Intersection of Sense
Longed

It's been a week since Diva's last meeting with Zul. And during that time Zul has not told Diva at all.

The last time Zul contacted Diva said that Sekar already knew about their relationship. And the Diva is only silent when Zul explains that Zul's current tuk will not meet the Diva.

Diva looks at the homepage of FB Zul and finds that Zul is on vacation with Sekar to Brastagi.

Pain suddenly disturbed the recesses of Diva's heart to see Zul who was laughing crisply while hugging Sekar.

It occurred to Diva's mind whether Zul remembered it, did Zul feel a longing that disturbed the Diva's heart, did Zul even intend to start a new masterpiece with the Diva?

The question seemed to just drop by in the hand without being able to be answered by Zul. In fact, now the Diva must curl up while covered in longs.

Diva tries to close her eyes when there is a phone call on her phone. Diva snatches quickly because Diva knows who contacted her. This happens because the Diva provides a special notification for the number.

Zul made a video call.

"Assalamualaikum,,,"

"Wa'alaikumsalam"

"How are you, baby?"

"Good bg. How's there?"

"I'm sorry. Brother can not call yesterday-yesterday, because brother must relieve the emotions of Sekar first"

"Well, anything else, I can only say that's okay"

Silent. Whether it was Zul or Diva just looking at each other. No words came out, instead tears fell on their faces.

"What's weird?" ask Diva wonder.

"When we were shopping for fruit, suddenly there was someone who looked adek passing by. My brother's reflexes were sharp and it wasn't adek. Just now wonder why brother suddenly ran away."

"Abang sees the adek here, and it feels bad"

Diva saw Zul take a deep breath.

"Honey,," Call heavy Zul.

"Hmm,,,"

"Let you guys in a minute. Please don't go. Please don't go anywhere, whatever it is brother will go home to adek. Brother make sure of that"

"Don't promise when your own brother doesn't know if you can keep it"

Zul fell silent, feeling his words were broken by Diva.

"At least adek must believe that serious brother and brother know adek also will not be able to go from the life of brother"

Yes, Zul is right. Diva won't be able to leave Zul. Diva suddenly becomes a fool when it comes to her feelings with Zul. Somehow, Diva is able to understand and forgive all the things that Zul made when Diva knows it is not true.

Surviving with Zul is like holding on to a grass that is unlikely to help you when we are about to fall. Between Diva and Zul there must be a wound.

Whether it survives or not, it feels the same, equally painful. But the difference is how long the pain will go away. If the Diva chooses to leave, then a month or two he will feel the loss of Zul. If the Diva chooses to survive, then the Diva must bear the rejection of the Zul family, share Zul, be underestimated, and others are certainly not happy.

The Diva head immediately felt heavy, and finally handed over to God, which path the two of them should choose.