
If this dream had continued, I would not have had to wake up again. I would close my eyes just to see her. When the time comes, I have to let it go. As he stepped .. disappeared to nowhere.
***
"Naya, are you taking our marriage seriously?"
"What?!"
I was quite surprised to hear her words. It was as if he was saying that I had no right to wish for this marriage.
"So, you still love Nadine?" my many.
"I was with him for eight years. It's not that easy to throw it out of my life."
"So we're gonna get divorced someday, huh?"
I was so sick of him throwing a look of pity at me. I really don't need to be pitied. Sucks.
Looking at his expression it made me feel like I was chewing 500 mg of Amoxicillin. Bitterer.
"Okay, I don't care either. Want to divorce me or not, it's up to you. Wasn't this marriage unhealthy from the beginning? We're just using each other." I went towards the exit.
"Where are you going? Is it night?"
"I .. I don't want to see you, Ardian," I said.
"Lord!" Threw my hand. "You're mad at me?"
I shook my head and took his hand off me.
"I'm just cursing my stupidity."
***
Roll to the right and to the left. That's what I do in my favorite bed, at my mother's house. I actually went home to my parents.
I'm so pissed off. I'm so angry with Ardian. If I saw her in front of me, I would probably flush her face with the dishwashing water in my mother's kitchen. Or I'll take a handful of mother-made sambal and I'll 'coop' in her face.
Yeah, that's what I wanted to do with him. However, in reality, he was not looking for me at all. A phone? Send chat? Not at all. That shitty guy, totally self-destructive.
In the end, I asked Stevia to replace my shift. My body and brain are in a mode of refusal to move. It feels weird. Angry without knowing the reason.
"Lord!" Suddenly, Mom came into my room. "That's what you see in the living room!"
"What's wrong?"
"Come, hurry!"
Mother pulled me forcefully down the stairs. My feet were choked when I saw Ardian sitting in the living room with you that morning.
"Kok, is he here?" ask me Mom.
"Ssttt! Shut up and just shut up!"
We were both sitting around the corner on the stairs and eavesdropping on Ardian and Dad.
Actually, seeing me who suddenly came to the house in the middle of the night so, Father and Mother immediately suspected that we were having a fight. Yeah, but it's true, anyway.
"Naya's here, isn't she, sir?" ask Ardian.
With a fierce face, I looked at Ardian. My husband looked 'dazzling'. Who does not dare to see the mustache of the Father who is slippery and big?
"What kind of man would let his wife go home to her parents in the middle of the night alone?" ask Father.
"So-about that .. There's a little misunderstanding, sir."
"Slightly said?!" Father's thunderous voice accompanied by the sound of table buzz.
Ardian looked aghast with his eyeballs almost out. He looks scared. So sorry.
"No matter what spousal quarrels, you should not let your wife out of the house in such an angry state! That's not good" said the father. "You can wait until the morning to pick her up here."
"Pardon me, sir! Because last night I felt very tired and a lot of problems, so unconsciously .. I fell asleep."
"What did you say?!" pekik.
That stupid fool. What kind of answer did he just give? No sensitivity at all. Me and mom both chuckled at Ardian's confused expression.
"So, you came here to pick up your wife or just apologize to her, huh?!"
"If you can, either way, sir," replied Ardian. "I'm guilty of Naya. I have to apologize and if he wants to, I want to take him home with me!"
"Naya's her son is stubborn. If you don't hold him, the child can run away somewhere" said the father, with a little laugh on his lips. "here! I whispered how to quickly hit Naya's cram."
***
"Nay, I'm in, yeah."
After a long conversation with my father, Ardian entered my room on the second floor. I just sat on the porch without caring about her arrival.
"Nay, are you still angry?" he asked, sitting next to me. "I can't sleep all night, you know!"
Idih ... so dreadful! The feeling was he told my father that he slept all night.
"Nay, we're home, yeah!" said. "Duh! I'm not good with mom and dad, if you stay here."
"Why?" I started to get emotional. "Our relationship is just about making use of each other. Yeah, well, we don't have to live together, dong!"
"You're still having issues with that?"
"Of course!" my sergeant.
"Keep you want us how?" He turned his seat to me.
"I. .. I don't like that you're still in touch with Nadine."
"What?!"
"No... no. .. don't misunderstand!" sahutku. "At least, don't ever get in touch with her when I'm your wife! I can't believe he underestimated me."
"Hahaha .. funny, the hell you are!" I rubbed my head gently. "Come, we're home!"
Ardian suddenly pulled me into his arms.
"A-what's ...?"
"Go home with me, yeah! Please!" he said, hugging me tighter.
"Ba-good! We're home!"
"Seriously?!" He seems to be excited.
"He'em."
"Wah .. is awesome!" yells. "It turns out the tips from the father really worked."
"Huh?! What tips?!"
"Bad told me. If you want to lose your cuddle, then you have to be hugged first."
"W-what?! Ja-so ... You were hugging me just now because you told me to?!" my growl.
"Yes." Yeah."
