The Mate at the Beginning
Chapter 77 is very grateful
This morning his mood was good, his mind kept believing that today he could go home. Yeay.really he was looking forward to that moment.
Not yet entered the dawn of dawn he had woken up with fresh eyes no drowsiness at all. Jump down from the bed in full spirit directly to the bathroom ready to bring a change of clothes and toiletries while humming softly.
"Ups.dikamar bath can not hum..hihihi.." murmured while giggling amusedly. Then continue to clean up.
After bathing he immediately held a prayer mat and wore a mukena that was brought yesterday by Bu Indah then continued to pray Sunnah tahajud while waiting for dawn.
Apparently maximizing ablution has a calm and peaceful effect on the heart and mind so that now the center is only to Allah alone. Leaving behind the chaotic thoughts that usually occur when doing prayers. Mouth komat kamit read the verses of the Qur'an but all things thought, then want to eat whatever cooking... Oh the pleasure of performing prayers like this feels that Allah is approaching and loves His servant whose intentions are truly sincere.
There is still time before the azan he continues to do miser with the eyes of bristling. The situation is so sad that it dissolves to remember every mistake and suddenly a feeling of sadness over him. He was bowed and his tears flowed slowly, regretting his mistakes and sins for all the years he lived.
"Astaghfirullahaladzim.forgive me.if since Akil baligh until now..servants have not been able to practice the words of Mu.... and sunnah-sunnah rosul Mu...lillahi ta'ala servant begs for forgiveness.hiks..." he said full of regret with tears continuing to flow.
His heart felt gray considering the many prayers he left behind only for world affairs. Angry and upset at seeing something unpleasant. Not yet able to be a dutiful child for both parents. Remembering it all seems like time is up for the world. Remembering that made him feel a deep sense of sadness and regret. Want to change while undergoing such a lot of challenges that block so many fail if successful the percentage can be said to be very small. Many of his riya, his boasting, felt the greatest behind his ambyar
Hearing Azan he rushed to pray first and woke up his brother who must have been long waiting to be awakened.
"Sir.has woken up!" patting Dani's cheek as hard as opening her eyes.
"Let's wake up and pray!" while continuing to try to wake Dani up by all means. Until the fourth time just wake up, it just looks still heavy.
"To be resisted by that brother is the temptation of Satan!" Mita kept encouraging.
"Bismillah.the hunt take ablution let melek!" keep pushing Dani.
"Yes.bawel." he said while snatching and Mita just sighed the important thing to want to go to the bathroom.
Let the prayer mat still in a stretched position will be used Dani prayer he thought. But since then in the bathroom did not hear the sound of water gurgling until he finished tidying the bed, sofa, the table has not seen Dani's face.
"Don't fall asleep again!" go to the bathroom door and knock slowly.
"Sister..ngapain?" rumored earlier yes maybe still defecating usually long apparently inside did not answer.
"Yes..noisy." he grumbled.
Out of the bathroom her face was upset but ignored. It has been usual since the orphan nature and attitude Dani clearly changed not sekalem first because there is no longer anything that directs so easily carried away association.
While applying cleaners and fresheners to the face he glanced at Dani who apparently prayed arbitrarily like a hurry. Mita just took a deep breath. It's time to be reminded.
"You want to sleep again?" saw Dani again lay the body on the sofa and closed his eyes tightly.
"Hey..."
"So I forgot my advice to follow the sunnah rosul do not sleep again after dawn" he said softly.
"Don't be pretentious, but you'll know your brother works all day." he replied coldly there was anger in it. Mita took a deep breath and kept the cleanser and freshener she had used.
"Sorry brother.if my speech offends but what brother forgot father used to also work to meet the needs of the family but you do not complain because it is already an obligation." Dani glanced at her sister annoyed.
"Even not only the father of all fathers and even mothers in the world also work to meet the needs of the family."
"If you complain tired, does that mean you're not sincere about work?"
"Where later when the family has a wife and children who should be the brother as the head of the family to set a good example continues even this is what the leader is holding accountable."
"You don't want to be a big brother." Still stubborn yet want to admit wrong.
"Indeed, all this time I've been at home for nothing? keep sleeping?" Mita shook her head inexhaustibly with Dani's mind.
"I'm just reminding you it's up to brother to undergo."
Tired of crying at the thought of Danijanji staying a promise when he was sick Dani Nangis Bombay felt regret but is currently returning to his nature. Free thought is better to find happiness on your own. More grateful to give her life.
