
Aji recalled those moments happily. But when he remembered all his crimes against Abiyasa, because of his greed, he felt sad. Moreover, his sister forgave him and did not have any evil thoughts to take revenge after holding him.
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"We're useless, Abi!"
"You'd better die! Why bother!"
Aji remembers how she treated Abiyasa, because she was always rude and scolded her sister more if she made a mistake. Even though at that time, Abiyasa was stupid and an idiot because of his actions.
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"Basic useless sister!"
"Go you! Get out of front of me!"
While Abiyasa, just silently lowered his head or with a stupid look left him who was angry. Aji never saw Abiyasa cry or shed tears in front of her when she was angry like that.
This makes Aji even more upset because Abiyasa is like a person who can never have special feelings or respond with his depressed feelings with an angry, upset or sad expression or smile. Abiyasa's face remained the same, flat.
Aji experiences a complex emotional state, while in an unconscious state due to surgery. On the one hand, he recalls the happy moments with Abiyasa as a child, which gave joy and warmth to his mind. However, on the other hand, Aji is saddened when he realizes all his crimes against Abiyasa are caused by his greed.
A sad feeling arises because Aji realizes that he has done inappropriate or hurtful things towards his brother. His greed had harmed their relationship and created a distance between them. This sadness happened because Aji realized that these actions had scarred their relationship, and harmed Abiyasa.
However, things further aggravate Aji's feelings when she realizes that Abiyasa, with a kind heart, has forgiven her and does not cultivate any resentment or malicious intent towards her. Aji feels guilty and sad to realize that she does not deserve the forgiveness and mercy of Abiyasa after everything he did.
His emotions alternated, feeling happiness when remembering happy moments with his brother, but also sadness and regret for the bad actions he did. Guilt and the desire to repair the relationship with Abiyasa took control of his mind. I don't know what to do with his current situation.
'Abi. Sorry, i. Sorry, sister.'
Aji apologized in the subconscious, because he was in a state of being unable to do anything.
***
Outside the operating room, Abiyasa also felt sad and worried about her brother's circumstances. She also remembers all the moments about her with her brother, how they both lived happily as children with a complete family. But what is more sad is when Abiyasa remembers the state of Aji who has realized all his mistakes so far, by being a good figure and not behaving badly anymore.
"Sir, Aji."
Flashback when Aji is aware of all his mistakes.
When Aji had just released Abiyasa from the room used for isolation, Aji was already aware of all his mistakes during this time. He is in a better and more stable condition. Abiyasa sat beside him, who was bowed while wiping his tears several times.
Abiyasa rubbed his brother's back sitting with a bent position.
"Sir Aji, you finally realized the mistakes of the past. I'm so worried about you if it's in the same state as yesterday. How are you feeling now?"
Aji looked up, looking at Abiyasa with a regretful expression.
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Aji quickly hugged Abiyasa, with tears breaking full of regret she felt.
"My dear sister, I'm sorry for all my mistakes over the years. I realized how evil I had been to you. You don't deserve that treatment from your shameless brother. Hicksnake..."
Aji let go of her embrace, looking at Abiyasa with an expression full of regret.
Abiyasa also stared at Aji with a mixture of relief and hope. "Sister, I'm also relieved that you've come to your senses. But, what is more important to me is that you have realized your mistake and changed. I really miss a good relationship with you, just like when we were kids."
Hearing his sister's words, his tears just got louder. "I'm really sorry, Abi. I wish I could repeat time and never do all that. But I promise, from now on I will be a good brother to you. I want to mend our relationship and be someone you're proud of."
Abiyasa smiled warmly at the promise Aji had made to her.
"Sister, you don't have to apologize constantly. I know that everyone makes mistakes. The important thing is that we can learn from our mistakes and change. I really appreciate your words and your commitment to be better."
Aji nodded her head by holding back her sobbing. "Thank you, Abi. I will do everything I can to prove that I changed. I want to build a strong and loving relationship with you. Can you give me a chance to fix it?"
Quickly Abiyasa nodded and replied. "certain, Brother. I really want us to have a better relationship. I also want to see you grow into a good person and face the future well together. We can start from here, build trust in each other."
Aji and Abiyasa smile at each other, feeling relief and hope for a better future by building a warmer relationship as brothers.
The atmosphere of the haru is very felt when Aji apologizes and changes. Moreover, Abiyasa received his brother's apology, with acceptance and hope Abiyasa to be able to build a better relationship with his brother.
The novelty is so felt with their various emotions, which are committed to supporting each other and improving their relationship. With open communication, the opportunity to forgive, and the determination to change, they embark on the first step on the journey towards reconciliation and restoration of their relationship.
Flashback.
Abiyasa also remembered earlier, how his brother made himself a shield for him when his uncle, Rian, who came to attack him with a sharp folding knife. Aji was both sad and angry at his uncle.
Abiyasa growled in anger, his voice trembling as he spoke to his brother on the way to the hospital. She invites Aji to talk, so that her brother remains conscious.
"Sister. I won't let uncle get away!" abiyasa growled with annoyance.
Remember the incident, Abiyasa was determined to give his uncle a proper lesson. He would not let Rian live quietly.
"Sister, I'm very angry to see what my uncle has done. He is the one who should protect us, not hurt us. How could he be so cruel?"
Unfortunately, Aji actually heard all his words very well. Aji realizes Abiyasa's anger. He spoke intermittently, trying to calm his sister down.
"A-dikku, I know how hard it is to hold back your anger when remembering that incident. B-but, anger won't get us anywhere. The most important thing now is that we focus on recovery and improving things."
Abiyasa turned his head for a while, then refocused on the steering wheel and looked straight ahead. He took a deep breath to calm down.
"Hmmm... Brother, you are right. I don't want to let anger control me. However, it was hard for me to forget what my uncle had done. It was like an unforgivable betrayal. I must have punished him!"
"My, I-I understand how you feel, Abi. T-no one can erase what has happened, but we have control over how we respond to it. We can choose to forgive or move on with the anger that weighs us down. W-can't you forgive me?"
Abiyasa nodded slowly. "I know that carrying this anger will not help us. But it's hard to forgive uncle after what he's done to you, and to us all along. Maybe I need some time to go through this process, forgive him who seems so impossible."
"A-bi, I-I didn't ask you to forgive immediately. Everyone has a different time of dealing with and forgiving a traumatic event like this. Y-ang important is that we both support each other and keep our strength together."
"Thank you, Brother. I'm lucky to have a sister like you who's always been there for me. I'll try to find a way to deal with this anger and focus on our recovery together."
Abiyasa continued to speak, inviting Aji to communicate because of his increasingly weakened condition.