The Mate at the Beginning
Chapter 74 God is heart-wrenching
Mita POVs
"Sabaaaar Ma'am.Don't be angry with you heaven!" so far I can only remind you of the da'wah studies I have heard and seen diyutub. I hope that God will soften the heart of Beautiful Mother who is being hit by the fierce fire of anger. Seeing the anger of Bu Indah is really scary for me as it is reminded of the soap opera scene of middle-aged people who are angry and end up with heart disease or stroke.
"Life is a test and a choice to take where is our future, hell or heaven?" I said smoothly with eyes looking far away like I was looking at a flashback of my previous life.
"Hearing something unpleasant is also a test, how to deal with it? Is it patience or anger?" keep me slow because saying this is like reminding myself of my every action.
"This is the difficulty of reaching heaven, there are many things to go through. Not only the basic science must be prayer, salary or alms, the moral is also very influential and behind us there are angels Raqib and Atid who will record all our good and bad deeds." my mind seemed to revolve between hearing the talk of Mr. Ustad and remembering every action of mine from childhood to adulthood which is true that all this time I only knew about religion just the point just can not be deep.
"Have prayed five times but still angry it means not understanding the meaning of prayer."
"Saw of the Qur'an until memorized can be rewarded but if the person is arrogant, riya', proud of himself, feels the greatest and degrades people who have not memorized then the reward is exhausted or maybe even hoarding sins.astaghfirullah." while shaking my head because I realize that often the ability I have is not consciously accompanied by an arrogant attitude, Riya, proud of myself even though little and when I remember immediately regretted.
"Know the translation but do not know the meaning is the same as lying, it could be keblinger aka lost finally do dholim on people." take a breath for a while, apparently tired of talking at length like this.
"Know the point but do not practice in everyday life is not only useless but also sin." almost everything I do, sinned very much me. Forgive me, O God.
"In fact, no parent wants their child to be miserable but must be reminded gently not by force. If he is reminded to remain unindulgent, he is prayed for because only God is the one who turns the hearts of men upside down."
"If someone continues to err after being reminded, it is his business with Allah because when someone has already taken responsibility for his own sins." tired of standing from earlier I went up to the bed while throwing.
"If the angry reminder is included to feel the truest also sin."
"And the one who is reminded of anger is also arrogant and feels most right because he does not want to accept the advice of others. All that includes breaking the word of God." My throat was dry, drink water first.
"If we continue to do wrong and sin and do not beg for forgiveness then God will remind through disaster can be disease or another." while closing the bottle that I finished drinking water.
"So some are sick until nothing can be said but say the test said the president is the same as accusing Allah of tyranny for His servant even though in the Qur'an states that whatever you receive is the result from your own actions." so remember the same attitude I used to be that it was a lot of harm than the truth or more can be said there is no truth.
"Thank you!" I said happily as I reached out my hand.
"Jawab first!" he hid behind my back knowing I wanted to take it.
"From yutub, qolbu flush event." I replied annoyed at being played with, he smiled cynically.
"Reluctance includes sins?" this is a trap for me. Confused, this is like a weapon to eat sir. Breathe in, reminding people but in itself difficult to run.
"Sin.." I answered honestly while looking down embarrassed and he laughed. I can only catch my breath again. It's like a reprimand to myself.
"Continue?" he started fishing again.
"Reminding but not carrying out sins" I replied as I looked down deeper.
"What else does it matter?"
"See for yourself, I'm a laper now!" looking towards Bu Indah apparently he still thought hard about what I explained. Looking towards Hafiz was the same.
"Hp.." I stuck out my hand again, even with the others.
"Say he was hungry!"
"Prev...!" My eyes immediately glared in shock, not believing the desire that only exists in the delusion of the same God.
"Alhamdulillah.I eat yes! Could happen to be gini yah." I said happily while opening the sterofom package. Do not forget to read the meal prayer and immediately eaten until it runs out. My lyrics brother Yahya put my phone on the nightstand next to my bed.
"Usidest can only hold hp!"
