There You Are Within You
Eight

You won't feel, won't know what it's like before you swim in the same water!!

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Vania is still angry about Anna trapping her to be with Famy again this afternoon. Vania is upset because Anna always acts as she pleases, and always argues that it is for her happiness.

Hid.. What happiness? Like he knows what a happy definition is for Vania.

*Have been at work

Vania still put on a bitter face towards Anna, staring lazily at everyone who was there. Because indeed if the mood is messy all must be affected.

For example, Bu Yanti is a head of the pantry who just asked Vania news. "Halo Neng how are you?" who was Bu Yanti with as friendly as ever.

"Well." replied Vania flat while picking up the tray that had already piled up there.

"Kusut very Neng his face.. Why dah?" asked Bu Yanti who did not usually see the gelagat Vania like that.

"No papa ma'am, I went there first huh." said Vania while nodding her head once then passed from there.

That kid is usually the best how to be so, again come the moon time huh? mummified Bu Yanti.

The atmosphere of the Cafe is quite crowded making the waitress downstream-mudik bring a new menu and also clean up the messy table. Vania who just cleaned the table looks to get a wave from one of the guests sitting at the end table. Although her mood was messy as much as possible Vania showed her hospitality towards the guests who visited the Cafe. Prepare a smile first before finally moving to the place.

"Can I have an ice cube?" said the lady guest while showing an empty glass.

"Can wait a minute." Vania smiles forced then passed to take the ice cubes that the woman wanted.

Finished giving the ice cubes, Vania then went to the back because it had entered her break, she saw all her coworkers were eating rations of the employees. For some reason Vania did not feel tasteful at all, she just sat in the corner while staring blankly in any direction.

Vania felt she was not herself at the moment, she did not understand with her own soul. It feels melow.. All he wanted was to remain silent, alone make lonely friends again.

But believe me when your sadness, resentment and disappointment cannot be expressed, it will all be a wound in your own soul. It makes you weird and uncontrollable.

Vania had not recovered from her wound, so when anger and resentment approached her, she did not know what to do. They felt helpless, not feeling like doing anything else but being alone. Who has ever been hurt like this? maybe just Vania.

Someone suddenly sat in front of Vania, staring fixedly at Vania whose gaze was empty. "Van.." the guy said hello. "Hey.." even waved in front of Vania's face because she didn't budge. "Vania.." call her again while holding onto Vania's hand that supports her chin.

Uh.. Suddenly the Daydream of Vania fell.. But Vania felt like she was not daydreaming. He also did not understand what was happening to himself, which was obviously the cause just because he was upset.

"Eh Famy.." Vania realized that the person in front of her was Famy. The man who framed her was also this afternoon.

"Why do you dream?" ask Famy.

"Eh. mmph.. Who's daydreaming?" Vania wavers, evading Famy's accusation

"Hour rest is broken again crazily, eat first there.." Famy reminded him because he had not seen Vania eating anything in her break.

"Udah.mmph.I've eaten already."

"Gue's sorry about that, I swear I don't know anything. I'm not guessing what you said.. Last afternoon I called Anna just asked to pick you up and take you there. I swear I'm so sorry.." Famy tried to explain the misunderstanding this afternoon. She felt really guilty when Vania expressed her frustration towards Anna.

"Yes Fam. selow I don't know." Vania tries to show that she is okay, even though she doesn't understand what's going on inside her. " Yaudah I went there first.. The break hour is over." Vania stood up, intending to leave from there.

"But you're sorry, right?" Famy said sincerely while holding off Vania who was about to leave.

"What's wrong?" Vania lets go of Famy's hand that always touches her.

"Yes I feel wrong to follow what he said was Anna's game."

Heh.. Vania reviews the knotty smile. Then it really passed from that place.