Not for me
CHAPTER 19 - UNDERSTANDING REYHAN

Erika went home to Om Herman. He spoke at length with Aunt Hana. Finally Aunt Hana allowed Erika to host. Of course Erika did not tell the real reason why she wanted to get out of the house.

He packed his things and called a taxi. He immediately went to his new boarding house. Erika hopes this is her new life, at least she is not with Riko at all times.

Inside the taxi, Erika was still thinking about Reyhan's request. Erika felt, if she accepted the request, it was the same as putting herself into new problems.

Erika will talk about this with her best friend, Linda, usually Linda has an amazing solution.

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Reyhan is still in his office. Sitting alone.

what the hell was I doing? bringing Erika into my life is what I want, but getting her into trouble....

He took his cell phone .....

erika's night, it's Reyhan.

*Sorry if it bothers you at night.

Sorry to have told me about my personal problems.

So, you can forget my request this afternoon. Let's just say I never said it.

I will face this problem myself, the result is how, it might be my way of life. I don't want to add any more trouble to your life.

However, I said that I like you the other day. I earnestly.

If indeed we will be together, it is because you love and love me sincerely, not because of coercion. I'll be waiting for you.

Let it be like this now, I won't interfere. I want you to work quietly. I know how your parents are doing, make them happy.

If you need anything, do not hesitate to contact me. I will always be there for you. - Reyhan*-

Reyhan sent it and closed the phone. Trying to forget, but still expecting.

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Erika arrived at her new boarding house. How happy he was, how free. Linda was waiting for him.

Erika smiled happily.

"gue anterin to your room ya."

Erika nodded in agreement.

Erika and Linda arrive in front of a room with a wooden door. Opened the door, it looks like a comfortable bed, even though the room is not too big. This room has a good view, because it directly faces the garden.

Each room has a private bathroom, so that later they do not fight over the bathroom (said the hostess anyway).

"ka, you must be cape abis sorted out right. Lo shower, trus lo rest yes. Tomorrow is Saturday, we can talk all day.I have no college and your office is also off right?" Erika nodded her sign in agreement.

Then Linda went back to her room and Erika closed the door of her boarding room. He cleaned up his luggage, then took a shower.

His body felt fresh after the shower. He sat on the bed and took his phone. He wanted to contact his parents to tell them where he was.

However, his eyes came to a halt while reading the chat from Reyhan. Why are her tears suddenly flowing. How relieved his heart was to hear this news, that he did not need to do what Reyhan had asked him to do this afternoon.

But at that moment there was a sudden feeling in his heart, as sincere as Reyhan felt towards him. So far Riko's difference with Reyhan.

Erika replied to the chat, because she also wanted to thank you.

*Thank you. It was very relaxing to read it.

Something that is forced will never end well.

I wish Mr. Reyhan all the best. Hopefully Mr. Reyhan can also make both parents happy Mr. Reyhan.

Thank you for loving me, but at the moment I can't return that feeling. Maybe later, or maybe not at all.

But for sure, never wait for me. Mr. Reyhan deserves someone much better than me.

If Mr. Reyhan needs anything, please contact me. I can be a good friend. Thanks for all your understanding*.

Erika's feeling was calm, but something was missing. Is he starting to love Mr Reyhan? Is Mr Reyhan's sincerity able to penetrate his heart?

He does not want to think about it, let it be all as it is today. He wants to live without burden. If love is not for him, he is sincere. He just wants to love and love his family.