
That day seems to be the last day Dani's friends come to his house, except Adnan with his little son who still likes to come every weekend, he said to take a walk. Each is asked why not to go to the mall like the others are a lot of games there because they get used to good things early on. Strange according.
"I mean here getting used to what good things?" ask her in wonder.
"This could introduce him to both animals and plants as God's creation." Makes sense.
"But not constantly here occasionally introduce the same game and meet the same friends are good too. Learn to interact with new things and new things. Most squirming animals and plants alike are bored, he needs to learn another. This is alesan his father aja males ngajak to other places, fear ngabisin money right? I am rich in steel." Adnan laughing. Mita looked at Adnan in wonder.
"Why?" adnan asked with an eyebrow.
"Woow squirms a jutek who keeps laughing." Adnan was still smiling.
"Cooking? Not seneng?"
"It's not that well the jutek's wriggling changes better it can be considered to be able to guide from God the problem is strange to me impressed suddenly,not used to it or maybe Adnan likes something so kebawa seneng continues to be?" mita's words just stuck to the bottom of her heart, like waking herself up from something she didn't realize.
After chatting with his father, it was his turn to chat with his son who from earlier poked his cheek directly held tightly to his finger.
"Assalamu alaikum adek Dayu.." as soon as called directly he moved agilely with a cheerful smile. His hand forward asking to be carried was greeted with an expression of regret Mita.
"Sorry dear brother bothered!" Mayu looked disappointed.
"I'm sorry I'll wait for brother not to bother ok!" just like understanding that baby is the same Mita said, smiling again with applause. Mita so gemes immediately stick out her puffed cheeks.
"Eh I wonder why each of us here is not the same mother adek Dayu?" mita's question makes Adnan silent and understandable to him if when someone is silent it means not wanting others to know.
"I went there first well.." It's not finished talking it's cut.
"We're divorced" he said short. There's a feeling of guilt, he's like opening up Adnan's old wounds. Seen Adnan's expression was cold and harbored anger.
"Sorry I don't know.I went there first bay adek Dayu." Mita's saying goodbye to drugs. His feelings get mixed. The mind also goes everywhere, tasting and feeling pity.
"O Allah is astaghfirullah." while shaking strongly trying to expel thoughts that he should not think. Not his business either.
Finding out and becoming aware of other people's problems is very dangerous can make the heart and mind so unsettled and sinful as well. Better to focus on the good things in front of him.
Looking at the other corner, we could only take a deep breath. Ita can work but only a little while already lemes, complaining tired and bored if not so nauseous and vomiting, teler can not anything finally be told to rest in the room, fear of happening unwanted things. Mita's dizzy herself. Want to be told to stop not have the heart to remember the story he needs money to finance his life, told to do work but kok teler. Be worried when you see the condition of Ita who is pale and limp.
In the end that afternoon before Ita came home, we ventured to speak from heart to heart. Choose words that are appropriate and do not offend his best friend.
"What's up Mit?" her question was astonished and Mita tried to smile as usual but a stiff smile appeared. Ita can see it.
"I'm sorry before.." Take a breath first, it feels like on the battlefield, we're nervous.
"But frankly!" it was like knowing her anxiety and Mita realized that. Better to be honest than to hold feelings.
"You better rest at home later if your condition improves you can work here again!" clearly Mita was slow with an expression of fear of offending. He stared at Ita who lowered his head, sad.
"I know it's hard for you but I can't bear to see your rich condition so afraid there's nothing in your content if it's imposed."
"Your partner is still the first trimester, especially with nausea, vomiting, teler." Ita nodded.
"Sorry yeah!" Mita held Ita's hand while tucking in a little money. He was shocked and spontaneously refused.
"Don't do it, I've already troubled you enough." Mita was sad to hear Ita's words.
"God willing, this is for the health of the mother and her baby." Ita looked at Haru, feeling full of Mita's attention. The more sad when remembering the person who should take care of and pay attention to it just ignore and seem to reject his presence. It felt like the world was upside down, it was above now below and seemed almost drowned.
"Thank you for your attention but please don't this..." Ita handed the money back, feeling unwell to accept.
"It's for my niece's milk not for you." Ita immediately mewek while hugging Mita.
"Thank you!"
Eventually the problem was resolved and could breathe a sigh of relief.
The next few days everything went well. Yesterday the seedlings of the fruit of his order came and today the plan will be moved to a larger pot, to be used as a tabulampot, definitely funny with a small tree but fruitful.
"Sister..is sure to add plants? Not afraid if for example no sale because there are selling the same rich we deket here so that our visitors are reduced." Mita responded with a smile.
"Rezeki has been arranged into bismillah we hope that what we do brings blessing and pleasure of Allah." Irham looked uninspired.
"The thing is I don't get an extra bonus if it's quiet like this." Mita shook her head.
"Istighfar can't say that! In addition to the same account of the angel Atid, your words contain some other sins." Irham was shocked. As a Muslim he understood for sinners to be put into hell and this is said to contain some other sin clearly his heart as brazen as well there is fear.
"Don't kidut-nakutin!" his forehead looked deeply wrinkled with manyun lips.
"Do you remember the six pillars of the Faith?" Irham nodded with a deep frown, his words being associated with the pillars of faith.
"So you complain can be interpreted as a protest on the decree of Allah and kufr delights, that is not to be, a sin."
"Remember in addition to the bonus dapet there are still many favors given by God to us such as being able to eat with fullness, health, can do activities, perfect body and other innumerable delights. Have you ever seen a sick person starting from a mild to severe, what do they feel?"
"Everything is not good, it's not comfortable." replied Irham with a sad look. It seems their conversation was so heartbreaking.
"Both...It is delicious and unpleasant, including qodho and Allah's qadar. When complaining it means not believing in qodho and his qadar."
"So stay grateful even though we feel bad for health, can do anything." Irham nodded.
"Pengen continues to get bonuses, right?" Irham nodded back.
"Three...It's one of the world's signs of love."
"meaning?" Irham demanded a deeper explanation.
"You want the rame continue to get a bonus can be interpreted what you do the purpose of finding money is not just the love of the world because it expects the pleasure of God for the purpose of the afterlife will be when you are not disappointed bonus, you are disappointed,sad."
"You want faith in the Angel of God that we must be sure that at all times we are being watched besides Allah, the angels Roqib and Atid,which will record all the good and bad deeds we even have in our hearts and our minds are not missed, all will be recorded neatly." sounds his heavy breathing, like bearing a heavy burden.
"Astaghfirullah is hard, brother?" he said while shaking his head, feeling heavy running it.
"At first brother also did not know it all Alhamdulillah Allah gave instructions, met brother with the post channel yutub from a pak ustad who taught to improve morals."
"Sama deck brother feels that too at first but convinced themselves to learn. Must continue to beg for forgiveness in detail mentioned our one and only mistake with lillahi ta'ala do not forget bismilah and ended Alhamdulillah become calmer." Irham shed tears considering the habit he often did apparently is a mistake that he always collected during his life. Only he realized learning not only in school but every day is learning, learning to understand the power of the creator.
"For what we live is to pursue the afterlife because there is another life after the apocalypse that must be remembered so that we do not neglect to continue to believe in God." continued Mita who also shed tears considering that during her life also did a lot of mistakes and sins.
"God willing, brother."