
(pov NAYA)
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A pack of love ...
What you forgot ...
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ARDIAN APARTMENT
"Nay, we don't have to live together anymore" Ardian said.
"What do you mean, Ardian?" I was surprised to hear his words.
"I mean, I don't want to trouble you and use you anymore. I'll give you freedom, Naya. And Nadine will-"
"No. Naya's not getting out of this house!" exclaimed Ardito with fiery eyes staring at Ardian. "Stop your crazy thoughts about Nadine! She's no longer your boyfriend. She's dad's wife. Naya .. The girl is your wife. She's your rightful wife."
"Doctor, stop! Ardian just recovered. Don't be like that!" I pulled the arm of my sister-in-law with tears flowing from my eyes.
"Listen I'm fine, Ardian! If Naya gets out of here, then I won't help you get Glorya. Remember that's fine!"
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It feels so stifling. Now my relationship with Ardian goes back to the beginning. It might even be complicated.
He still remembers me as the girl he married to help him get his company back. But she had no recollection of the love that was beginning to grow between us.
"It's your medicine." I'm putting some medicine and water on Ardian.
"Thank you."
"Is there anything else you need?" my many.
"No" he answered coldly.
"On the attitude of Dr. Ardito this afternoon, I'm sorry" I said as I walked to the door.
"Naya," call him.
"Yes?"
"Is there anything about us that I've forgotten?"
"What?!"
I was quite surprised to hear his words. Ardian, who used to always be relaxed in front of me, now looks very confused and awkward to me.
"No. Nothing," I replied. "Sleep! I'm gonna clean the dinner table first."
"He'em."
Doctor Zain said, we can't jam Ardian with information. If his memory is unable to accept, it will further add to the damage in the lining of his brain. And I don't want that to happen.
It doesn't matter if he forgets me, as long as I can still be by his side.
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07.30 WIB
"Aren't you at the pharmacy?" ask Ardian.
"I'm on the afternoon shift" I replied, struggling with my laptop.
"Is that a story we're going to tell?" He approached me. "You posted it in an online novel?"
"Yes. I want to see the reader's response" I said. "Try seeing! Who read well, you know. Still above 500."
"Well .. okay too. What title do you give me?" tanyakanya.
"Mellow Dramatic Amateur Writer."
"Huh?! Jeez ... What strange title is that, Nay? Dengernya aja make illfeel," his grunts.
"How's illfeel? That's a cool title, you know?" I said I don't want to lose.
"Geez! A title that affects the interest of the reader. Even if the story is good, if the title is strange, it will not be glimpsed."
"Lha, what on, dong? Can you give me an interesting title? Huh .. make sprain!" my growl.
"Nay ... Saranghae."
"What?!"
I'm speechless. It's been a long time since I've seen those eyes this close. Highlight sharp, but soothing eyes. Cold face, but stifling.
I really miss the times I got this close to her.
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"That's the title," said Ardian.
I quickly woke up from my daydream and took my eyes off her.
"This is a story about a pharmacist who dreams of marrying a Korean actor. Eh... yunya he used the same guy who looks like the actor. Because the character 'Naya' that you make is like a 'bucin' that, love the title that I mentioned earlier!"
"Which one?" my many.
"What I said," he answered.
"Say again!" my door.
Ardian looked astonished at me. He rolled his eyes at my laptop, then said.
"May .. saronghae."
I love you too, Ardian. I love you so much.
If only I could say it. Had the word 'saranghae' been pronounced consciously, how wonderful it would have been.
"Hey, why are your eyes glazed like that?"
"What's? Ah ... no!" I'll immediately guess the corner of my eye. "Perhaps because I've been looking at my laptop for too long, my eyes get hot and watery."
"Hahaha .. You've been working hard, huh?" he said while wiping the tip of my head.
"If you're tired, get some rest! Don't push yourself too much!"
"He'em. Thank you." Thank you."
At least, I can still feel that little bit of attention. He's still being so nice to me, even as just his co-worker.
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21.05 WIB
"Nay ... Naiyama ...!"
"Yes?" I was shocked to hear Ardito's call. "What's wrong?"
"Come, go home!"
My gaze stopped at the wall clock hanging on the wall. I immediately grabbed my bag and followed in Ardito's footsteps.
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"Doctor, stop by the stall of padang cuisine, yeah!" my door.
"Would you eat first?" ask Ardito.
"No. Want to buy Ardian rendang," I replied.
"okay."
And we also stopped by my padang cooking stall and Ardian. I wrapped up two servings of Ardian's favorite meat rendang.
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ARDIAN APARTMENT
"Wanna stop by?" I asked Ardito.
"Yes. I'd like to see Ardian for a minute" he said.
I attached the access card and pushed the door. My steps were a little choked up, when I saw that women's shoes were on the shelf. Obviously, it's not mine.
I heard the laughter of Ardian and a woman. Immediately I took my foot to find out the owner of the voice.
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"You fit into this wavy hairstyle. It looks sweet," said Ardian.
"Gosh .. You're embarrassing me."
SRUK!
"May? You're home yet?" ask Ardian.
I immediately picked up the rice packet I dropped.
Kupandagi Ardian who seemed to be smiling at me while wrapping her arm around Nadine's shoulder.
My stepmother-in-law seemed to shift her seat and slightly lowered her head when she saw me.
"You're coming too?" ardian asked as he saw Ardito appear behind me.
"Yes. I stopped by for a second. How are you doing?" ask Ardito.
"I'm good. Very well," replied Ardian. "What did you bring, Nay?"
"Oh? This is?" I looked at the rice bag I was carrying. "Ruby rice for you."
"Well, thank you" he said with a big smile. "There are two portions. You want to, Nadine?"
"What?!" Nadine looked aghast while throwing a look at me.
I gave the two packs of rice to Ardian and immediately stepped out of the house.
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"Nay, where are you going?" Ardito.
"I'm .. I'm going to the mini market for a minute."
"Wait!" Retract my hand.
Ardito held my hand. He kept on looking at my face that was starting to turn red with eyes that kept on dewy.
"Naya, if you want to cry, just cry!"
"Doctor, how is this? How's it?"
Without I could hold on anymore, my tears were flowing. The tightness and constriction I suddenly felt. This feeling is very unpleasant. I hate this feeling.
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22.15 WIB
I'm still in Ardito's car. I kept staring at the Ardian apartment and I didn't see Nadine coming out of it until now.
"Mrs ...."
"Doctor, how should I do?" I returned with tears. "All of Ardian's memories are filled with his past with Nadine. I'm completely lost from her memory - with no leftovers."
Ardito was silent. He just looked down confused without being able to comfort me at all.
Doesn't matter. I don't need to be entertained either. It's pointless. I feel like I have lost a lot of things in my life.
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"Ardian?!" myrag. "What the fuck?"
I saw Ardian and Nadine hugging in front of the apartment building.
"That kid!" geram Ardito's.
"Ardians."
I hate these tears. Why keep dripping without me being able to control it?
Nauseate!
So nauseating!
"Don't look!"
"Doctor?"
"Not to be seen!"
My tears are flowing more and more. I felt Ardito's shirt getting wet because he pulled me into his arms.
The pain! This heartache. Until my body shook violently as Ardito hugged me even tighter.
"Cry, Naya .. until you can't cry anymore!"
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