Intersection of Sense
Attempt to disappear
"Lan, can I stay at your house this week? I'll change the cost of the electricity and the water, okay?"
"Again trying to escape, va?"
Diva was silent. Wulan knows for sure why Diva chose to stay at Wulan's house, because Diva has told her about herself and Zul.
"What if Zul nyariin? And are you sure you want to say?"
"You encourage me dong" persuaded Diva.
"Nyemangatin bucin is like a chicken that fights again, never heard"
Diva pursed her lips, "You call me a chicken"
"No need to play Va. Already know the same heart the mind will not be far away eh sok-sokan want to say. You're telling me to look for that?"
At first the Diva did think so, but there was precisely the Diva felt like leaving Zul. No matter how much he felt about Zul, it was heartless to see Zul have to fight with his own family.
"I'm thinking of giving up, Lan,,,"
When Wulan saw the Diva, as if not believing the words of her best friend, Wulan immediately approached.
"Are you serious?"
"You think?" Requestion Diva
"Apaan sih Va. You were the one who said that. Anyway yes va, why the hell survive the same husband people. You think he loves you? That's Va's lie. It's just because of his ego, just because he wants to have you"
Wulan continued, "Va, it's better to stop. Why do you like to get into trouble. Many single guys out there who like you, do not have to be the same Zul deh"
"But I love you, Lan" Diva replied.
"I don't know if this is your stupidity or love. To me this is stupid, and don't dare argue with me. I'm bosen Va. You who are pregnant while there also can not be sure, why do you like to survive in a relationship that does not meet the mouth? Wonderful for you, Va"
Wulan left the Diva just like that. Diva realizes Wulan must be tired of hearing the story of the Diva so-so.
Diva turned her gaze out the window, thinking whether she should hold on or leave Zul. In fact, this relationship will never be well established. The opposition that they both received was not only from 1 person but from all directions. Whether it was Zul's parents or Diva's parents, there would be no one to justify this relationship.
Zul knocks on the door of Diva's house, from the morning Zul tries to contact Diva but hp Diva is not active at all. And now Zul stands in front of the Diva house while knocking impatiently.
"Yes, just a minute" said Diva from the inside. And as soon as the door opened, Zul immediately hugged the Diva.
"O Allah, Deck, I thought it was okay. Why isn't his phone active in the first place?"
Zul sees the face of the Diva flat and immediately Zul feels something is wrong from the Diva.
"Pengen turned off, let's take a full day's rest"
"Should have said it first if you wanted to, make brother not too worried"
Again, Diva just stared at Zul flat.
"Don't do that" Zul said.
"Do what?"
"Be cold and indifferent"
"Nobody does that" replied the Diva
Zul approaches the Diva and looks into the Diva's eyes closely, eroding the distance between them and making Zul feel the roar of the Diva's breath.
"Sorry,"
The diva still does not respond
"Dec, brother, I'm sorry. Please say something original don't say it's over. Brother's been struggling to keep everything, please don't say adek tired and want to go"
Zul then hugged the Diva tightly, even though the hug did not respond to the Diva. But Zul has no intention of letting go.
"There are many pebbles scattered on each street that bang. One or two pebbles I may be able to pass, berahan but surely there will be other stones that I may not be able to pass"
Zul just kept quiet and let Diva keep talking
"It's hard to keep going with my brother,,,"
The diva began to sob softly in Zul's arms. Then Zul brought the Diva to a seat and Zul knelt in front of the Diva. The Diva did not see Zul at all, only bowing her head while occasionally wiping away her tears.
"It's hard not to, right?" Ask Zul.
"Absolutely all the risks?"
"Did brother look kidding deck when undergoing with adek?"
"And in reality, it's hard for you to walk towards me, right?"
Zul kissed old hand Diva. It is reflected in his head how Sekar who is currently still angry with him, as well as his parents who seemed to not want to see Zul again because they feel Zul still intends to polygamy.
"Then, what should you do?"
"Please go back to Brother Sekar, bang. Spend a lot of time with him first. He is the real brother's house. He was where the brother started to crawl until the brother was standing straight like now. Heal the wound first, prepare the heart first. If in the future Kak Sekar is not able to understand the feelings of brother, you should stop"
Zul looked at the sharp Diva. Know where Diva talks. But Zul also knew, Diva would never accept her opinion when the Diva had already decided.
"Then, we have to split up?"
Zul got no answer. Only the sobs of Diva answered him. Diva is right, Zul must make sure slowly Sekar's heart. Not in a hurry that finally makes everything become fire.
But, leaving the Diva, releasing the Diva was not an easy choice. Diva is not only the woman he loves, even Diva has a broader meaning than that.
Fighting for Diva is also not an easy thing, as well as releasing Diva. It is the same as walking on fire. It hurts but still needs to be done. When it goes forward, the fire will continue to cause injuries in the legs, but when choosing to retreat even though it is in the middle of the road, the scar of the fire will also not disappear so easily. He will stick it, be it on the head or on the feet.
"Can you come back here sometime?" I don't know, suddenly Zul joined in crying while hugging Diva.
"Please, I hope I'm still here waiting for you"
"Is that how the deck keeps cooling down my brother?"
"No bang, never did I feel heavy. You see, even I never demanded time or anything from you. For my love is greater than my anger. For that reason too, I asked my brother to heal Kak Sekar's wounds. 10 years of my brother's journey and he should never be destroyed. Go home to him first, get his heart back, and make him believe that you still love him"
Zul let go of his hug and looked at Diva's face.
"What about you deck?"
"I'm not gonna be okay bg. How can I be okay letting go of the people I love. But I don't want to be selfish. I need to give you two a little longer to get back together. My feelings? It's definitely ruined, but believe me, that feeling doesn't go away. I'm still the same Diva, who loves you terribly"
Zul kissed the old Diva's forehead. Then hugged the Diva tightly. It feels heavy to leave the Diva, but it is also very heavy to see Sekar who still cannot forgive him.
Zul does not know whether his decision to follow the Diva's words is right or wrong, which Zul knows, Sekar must understand that Zul's feelings towards Diva are not feelings that just come to be lost.
"Remove the deck" This sentence only reached Zul's throat. At least Zul has promised himself he will go home to Diva.
Pov Diva's
I opened my eyes and looked out the window. This morning the rain was still longing to fall with no intention to stop. It's almost 10 and the rain is still flocking down to wet the ground that resigned to its presence.
it's been 3 months, when Zul and I decided to go our separate ways. Yes, at that time I thought Zul and Sekar had to build from the beginning back their relationship. Because I know, Sekar was hurt badly because of my presence.
me who? I don't know if I'm just someone who happens to pass by in Zul's life, or if I'm destined to be with him. Let God set the answer. My job is to love the creature to the best of its ability.
Yes, sometimes I am very happy sometimes my heart is able to cover Zul's heart, realizing that my presence is taken into account in the days of Zul. Zul built a dream out of one title of my story, but am I entitled to all those dreams? Am I entitled to the story between the feelings created between the two of us?
Ah I don't know, I know this 3 months I can't stop missing him. Even just asking for news, I didn't dare. Because if I start, my defense or Zul will be destroyed even though Zul himself is not ready to take me to his full life.
