Not for me
CHAPTER 36 - MILA AND RICO
At first Mila does not want to enter the office, she does not want to meet Riko. Not because he was angry with Riko, but because he was ashamed. Riko had already seen his entire body, without a single thread. But he still has to live this life. He will try to avoid Riko.
Riko came to the office, towards his division. Today he is full in the office because last week he was new from Batam. He saw Mila there, sitting in front of his desk as usual.
Riko noticed that Mila had seen her, but the girl immediately turned her eyes and looked back at the papers before her.
Riko wants to talk to him, to explain everything, but he doesn't have the courage. Moreover, yesterday's chat has not been replied by Mila, it's a sign that the girl has not wanted to talk to him.
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Riko chased after Mila when she came home from work, trying to gather her courage. If he did not do this, this matter would never be finished and would continue to revolve in his head.
Actually Riko could have thought this problem did not exist, but this was the first time he had that relationship with someone, and imprinted it in his heart.
Riko chased Mila down the front steps of the office, and grabbed her arm.
"Mil.." said Riko while still holding Mila's arm.
"go away, don't touch me. I want to go home, don't bother me." said Mila trying to let go of her hand and put her foot away.
"But Mil. I'll take you, we'll talk in the car." said Riko
Mila paused for a moment, thinking that if she kept dodging, Riko would definitely do this over and over again, and she was tired.
Finally Mila nodded her head, following Riko to her car.
The car was headed to the Mila boarding house. The beginning of the journey was filled with silence between the two of them. Riko didn't know where to start.
He saw the girl looking at the windshield, not looking at him at all. Why did he so want to be noticed by this girl, ohhh no .... I like Erika thought, nothing will change.
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erika's phone reads, it says Reyhan's name. Erika did not want to raise him because she did not want to be a bully of other people's relationships, let alone this man was already engaged now.
Reyhan, who felt his phone was not picked up, sent a short message.
(are you angry?)
Erika read. He had no reason to be angry. Finally he replied to the message.
*No, I'm glad you followed your father's wishes.
(you know I don't want to follow papa's will)
yeah, but now everything's different. You have come to this process, so it would be better if you learn to accept.
(but ka*..).
Erika replied to him with a smile icon, a sign she received all of this.
Moments later, a message from WA, a song from Reyhan to Erika, is sent.
Yeah girl
I've been searching so long
In this world
Trying to find someone
Who could be
What my picture of love was to me
Then you came along
*When I saw you
I know you were the one
The love that I'd been
'Because I've been waiting for you
All my life
For somebody who
Makes me feel the way I feel
When I'm with you baby
Have you been waiting too
'Because I've been waiting for you
Oh girl
I've been saving my love
All this time
'Cause I know someday
I would find
The one that I've loved
For so long in my mind
From the moment
That I looked in your eyes
I saw the girl
I've loved all my life
'Because I've been waiting for you
All my life
For somebody who
Makes me feel the way I feel
When I'm with you baby
Have you been waiting too
'Because I've been waiting for you
Now that I found you
I just can't let you go
No no no no no no
Oh there's just one thing
I want you to know
Girl I love you so
From: Guys Next Door - I've been waiting for you
~read while listening to the song ya*~
Erika hears the song, she knows Reyhan's feelings and Erika hopes she can reciprocate Reyhan's feelings, but now it's all gone, there is someone among them and he does not want to be a fiancee (batungan).
