
My forehead is crinkling deep, what secret does that mean?
"You're beautiful without makeup, too, natural." oh that's the point.
"Young people, your skin is white."
"It's a pity to have a rich son of yours but to be born in the family of kismin ahahaha.." They laughed at my poor condition. I was surprised to hear it being tossed and then thrown, it hurt.
"Yes try to be my son must have been me dandanin invited care certainly more beautiful plipurna can be cultivated so the artist also to have a lot of money can shop, travel abroad." the other said while laughing happily and I could only catch my breath.
"Or do you want me to adopt so the princess can continue to marry the same child businessman or son of the official may be able to change your situation for the better." another said sarcastically while smiling mockingly at me.
If I was in a position, what would I answer? As an ordinary human being of course I felt tremendous pain but I realized that anger was a bad deed and self-harm so I tried to restrain myself by shifting the focus on food that was already in the field above table.
"Hmm can I eat the food?" I asked calmly.
"Sure." and they went back to comment on me this time the clothes I was wearing that he said were cheap and did not know so on because I was trying to focus on the sustenance in front of me until one of them patted my arm while saying....
"You're so cool eating don't hear our comments about you?" he said looking at me with annoyance. Until I can swallow the food in my mouth while putting down a spoon and then drink some water.
Seeing them one by one remained with a sweet smile.
"Then how should I?" I asked those who did not reply.
"Rage keeps yelling back?" ask me calmly, I hope my face expression matches the intonation of my voice, it does not seem that I am now getting a bit upset because I am trying to hold back my feelings so as not to be provoked by anger. They throw one another a glance.
"Yes we don't want to be yelled at you, as a younger person you should have more respect for our older ones right." really don't want to be blamed.
"Sorry..Why does this mean that older people can curse, insult and make bad comments on younger people?" I looked at those who were silent, there were also those who were annoyed as if they were innocent.
"Doesn't the older one have to set a good example for the younger one?" checkmate.
"If the older can at will insult and curse then how can the younger not retort to cursing and insult the older?" smash straight down to the bottom, looking at them like he couldn't answer.
"I'm sorry I'm not patronizing but because you asked me to talk." I said, pointing to my mother.
"We don't insult you.we're just being frank instead of us humming you in the back." still cringe and defend myself, I can only shake my head with a sigh.
"Then if you're all in position I'm angry not commented richly so?" everything was silent, my mother Tita was as silent as she had hardly spoken at all since, looking pondering.
"Can't answer, right?"
"I'm sure you'll all be heartbroken as well when I'm in my position." I send my back in the chair while taking a deep breath.
"If you could choose everyone would want to be rich but now try to think that everyone has a lot of money where there are people who want to work hard, whichever one wants to be art, but now try to think that everyone has a lot of money,where are the vegetable sellers on the market?" actually I feel guilty talking rich gini but they must be straightened out anyway someone asked me to talk right.
"God did not create things without purpose...."
"This is the goal to live a balanced life" I said while pressing each word with confidence.
"A busy career woman works outside if she is busy where she can clean the house and even cook, she said she did not have time to finally have art, right?"
"No bill?" they're still tight-lipped, I'm taking a deep breath.
"Therefore do not demean the condition of others.It includes pride, God does not like to forgive the fear of God revoking the favors of the property entrusted, are you all willing to live like me?" they were immediately startled and spontaneously shook their heads....
"Amit-amit deh.." Their expressions looked frightened and agitated, I wanted to laugh but was held back.
"Not amit-amit but must be istighfar...."
"Beware usually people who insult the circumstances of others can turn on themselves." nanggung wet all pushed so that all fallacy.
"Well, don't worry about dong!" his protest.
"Yes." I smiled, in my heart was prancing the pleasure of seeing their defeat.
"Mother.." My call was immediately protested.
"Call mami!" said firmly.
"Yes Mami.." give up only rather than prolonged.
"The poor are always considered worthless but in this world the poor are most meritorious."
"Without farmers we can't eat rice or vegetables."
"Without chicken, duck and beef farmers we can't eat chicken, duck meat and eggs, can't eat beef."
"Without any fisherman we can't eat fish and other marine animals."
"And mami knows.between hard work and results obtained are often not comparable, much tired if I say." they seem silent while thinking long.
"I'm talking this way because I'm having a hard time myself, I'm a chicken farmer too.." I unknowingly let go of the talk, brought the atmosphere and immediately shut my mouth.
"So you're a chicken farmer?"
"Ah yes.." I replied while scratching my head.
After the conversation, we continued eating in silence. Don't know why, but they don't talk much and stay quiet until Tita's mom breaks the silence....
"Sorry jeng..actually Mita is my daughter-in-law's candidate." said Mama Tita was a bit hesitant and greeted by a surprised reaction from them. And what I feel is relief, you're willing to acknowledge me as a potential daughter-in-law.
"I was ashamed of Mita but now I realize I was wrong....it is not easy to get a daughter-in-law who can respect an older person despite being insulted and when she speaks she is still polite not in a loud voice,it makes me proud of my future daughter-in-law." Mama's tears slowly flowed.
"Ma..don't be proud of what Mita did!" I said while shaking my head.
"Because this is the duty of Mita as a human being who should perform according to religious law and on the permission of Allah." which can be proud of themselves.
"Sorry dear mother.." hugged my body tightly while stroking my back affectionately like my own child and this is part of the pleasure I got today....Alhamdulillahot.