Not for me
CHAPTER 47 - PREGNANT

"Mil, ntar go home with ya.." take Riko.

"no, I'm going home alone." Mila subtly refused.

"But Mil, I want to know you and my mom" said Riko terbatain

In Mila's heart wondered, why Riko so give me you, usually relax wear me lo. Trus wants to see his ort again.

"But ko....." Mila tried to refuse.

"Please Mil, let me get to know you more closely. I also want to be serious with you, so I want to know you to my mom's dad."

Mila finally nodded her head. He hopes that this relationship can be good, not because of coercion. He will also try to open his heart again to Riko, as he used to when he was targeting Riko's love.

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"Maaaa, I got a jobaaaa!" Erika came home screaming and smiling widely. Welcomed by his mother who smiled widely as well.

It's been more than a month since he left Reyhan's office and moved here, yaaa to an island many people visit. The island is where people release tired, honeymoon or even married directly here. That's Bali.

Erika and her family moved to Bali, away from Jakarta. A place that feels more like a vacation. Where they finally come together into one whole family.

Reyhan must be married to his father's choice right now. Erika was sincere, maybe Reyhan is not for her, not a soul mate given by God for her.

Just entering the door of the house, Erika suddenly felt her head dizzy. He felt his body unbalanced, and he finally fainted.

Mama Widya immediately took Erika to the doctor, because she was shocked. His son who since morning beamed and came home also happily, could suddenly faint.

After being given first aid at the Hospital, Erika finally realized.

"Maaa, why me ma? my head is dizzy." asked Erika while holding her head.

Mama Widya doesn't know how she should say it. He himself was in shock at this news. She called her husband and told him about it. Her husband was also in shock because he did not expect this to happen.

"ka, Mama wants to ask you. But I hope you're honest with Mama."

"No, no way. No, no, I don't want to." Erika suddenly felt like a lunatic. He wanted to scream loudly.

"lika...." Widya held Erika's hand.

"sorry ika, Maaa." Erika's crying broke out.

"I can change all this, Ma. I don't want this, holding her stomach." said Erika.

"ikaaa! you can't talk about that. Mama knows you're wrong, but you can't just throw it away. It's the same as murder." Widya said

"But Ma, this is gonna put Mama and Papa to shame. Ika not married but ....." Erika stopped talking because Widya told her to stop.

"Father and Mama are sincere. Maybe it's our fault for not paying attention to you, and for leaving you alone in Jakarta. You can tell me about mom and dad later when you get home from here and when you're ready." Widya hugged Erika who was crying so hard.

*maybe Reyhan's love wasn't for me, but I'm grateful I still have my parents' love.

I can feel their love right now. They didn't scold me, didn't slap me, or maybe even they could actually throw me away.

But they give strength and comfort. This is what I called a family*

Erika continued to hug her mother, she wanted to spill all the sadness in her heart. Since he left Jakarta, all the sadness he had for himself, he did not want his family to see his sadness.

But when he saw the great affection of his parents, even though he had done wrong, his tears spilled by themselves. All his sadness was like coming out all from inside his chest.

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Erika initially did think not to raise the child in the womb. Besides because he is not married, which will certainly be a gossip of many people, he also does not want the child to grow up without a father.

However, the power that her family gave her, especially her father and mother, made Erika change her mind. He will raise the child lovingly and to the best of his ability.

Reyhan doesn't need to know this, he doesn't need to know. He must be married and happy now. Erika doesn't want to be another household bully.

Erika also did not want to happen to her family like before. Let life be as it is now, calm and peaceful, he thought. The affection from her and from her parents, she felt enough to replace the affection from Reyhan.