NAYA SARANGHAE'S
The Naya Saranghae Part 23
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"Thank you for your cooperation, sir."
"Together, Mr. Ardian. Hopefully the sales of the book hit the target" said Chandra, an author whose book will be published by Glorya.
"Then, excuse me" I said, resigning.
"Good, sir."
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18.30 WIB
I ended my meeting with my new client and rushed back to the hotel. I saw my phone screen, still no message notifications or anything like that.
"Why didn't he return my message?"
I sent Naya a message asking about dinner. While I'm outside, I want to buy food, I thought so. But the message I sent from three hours ago was completely unfulfilled.
"Diread doang" I grumbled, as I started the car.
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On the way, I stopped by a bakery.
"Seek one medium-sized cheese cake, Ma'am!" my door.
"Wait a minute, yes, sir!"
I sat on the sofa waiting for my order to be prepared. The bakery is very crowded with a long queue. My hand moved grabbing a magazine on the table and began to browse through the contents inside.
"What the fuck?" muttered.
My view stopped at an article called 'Kissing Without Feeling'.
"A man can easily kiss without feeling, but the opposite with women. They will feel constantly and continuously mentally depressed when the man she likes kisses her, even though the man has no feelings of love for her." I read the article in the first paragraph of the article. "God! What the fuck isn't this quality article?"
I threw the red-and-black magazine back on the table. For some reason, my feelings suddenly became upset and a little thought.
"Haiiish ... What have I done?!" I growled, squeezing the tip of my head.
My mind drifted back to the peristowa this afternoon. A pickpocketing incident that ended in a tremendous sense of awkwardness between me and Naya.
This stupid and reckless batapa of me. How could I do that in such a strange situation?
I looked back at my phone screen, still no messages. I think more about Naya.
Could he be angry?
Could he be upset?
Seems like. The proof is that my message was completely ignored.
"Please cheesecake, sir!" call the bakery clerk to me.
"Sir, can you write something on it?" my many.
"certain. Please write the words here!"
I wrote a few words on that piece of paper and I gave it to the clerk of the store.
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"Hello." I press the loudspeaker and put the phone in the seat next to the wheel. "What's wrong?"
"There's nothing. Want to hear my dear sister's voice" replied Ardito, accompanied by a little laughter from her. "Your work is done? Doctor Zain called me, said you should do a CT SCAN as soon as possible!"
"Yes. Looks like doctor Zain called me but did not go up because I had a meeting," I replied.
"When are you coming home?" ask Ardito.
"Tomorrow afternoon, if it is on schedule," I replied.
"Ehm .. so. Where is Naya? I want to talk to him."
"Is that so? Did something happen?" ask Ardito.
He always had a sharp instinct. It really looks like a wild animal that is eyeing its prey. I feel like he always knows my head even though I try to hide it.
"Why silence?" sergeant Ardito, who made me realize from daydreams. "You had a fight with Naya?"
"No."
"Goodoo. I hope you're being nice to him because he's been having a lot of trouble because of you. Enough she feels wasted because you're having an affair with Nadine, but don't hurt her in anything else!" Ardito started speaking.
"What, anyway? Don't interfere in my business!" i, annoyed.
"Not to interfere. It's just, I feel really angry every time she cries because of you. If you don't like it, let him go! Don't keep him ..."
"Whisper!" grunting me, while disconnecting my brother's phone.
Actually, I was thinking about it myself. I wanted to end my marriage with Naya, but lately, something's been going on in my head and I don't know what it is.
"Mrs?"
I grabbed a phone that showed a picture of the message on the screen.
("Ardian, I went for a walk for a while. I've got room keys, so you don't have to wait for me!")
Immediately I searched his name on the contact and pressed the call button. Unapplaced. Even up to seven times I called him, still not lifted.
"What's wrong with this girl?" grumbling.
I stepped on the gas pedal strongly. The car began to drive at high speed to go down the streets are quite crowded.
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Around 20:15 WITA, I arrived at the hotel. I spread my eyes when I pushed the door to the room.
Blank. It seems Naya hasn't returned yet. I put the cheese cake I bought on the table and walked into the bathroom. The shower fluttered my head and all over my body.
Weary. Lately I have been feeling dizzy and tired more often.
Back my hand grabbed the phone lying on the bed, still no message or call from him. I'm starting to think a little.
A white hotel blanket I pulled to cover my body.
"Ardian Saranghae?" I muttered, while reading the writing on the bracelet that Naya gave me. "Saranghae?"
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"Sleepy" said Naya, as she entered the room.
I immediately turned my body away and pretended to be asleep.
"What'sthis? A cake?" said Naya. "Well .. I love cheese cake! There is a writing jg it turns out. Hahaha ... What is this? SWEETY SUGAR FROM JI CHANG WOOK OPPA. Crazy, it's Ardian."
He walked to the fridge to get some water, then sat down again and ate the cake I bought.
"Enak," said he. "Especially the Ichang bang who bought, it's good to be double-dobel."
Really queen of halu. Where did Ji Chang Wook buy it? I started to laugh at myself when I heard his absurd rant.
"Ah, take a shower, keep sleeping!" yells.
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"Ardian," he called, slowly. "Is he really asleep?"
No. gabe. Of course I didn't sleep. But I don't want to talk to him. I was still confused as to how I would react in front of him if I remembered the incident earlier this afternoon. Guilt suddenly caught me.
Whatisthis? What is this girl doing?
Hot air started flowing along my artery, when I suddenly felt Naya's body grabbing me from behind.
"I want to be like this, just for a moment," he murmured, burying his head on my back.
Ah, crap! My heart is beating faster. I don't like this situation.
"Ardian, if only you knew what it was like to be me for a moment" he said, in a soft voice. "Living with someone who doesn't think of me at all hurts a lot. Especially if that person keeps someone else in his heart."
I think he's talking about me and Nadine.
"You're angry, as if it's pointless" he said. "Is it so worthless of me in your life that all my memories of me are erased? That's what Nadine believed for you, until she's all you remember? Right now, I'm trying really hard to get my heart set. I wish I could go back to being a strong Naya like we never met."
She pulled that little arm from my waist. I felt her body move which started to distance me.
"Ji Chang Wook Oppa, I want to go to Korea and eat very spicy ramen with you" muttered Naya, followed by a sobbing sound that she tried to hold back.
Naya, I want to remember everything. I also want to know everything that I have buried to the bottom to make you so depressed.