"Dasaar! Get out of here right now! Go.ii ...!"
"Lho .. said you want to go home with me?"
"No. Don't wanna! Go ... go sanaaa!"
In the end ... Ardian went home alone.
Duh! I just want to kick him.
***
Geez! He said he wouldn't come back here again. Why am I standing in front of the apartment door, anyway? If I go back home, you will be angry with me.
The huft! It is unfortunate that my fate is.
I put the accesses card on that door. Kuraih hilt the door and pushed it open.
"A-ardian! W-what ...what are you doing?!" my yelling.
"Na-Naya?!"
Holy hooch! What the fuck? My body feels weak. The bones seemed to have been pulled out all.
My husband-I caught him hugging with a happy face with a man. Shock? Certainly is.
"Naya, are you home?"
"Don't! Don't come near me!" my yelling.
"Could be you! You can be perverted in my house."
"What's? What the hell are you talking about, Nay?"
It wasn't enough that he made me feel swayed by Nadine. Now, he was just bringing a man.
Duh Gusti's! It turns out that the rumor that Lusi said about Ardian was true. Ardian .. he .. likes each other?
"Ardian, she's your wife you told me about?" ask the man.
"Yes." Yeah."
Geez! Ardian told her about me. How far apart is their relationship?!
"Ardian, get him out of here or I'll get out of here!" my threat.
"where possible. I need it so much, Nay!" ardian.
"What did you say?!" myrag. "So you prefer him to me? Ardian, I'm a woman. I'm your wife. How could you prefer him over me? Huhu .. hu .. hu ...!"
"Lho ... Nay! Kok, you cry, anyway?"
"Evil! Wicked you, Ardian! You'd rather have your boyfriend than me!"
"Pa-boyfriend?!"
Ardian and the man looked at each other in confusion.
"Ha .. haha .. haha!" the man's laughter filled the room.
He seemed to be rolling on the sofa while holding his stomach.
"Iiish .. This stupid girl!" geram Ardian's.
"Sit here, you! Scribbles!"
I saw the man laughing in front of me. And Ardian's red face looks like a mountain of merapi that is ready to emit hot magma in it.
"You're Naya, right? Can we meet up first?" said the man, holding back a laugh.
He reached out his hand but I refused to reach him. Ardian then nudged my arm to welcome his hand.
"Ardito," said he. "It's nice to meet my sister's wife in person. My biological brother."
"A-sister?"
"Yepz! Brother," said Ardito. "I'm three years older than him. We haven't met for a long time. Naturally, dong if we embrace. Yeah, right? Are we too friendly to make you jealous, Sister-in-law? Haha ...."
If I could throw it away, I'd throw it away. How humiliating!
"Alright, Ardian we continue tomorrow at the office! It's already night. I'll go back" said Ardito. "And it looks like we'll see each other more often, Naya. See you tomorrow, yeah!"
I don't think I have the face to look at Ardian.
"So, what does that mean?" Ardian looked coldly at me.
"W-what?"
"Like fellow. Why do you call me like each other, huh?!" his yell.
"No idea! It was just a rumor I heard from Lusi. In the office a lot of people are gossiping that you're..."
"Do you believe?" sergeant.
I nodded foolishly too.
"Jeez .. true-banar!" snarl. "Here, you!"
Ardian pulled my hand and led me to the room. He pulled and closed the door violently. Lock that door by looking annoyed at me.
"Ma-want what, you?"
"Proof'in to you that I'm really a normal guy or not!" the answer.
"Huh?! What?!"
Duh ... End me!
"Australia ...! Duh .. stop joking, deh!"
"I'm not kidding, you know!" he said, as he continued to push me backwards.
"Don't fuck around, Ardian!" seruku, fear.
"Bodo very! I want to mess with you too, halal-only," he said. "You want proof I'm normal or not, right? Let's prove it now!"
"OK .. okay I believe! Forgive me! Ampuuun!"
I shook my hands and knelt down and begged him.
"Basic!" The digging of my forehead. "Other times, use your brain properly!"
"Yes. I'm sorry! Sorry!"
"Dry!" Ardian pulled me back to him and hugged me. "Thank you for coming back here, Naya! I'm so grateful."
"Well ... are you currently doing tips from your father?" my question, annoyance. "Stop! It's no use anymore to dampen my snoring."
"No! Right now, I'm taking a little spirit from you. I want you to share your spirit with me. In order to make it to the end, I can stay afloat and fight!
Stay with me until then, Naya! I beg!"
"What's really going on? Did something really heavy happen?" my many.
"He'em. I need a shoulder to lean on. I need someone to tell me, 'What's wrong, all this is about to pass. Everything's gonna be okay'. I want someone to say that to me."
I slowly clapped my hand to his back.
"No what. Everything will pass and be fine. We'll go through it together. You're not alone, Ardian."
"thank you. Thank you very much, Naya."
Although I still don't understand what situation Ardian is in, but as long as he doesn't ask me to stay away from him, I'll be there for him.
I don't know since when, my heart started to warm up when I was with her.
***