NAYA SARANGHAE'S
The Naya Saranghae Part 37

(pov ARDITO)

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To me, he's half of a soul ...

When he left ...

My life seems to be carried away ...

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3 YEARS AGO

"Good?"

"Pretty."

"Come on, Ardito .. Don't keep joking! I'm really serious about it."

I could only throw a meaningful smile at the girl who was circling in front of the mirror while bouncing off the shirt she was about to choose.

"Is this dress not too formal?" Back he stuck a short-sleeved maroon long dress on his slender body.

"Wear anything, you always look beautiful, dear."

"Buck!" his grunt was embarrassed.

I leaned my body on her, staring fixedly at her pretty face with lips that always seemed ripe. Ah ... I can't wait to get her involved.

Dalisa-the first woman to make me fall in love and want to marry her. We work in the same hospital. I'm a surgeon and he's a pharmacist. Both people are health and it is always fun to discuss many things with him.

"Seriously, will I meet your mother?" Dalisa's face looked tense. "What if your family won't accept me? I'm scared."

"If rejected, we will elope. Haha ...."

"Seriously, uh!" His palm landed right on my back.

I had planned to take Dalisa home and introduce her to mom. I want to tie her to a more serious relationship - a marriage. Even though we've only been dating for three months, it doesn't matter to me. Dalisa's a good and passionate girl. He made my life feel so much more meaningful and fun.

"Ah, wait!" I took off my arm that was coiled around Dalisa's waist to pick up the ringing phone. "Now? Yeah, all right."

"What's wrong?"

"I have to go back to the hospital. Doctor Zain asked me to take care of some KOAS."

"Okay" he said disappointed.

"Don't pout that, dong!" I put both my hands on her cheeks. Tighten a touch on her rancid lips. "I love you."

"I am too."

"I'm taking you home now" I said.

"No need!" reject it. "I'll just take a taxi. You must have been waiting for Doctor Zain. Go!"

I still look at his face that is always decorated with smiles. A great love I always felt every time he looked at me. I want to be with him always. I don't want to lose him.

"I'll go first!" Once again I hugged her before it finally passed and left the woman alone in the boutique.

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HOSPITAL

"I congratulated you on your first surgery, Ardito, before" Dr Zain said. "Now I trust the KOAS to you. Guide them well to be as good as you!"

"Thank you, Doctor. I'll try."

Worked and tried very hard to get to where I am today. At a young age, I managed to perform my first operation perfectly. There was not a single flaw in my education and work. Everything I do is always amazing.

"Doctor, there's a car accident patient who has to be operated on immediately." A nurse broke into my room with a pale face.

"OKAY. Prepare room!"

Immediately I took off my white coat and replaced it with a full outfit special surgery.

"Have checked?" ask the nurse who accompanied me into the operating room that has been prepared. "What happened to the patient?"

"There was a bruise on his stomach. It looks like there's a knock that's damaging one of the vital organs in her stomach."

"OKAY. Prepare everything you need!"

As soon as I stepped foot into the sterile room, a nursing assistant immediately put on my operating suit.

"Have you checked his vitals?" I asked the question as I walked up to the patient who was lying on the operating table.

"Patients are having hypontension, their blood pressure is constantly dropping" replied one of the doctors who was my assistant.

"alright. Give me the scalpel!"

With complete attributes and a small silver knife in hand, I walked over to my patient.

"Doctor?!"

My operatives exclaimed as this whole body suddenly stiffened until the scalpel fell out of hand.

"Da-Dalisa ..." - lirihku.

I can't believe it, my reasoning still doesn't clearly capture the response from my brain. The woman lying in blood on the operating table is Dalisa - the woman I love - who I want to marry.

"Doctor, the patient's condition is getting worse, we don't have time. The surgery must be done immediately, Doctor!" said one of my assistants.

It was a mess of my feelings at the time. Everything in my mind disappeared instantly. It's hard to control my body and my feelings. My heart was already rumbling amazingly.

"Doctor!"

The shouting of one of the assistants made me gasp. It was a very heavy step when I tried to get close to him.

Dalisa-he's really Dalisa.

"Surgical knife" I told the nurse beside me.

To me, being a doctor is a matter of pride. The moment I managed to save the life of someone who had almost no hope medically. Seeing the relief from the family face of the patient who hoped for a cure, it was very pleasant. However, even if it never crossed my mind, if I would dissect the nearest oarang.

It feels pain and tightness. Hands that always move agile full of confidence to move the scalpel, suddenly so stiff and trembling. Lost my courage to look at my patient's face-Dalisa.

A blackish-red bruise appeared on his stomach. I slid the sharp silver knife and dissected the meat.

Dalisa ... Why should you?

Blood clots that are spurted due to damage to internal organs. My hands and body were getting more vibrated.

"Sedot all his blood!"

"Okay, Doctor!"

I'm a little away from Dalisa's body. I pressed my left chest which continued to beat and felt pain. I really hope it's over soon. I hope the one I love will be okay.

Lord, my eyes are hot as I hold the most deep sebak in my chest.

"Doctor, all the blood at the vital point has been removed" one of my assistants said.

"Thank God. Sew the wound!"

"All right, Doc."

Relax, Ardito! Nothing's gonna happen. Dalisa will survive. If I had driven him home, none of these ill-fated things would have happened.

TIT ... TIIIT ... TIIIIIT ...!

"What's going on?!" myrag.

"The patient's blood pressure continues to drop, Doctor."

"Doctor, his heart is starting to weaken!" exclaim a nurse while watching the ECG monitor.

I immediately grabbed the heart shock device and approached Dalisa. Dew appears to have emerged from the oxygen mask he was wearing. His breathing seemed heavy and stifled.

"One .... two ... three .. shock!"

Dalisa's body was lifted when he received a heart shock from me.

"Once again with the same pressure. One ... two ... three ... shock!"

My view switched on the ECG monitor. There's still no change. The waves are flat.

"Get the pressure!" my orders. "One .... two ... three .. shock!"

TIIIT ... TIIIIIIT ... TIIIIIIIIIIT ...!

"No... No, Dalisa!" myrag. "Don't .. Don't be like this!"

"Doctor, the patient's heart is---"

"Nooooo!"

I threw the heart shock device in my hand. The straight line that appeared on the ECG device monitor screen forced me to incline up to the operating table.

"Dalisa, wakeup!" As much as I could, I tried to pump his heart. "Please hold on, Dalisa!"

I can't tell you where my sweat is and where my tears are. Both of them dripped down simultaneously from my face.

TIIIIIIIIIIIIT ...!

"Davis ... Yaaaaaa!"

That was the day I took my title as a surgeon.

That was the day I gave up and let go of everything.

That's the day I can no longer feel what's called love.

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