Wasted Child

Wasted Child
Rena and Bagas meet


"Hallo good day Rena?"


"Hallo Bagas, noon too."


"Rena, I'd like to see you later after office hours can you?"


"What time is it good?"


"I followed the boss's schedule, Rena."


"Hes, did you call me to insult me or did you want to meet me?"


"It doesn't change you, Rena."


"Well, would it have been if it hadn't been answered?


"Yes Rena, I want to see you. 7 O'clock in union, okay?"


"Ok, so see you later huh. I still have meetings."


"Ok Rena, thank you, bye."


"Bye Bagas."


Rena internal meeting with BOD and manager. Bu Tita, Bu Elice and Bu Asha will be out for 2 weeks because one of Bu Elice's children is married. For 2 Weeks everything dealing with the office was handed over to Rena.


Which is over the next 2 weeks Rena's work and responsibilities will be even greater.


After the meeting, Rena had to finish everything related to finance.


At 6pm, Rena was out of the office and went to the union to meet with Bagas.


7 Hours past, Rena just arrived. Teenyata Bagas already in union.


"Sorry I'm late."


"Ngga papa Rena's. I'm still faithful waiting for you."


"What's Gas, tumben ngajak meet."


"Yes, I want to see you. Can I be honest?"


"Yes, go ahead."


"I miss you Rena."


"Yesame. I miss you Gas too. By the way how are Tanti and the child?"


"They're good. But I'm divorced with Tanti."


"Why divorced? How can?"


"Yes, can. In the end, everything was discovered. I married as I was pregnant. Her pregnancy was not the same as me but as another man. And Tanti admitted that she wanted you destroyed when I married Tanti. And it was actually me who was devastated because I lost someone I loved from the SMEA."


"Oh ok. Sorry, I didn't know you were divorced with Tanti. How long have you been divorced with Tanti?"


"A week ago. And I left the house. I live with my parents first. I'm still responsible for giving the cost to Tanti's son."


"Yes great. At least Tanti knows, even if it's not your son but you want to be responsible for his son's living."


"Yes, the boy is not wrong. The child also cannot choose whose parents. Maybe now God is giving me a chance to go back to someone I love and care about."


"Yes, go after your love. At least the woman knows that you still love and care for her. And he must know about your story so that he does not feel sweet enough to be thrown away. Opportunity doesn't come twice Gas."


"Yes, I know. The problem is this woman wants to be with me? With my current status as a widower son of one? I'm not sure and there must be a lot of consideration if he accepts me? That's what I'm confused about where to start?"


"Bagas, you won't know until you try and speak honestly with him."


"The problem is that women are getting harder and harder for me to reach. And his position in the company is already high. I always follow and find out about her."


"There are no hard words as long as you try. And you said his position in the company was already high? For me it's just position and job responsibilities. If indeed we intend to get back the woman well you have to fight to convince her that you really love and love the woman. But first you have to make peace with yourself. Don't let it be just a moment's impingement, because the woman doesn't know."


"Fear why? Afraid of being rejected? Not try? You are a man and you were married. Never be afraid to fight for what you want. Because if you don't try it will be a regret for the rest of your life. I speak not for matters of the heart but in all things. Don’t let mental blocks control you. Set yourself free. Confront your fear and turn the mental blocks into building blocks."


"yes Rena. I should try and throw all my worries away."


"That's good. Bagas I'm hungry hahahah. I'd like to order a meal. What do you want to order?


"Anything."


"Well, what's it? You choose your own food."


Rena ordered food. They are still waiting for their food.


"Rena, do you want to know who that woman is?"


"Bagas, I don't need to know what the woman's name is. I'm not the kind of person who wants to know about other people's lives."


"You're not curious, have I told you since SMEA?"


"Gga, because it's your heart's business. Why indeed? You want me to wonder and guess who that woman is and I get jealous? Hahahhahaha, is not the time anymore Bagas? My business right now is about living ahead of him and working hard."


"Do you want a boyfriend, a marriage, a child?"


"I'm not a hypocrite, that desire exists. His condition will be my partner later will he accept my background? Maybe he wants to but does his family want to? Not necessarily. Wh why? You want to turn my back on me, if you don't try you won't know?"


"Hahahhahaha, you can always guess my mind Rena. Looks like we're one frequency."


"It's a frequency because from school we can be close until you're finally with Lulu and end with Tanti."


"Mother Rena's night, am I bothering you?"


"Night Mr. Ananta. Not bothering as long as just saying good night."


"Oh ok, I want to say the strait to Bu Rena for the selection of Bu Rena's company for the big tender yesterday."


"Thank you, Mr. Ananta. The universe is on my side, sir. Because of the already-already company Pak Ananta who always get a tender. Maybe later I will ask for help Ananta because Mr. Ananta is used to getting big tenders while the company where I work during the gospel, only this first time can be a big tender"


"Ah, Miss Rena is too self-humiliating. Maybe next we could be business partners."


"Oh yes, please sit Mr. Ananta. And introduce my friend's gospel."


"Thank you Miss Rena, I'm waiting for my friend. And introduce Mr. Bagas, I'm Ananta."


"I'm Bagas, Sir. Hello to you."


"Mrs Rena, excuse me. My friends have come."


"Well Mr. Ananta."


Ananta leaves Rena and Bagas.


"Rena, what tender did you win?"


"Tender for procurement."


"Great you are Rena."


"I'm not great Bagas. My team in the office is great. I just relayed the message given by my team. Next is processing the client. So success does not have to remember there is a support team."


"That's great. You are great and your team is great too. Salute me to you Rena. Always works well and not half."


"Thank You Bagas."


Their food came too.


"Eat gas first, I'm out of this straight home."


"Yes Rena."