There You Are Within You
Enam
"Met Vania morning:)" an incoming SMS from the man who drove Vania home last night, saying good morning with a smile emoticon. Vania just looked at him closely, not yet willing to answer or just express. Not being able to be welcome even though Famy had been struggling to get close to him for months.
"Wait to work I'll pick you up?" The second SMS came in even though the first SMS was not answered.
"Hehehe.. thanks Fam, no need to bother later I can go alone anyway." Vania finally replied to the SMS.
"No need to doubt Van time, we've known quite a long time.. Isn't it wrong if we're friends?"
Friends huh? vania gumam.
Yes Vania she just wants to be a friend, don't you refuse! don't always think that the nethink assume all the men who approach you want to be your lover. There is no harm if they want to be your lover. Stant.. You are still alone..
Forget her Vania.. Forget her..
"Later in the afternoon I'll pick you up?" another SMS from Famy.
Vania chose to put the HP instead of replying to a message from Famy, bringing herself to a polar portrait attached to the wall. Portrait showing herself with Alif.
Oh God.. How can you forget that the memories are still stored and you see every day? Remove Vania!! throw everything!! Burn those memories with your wounds. You may still remember Alif, but not his feelings and memories. Forget about all that...
It's time you opened a new page.. Make Alif your past! you can look back but only for learning, not just to get stuck there!!
Open your eyes.. Open your heart, many people care about you. But you're on your own? What are you doing to yourself? You're letting your soul keep swimming in that wound. Wake up Vania.. get out of there!! Don't wait for that wound to drown me.
***
How many hours later..
Cring. cring.Vania mobile phone ringing.
Anna's.. The name of the ID on HP. Vania directly presses the green button to receive the call.
"Vana.. Hallo-o.. Where's van lo?" the voice across there sounded very panicked.
"Hallo Na's.. What the hell am I in kosan." replied Vania while waking up from a corner that had been a place of daydreaming.
"Van please me, I'm in the motor." said Anna in a still panicked tone.
"Gue equals Aldo's, please dong over here spout!!" Anna was still whining from across the phone.
"Geez, where is that? how do I keep feeling? there is no coy vehicle!!"
"Fuck me, I don't know who would ask for help if it wasn't the same.. You ask for the same temenin, Famy, come here, spit!! Aldo's legs can not be erased sprain like he looks. please yes please please please please anyway you have to spit here!!" Anna was still panicking with her storm mode, making Vania slightly squeak at the sound of the bell.
"Loh.. loh.. kok bring Famy anyway?"
"Just come here a splinter yes, a splinter of splinters!!" Anna even yelled.
"What the hell!! anyway, I don't want to ask for help again with the Famy, ashamed to know!!" Vania thaws, already knowing this must be Anna's plan to get her closer to Famy again.
"Please Van's.. For your best friend!! this is me seriously I need a lot of help. I called Famy, did I tell you to go get her there?"
"What the hell! ask for help again!!"
"Bye!! just wait for Famy to pick you up!!"
Tut tut tut's.. Call is dead.
Huhh.. Vania just let out a breath. His best friend is always boisterous!!
Vania put the HP on the nightstand and then returned the santuy lie on her favorite mattress. I thought Anna was just kidding. Vania prefers to relax before her work time arrives.
But 15 minutes later came the sound of a motorcycle horn that continuously sounded in front of his boarding house, followed by a very loud knock on the door in his room.
"Vania.t tok to tok.. Vania.. there's a nyariin tuh Tok tok tok.."
Klekk!! door opened.
"What the hell is so much noise?" ask Vania to Lia's next door boarding friend.
"Noh sono look noh.. Someone is nyariin lo! it's not horrifying what the guy was from earlier was hammering the horn." said Lia while pointing at a man sitting on a motorcycle while looking at the two of them.
"Famey?" Call Vania not to believe. This Anna really is!! make Vania instantly cremate the fingers.
