"Ok, then I'll go". I was going to take you out to eat with my friends but you didn't want to".

"Ok, have fun yah".

Rena actually wanted to come, but she knew herself. Rena doesn't want to be mumpung. I'm used to not eating, I can't be hungry until tomorrow morning.

Rena went into her room. Rena lay down while staring at the ceiling of her room and feel lonely, without any family, Rena is eager to feel the affection of parents who had been seen from her friends during school first. Unconsciously, Rena was crying. Rena never felt the touch and caress of Mom. When Dad was angry, I just saw Rena. Never had Rena heard the affectionate call from her father and mother. Rena never felt like she had a doll, let alone the doll wanted to eat candy, she never. His father and mother only bought it for his sister. Rena increasingly felt the pain of her treatment that was different from both parents.

"Hallo, Rena can come out?"

"Why Budi, I said I didn't want to come. And it's 9 p.m".

"You're out of your room for a minute. Please".

Rena immediately came out of her room, Rena was not aware that she had just cried, her eyes looked puffy.

"Rena, what's the matter with your eyes? You're crying out?

"Yes, I'm sorry I remember my childhood. What was?

"I brought you some food. I'm sure you haven't eaten since morning".

"Thank you, make the food tomorrow, I'm still full".

"Eat now, I don't want you to get sicker. Don't make....

"Yes I know the follow-up, you'll talk to Aunt Silvani". Rena was upset and immediately cut Budi's speech.

"I'm eating temenin".

Rena opened the food given Budi Rena ate with greed. Budi saw Rena who ate voraciously feeling sure that Rena had not eaten from morning. Last night she transferred to her brother, today she paid her sister's tuition. There was no jewelry or makeup on her face, everything was natural. Mobile phone is not a good and new with a position as a secretary? Rena your life is hard, you become the backbone of your family until you can not make yourself happy.

"I will make you happy and take care of you. I love you and I love you, Rena" Budi said in his heart.

"How do you dream about Bud?"

"I love you and I love you Rena" Budi was surprised by her talk.

"Sorry Rena".

"Gga papa, your right to love and love me. We are human beings, social beings who must love and love each other. So why apologize".

"Yeahhehehe. Are you full now? Tomorrow if I bring food do not refuse. Don't refuse the windfall of any man".

"Ok, I never refuse the windfall, but I don't want to always have to buy food with you. Later I buy food for you but wait for me payday well, my money is up". Rena instantly covered her mouth with her hands. Why the release of gini anyway. Rena cursed herself.