The Mate at the Beginning
Chapter 22 Heaven or hell
Starting today Mita will be more often at home more precisely can be every day at home, maybe going to school later when there is an announcement and taking care of the completeness of the diploma only.
And this morning he was sitting dumbstruck in the house feeling uninspired to do anything. The house has been swept and dipel but has not washed clothes and cleaned the kitchen used to cook earlier.
Mita took a breath, her mind drifted to a few minutes ago while she was having breakfast.
"Not a school deck?" dani asked while feeding food into her mouth.
"Son't the exam." answered Mita short.
"Where's the list of lectures?"
"I want to work to find experience first if I have collected my money just in college." Dani put down her spoon staring fixedly at her sister.
"Sir..what are you worried about? Cost issue?" Mita did not answer, her mind was read by Dani denied any free.
"Rezeki has been arranged with God as long as our intentions are good, there is an effort and continues to pray Insha Allah is given the way. We must be sure of God!" Mita looked sad.
"I know that sis.now brother does not have time for me especially later I go to college maybe brother does not go home and does not rest also continue to look for additional money for our needs more and more." Just imagine Mita was not able to better she relented waiting for her brother to finish college.
"God willing, I'll be in college waiting for my sister to graduate and get a good and lawful job." Dani smiled, proud of his sister's understanding thoughts but on the other hand he felt sad because his sister had to postpone going to college for his sake.
"Alhamdulillah...God is still giving you faith, so be anxious,confused you are alone at home because of loneliness fear of looking for pleasure outside the same age group and fall in love with things that are not good but now Alhamdulillah brother can be relieved. May God always protect us from all bad things."
"Aamiin sis.i am also grateful that God continues to love me at the worst time to remind me to keep choosing the right path."
"By the way you find a lot of understanding about the science of religion from where?" Mita downcast shy actually accidentally when playing hp open the YouTube application she was interested after reading the title of one of ustad da'wah once she saw the content of the video she felt the discussion was light but hit the heart eh instead addiction continues to watch.ya rather than thinking about what is missing from his life and finally must complain it is better to do something positive Mita thought, once the oars of the two islands exceeded can be knowledge, he said,get ridhonya Allah.
"From YouTube, brother..." Dani smiled unceasingly thankfully that his sister had been guarded and guided to this extent by God given his busy life, unable to monitor his sister. Understandably also both are still both young of course Dani also has no understanding of the religion that can to direct his sister with a fully can be called 'the layman' so just know wrong and right and yet profound religion.
"Alhamdulillah.May Allah always give the best and later if there is time you want to learn the point from you.ok."
"God willing.aamiin."
Mita who yesterday often complained about her life,often feeling sad too much now slowly he learns to change because what he knows will be good or not his life is God's decree that is the test whether to learn to accept or continue to complain all can be the reward between heaven or hell.
