There You Are Within You
Tiga

I loved you so madly yesterday, but after the end I understood that logic had to be put forward.

Finally... I chose to give up on--Presence.

Because it turns out you're not worth it to fight for.

From today I will stop. Stop loving you, stop admiring you, stop expecting you, quit everything about you. Even though I have to go to great lengths to bury that taste, I will try harder. For me, for me, for my happiness.

I will not avoid and blame anyone else, I will accept this wound, accept all the feelings that I have to accept. I will be at peace with myself, telling the heart that the wound will be strengthened.

Today I woke up after my most painful birthday, and now I'm on your birthday.

I looked at my reflection in a crumpled mirror, then I realized something, I started talking to myself, asking what my soul and body wanted. Because I believe, there is Me in me.

"When you feel no one cares about you.. So look in the mirror, the person you see needs you more than anyone else." said Vania who was in me.

Hey Vania. Love yourself more than you love anyone, you have to be at peace with yourself. To be easy to fight against despair and all the suffering that often hits you.

Close your eyes, feel all the feelings that are lodged in you. Sad, sick, disappointed, resentful, vengeful and all, bring them to peace. Don't fight, just accept it.

Don't let your sorrows be borne on your shoulders. Leave him alone like you were left alone.

Cry if you want to cry, cry as much as you can. Take a moment to make room for yourself to feel all the feelings. Bathin wounds that do not recover one of them because they often laugh pretend, hold back crying to all his bits. Learn from the little boy who laughs and cries full of independence.

Crying does not mean you are weak, the wound will slowly heal as the tears you shed.

"Hi wounds, let's make peace.. I accept you with a big heart, I am sure you will strengthen me. Later we both look for happiness that yes, for Vania.."

Like crazy people do, talking to themselves, crying to themselves. But believe me, it's a powerful way to get rid of the wound, when you've made peace with yourself.

Remember, there is you in you.. When you are no longer able, there is you within you who will help you. Don't feel alone..

"Forget the mistake of him who hurt you. Disappointed and not thinking about it. Forgive him for breaking his promise. Make you messy and unable to hold back crying, cry if it makes you comfortable."

Your medicine is in you, but you are not aware of it. Your illness comes from yourself, but you are not wary. You consider yourself a small form. And upon you are gathered all the universe.

For me, from me, I'm sorry..

From tomorrow I will love myself, forget about him who hurt me so much. For now I realize that I am precious, Who is responsible for us, ourselves.

Stop thinking about everything so much, you're breaking your own heart..🔥