The Mate at the Beginning
Chapter 127 Marriage!

After yesterday's incident Mita's life returned to calm, more normal, orderly and relaxed. Wake up in the morning and clean up. Before starting to take care of the plant he took the time to pray repentance. He remembered as a human being certainly not separated from wrong and sin either from the way of thinking or from the most dominant heart, suddenly sad, disappointed, angry, angry,this is the easiest is the feeling of annoyance at the attitude of someone who thinks is not good continues to come to the surface through the expression and speech jutek.

After the prayer of repentance, Dhuha prayer continued again to ask for forgiveness and lastly taught his purpose of hoping for the Ridho of Allah SWT and in order to be a worship charity that will be brought to the afterlife later. That is if you can refrain from telling others. There is no idea that worshiping yourself is better than others. There is no desire to show others that you are good. Humans are difficult to avoid it all, most feel proud, arrogant and show off if they already have any advantages, especially if they are rich enough to penetrate the seventh sky,others under him are rich ants who are ready to be stepped on when passed yuk istighfar. Even those who pray well, teach it well still like bablas for example nih teachi to be praised by others Sholeh or Sholehah.

Mita took the time to see her favorite preacher is due to some days her mind is chaotic due to world affairs that are not complicated and now she wants to re-establish her faith that feels fragile, fragile,the feeling of his way of thinking that began grusa grusu, his feelings are also easy to want to get angry because of something. If this continues, it will be a pile of more sins.

"Sister...where?" ask Irham when she sees Mita.

"From within" he answered briefly, immediately wrapped the crystal guava fruit to be safe from the interference of the caterpillar.

"Same call from Yahya?" asked Irham kepo, Mita just smiled.

"Yes already wanting to marry both already cool.." goda Irham, Mita sighed while saying Istighfar in heart. Refrain from talking much and organize feelings to be more sincere in accepting unpleasant remarks from Irham. Distracting the focus on his current activities.

"Have you had breakfast yet?" mita asked at last, she remembered not allowing her men to eat. Irham shook weakly. Mita smiled, she thought. People with empty stomachs like to talk.

"Take the others breakfast!" command without shifting focus on the plant.

"OK!" his reply excitedly shot away, Mita shook her head.

Mita again steadfastly passed the next test as said pak ustad that every second is a test.

Mumbling praising Allah SWT the way so that his heart and mind are calmer until suddenly there is someone who greets....

"Good morning!"

"Good morning too." rather hesitant to answer using greetings fear not Muslims even though Muslims usually do not say greetings.

A young man with a charming smile, a warm shady gaze approached him, as he was stunned but immediately came to his senses and said something slowly as he whispered.

"Is there anything I can help?" tanyanya friendly.

"New neighbors well.he said selling ornamental plants so I came here to see who knows there is a suitable." Mita tried to think positively and let her first customer of the day take a look.

"I'm sorry, while doing the others later if interested can ask me if I happen to be my employee is still breakfast" he explained while nodding respectfully.

Mita smiled gratefully overflowed with a thick crystal guava, she prayed that she would be given smoothness until the harvest and may also be a blessing for her life.

It was over and there was no sign of the person being interested or wanting to leave and he was caught watching Mita from afar.

"Oh my God." thought Mita while taking a breath. He thought about wearing a mask or how so that people could appreciate it more by not stealing such views. Mita thought, all her neighbors already know that she already has a candidate but still there is something bothering her every time she goes out or meets a male neighbor.

"Do I want to get married soon?" he thought, rather than continue like this. For a long time he was angry and disturbed.

"So I finished the breakfast hunt later fainted again.bang Yahya must be confused." This child always, he thought but he was saved, there is a reason to avoid while still leaving a polite impression.

"Please well Ham served our first customer today!"

"Ready."

Tipped a cute appearance, not the reason someone can appear confident and proud in front of others who are staring in awe it is unfortunate if there is an opposite sex who glances or sees with a lustful gaze....isn't that embarrassing, feeling unappreciated right???

There are limits in every thing. Look at it on the basis of manners. Speak in a kind and non-offending word. Keeping your friends in order to stay harmonious and peaceful, is that not the way you should interact with others???

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"What's wrong?" Mita put her head on the table in a doldrums.

"I'm uncomfortable with men here." Someone wants to confide, Yahya still wants to know more so he just quietly listened first.

"Whenever you go out there is a seductive thing, I'm not comfortable."

"She wanted to see ornamental plants but even worried about me. I don't like it....."

"The severity of the wife was disturbing adduuhh.I am afraid of being mistaken for the husband of people." he complained in frustration.

"Yesterday there was someone who quipped the fitting vegetable shopping.I am ashamed." he said sadly.

"Masak said it this way..be careful well the mothers keep her husband afraid of the same sex as other girls." the story with fiery and angry.

"The next time I wear a mask so as not to be disturbed again without seeing my face right and nyampe diwarung vegetable again I was reprimanded....eh mbak who is polite dong shopping wear a mask our mother is a carrier of the virus is afraid of the contagion that..ya Allah is all wrong I have.." he said with a frown, Yahya looked at him concerned.

"So how dong...cook I don't shop for what to eat?" his face looks gloomy.

"I've never had such a rich intention."

"Well, I can't afford a rich gini."

"Well, at least when we marry men here, you feel the same as me as my husband.." This is what Yahya does not like, often used as a shield.

"Why did I get married not because of this service?" he looked surprised and wrong.

"Sorry.." his head bowed.

"Try the intention is fixed.I understand that we are married to avoid slandering people but do not be used as the main reason for marriage."

"Continue to remember the same words you are not ready to be a wife completely...is it now ready?" Mita seemed to think hard.

"Think of it again!"

"Don't get married later you don't want me to touch.I'm still a normal guy." Yahya took it seriously.

"And it's your obligation as a wife later." he continued more firmly.

"There is nothing easy to get to heaven. Carry out each of the key obligations such as praying a human obligation to his Lord later on*****husband is the duty of the wife."

"You understand!" Mita nodded.

"Yes already..I love time, convince yourself first pray new Istiqoroh tell me."

"The journey won't be easy so think about it...."

"If you are ready, God will take care of everything." Mita nodded back.

"Rest!" yahya said softly, often rubbed affectionate the top of his head leaving a warm feeling.

The night ended with the determination that later tonight he would perform the prayer Istiqoroh asking for guidance to Allah SWT for his decision.