
Diva came out of the lecturer room and prepared to go home. The plan today Diva will stop by the supermarket near her boarding house to buy her personal needs.
The diva moves her neck left and right. Feels a little sore on the back of the neck, "Ah awhile a night just spend it, sleep aja deh nyampe kost" mutan Diva.
However, Diva's legs stopped. Looking closely again as if not believing what he saw.
Zul sat at the mosque near the exit of his campus.
Pov Diva's
I still don't know what I saw. I had to steady my footrest so as not to waver when I saw him whose name had always been the main character in my life suddenly present with his smile.
A single tear just fell on my face. Longing and happy mixed with sadness is present in the heart that was owned by Zul from the beginning. It flashed back how the happy day we passed, a day filled with love and affection. It was also the day we finally had to separate.
I was suddenly dumb, unable to do anything. Either step closer to him or step away. All I know is, my defense almost collapsed.
Oh my God, I want to hug her. Run and hold it lovingly, but there is another name there that should not be hurt again.
Seeing me speechless, Zul finally approached. Step by step Zul approached me. No, you can't come bang, you don't come here. I may not want to let you back, I may be the evil Diva who wants to have you.
Too late, Zul is in front of me with his own eyes. It was the eyes that made me fall in love, the eyes that always calmed, the eyes that made me believe that when I was with him I would be fine. For a while, I dreamed of living happily with Zul. We age together while sharing stories.
I'm sorry, God. L loved her.
•••
Zul was already looking at the Diva from a distance but was wondering why the Diva suddenly stopped walking instead of looking at him fixated. A few minutes Zul waited, Diva did not walk. Finally Zul chose to approach Diva.
Zul was sure the Diva was being surprised. Found himself present before the Diva after many months. From the eyes of the Diva, Zul finds a deep sense of longing. It turns out that not only Zul who withstood the pain of longing, the Diva was like that.
"Hi,," Sapa Zul.
Diva still silently looked at Zul. "Geez, he's crying" Zul's inner
Zul holds Diva's hand and leads her into the car. As if hypnotized, the Diva just kept quiet and followed where Zul's feet took him away.
For a moment they were silent, enjoying the rain that somehow suddenly fell as if supporting Zul's efforts to stay long with the Diva.
"It's quiet?"
Diva turned to look at Zul, finding Zul looking at him with gentleness. Diva just nodded answering Zul's question.
"Want a drink?" Bargain Zul answered with the head of the Diva.
"I'm sorry if you're surprised. But many things you want to say, for that brother met adek here" said Zul opened the conversation.
"The first one," Zul hung up his words. Then direct his body towards the Diva while holding the Diva's hand. "Abang longs for adek, teramat longing until the tightness that appears"
"Then,,,"
Diva waited for Zul's next remark, "Let's follow brother for 3 days to Samosir"
"What's? Samosir?" Tanya Diva doesn't believe it.
"For what?" Ask Diva wonder.
"Abang wants to go with her. Enjoying every moment there, whether it's cold or hot, whether it's rain or light, you want to spend those days together" said Zul.
"Two?"
"Yes, just the two of you"
"I don't want to" replied the Diva firmly. "Where maybe we who are not husband and wife can go there trip for 3 days. Can be paraded by citizens"
Zul smiled wryly, "That's my brother's goal. If you can't marry you well, then you'll go that way"
"What's? Crazy brother"
"Indeed. Since I first met Adek, my brother went crazy. Do you know what you've been through for almost 6 months? Inflamed brother. I was screwed when I took that attitude. Brother tried to appreciate the decision adek, Sekar's wish, but you forget how you feel brother. So please let these few days brother be with adek in full."
Diva just stared at Zul. There was absolutely no intention in his heart to refute every word that Zul said.
"Abang kangen deh, really kangen. Brother also does not know what happened, this morning his plan brother wants to go to the office just brother to the hostel. And Adek wasn't there. Why are you moving? Didn't you promise me that whenever you come, you'll be there?" Said Zul.
Diva closed her eyes and shifted her eyes. Diva is unable to see Zul. It felt like hugging him and saying everything was fine but it would foster another ambition.
"Daddy, talk. He asked why did he move?"
Without looking at Zul, Diva replied, "There are too many shadows in the hostel. I can't live where my brother once was. If I stay there, then I'll fail to let go"
"Then by moving all that is resolved? Can you let go of brother?"
There is no answer from the lips of Diva, because Diva is also still unable to forget Zul. In fact, the name Zul still reigned neatly in his heart or memory.
But the Diva can't say no, "Can. I can already let go of brother" Diva bit the tip of her lips, it hurt nothing from her heart that had to lie.
"alright. You'll prove it."
Zul started the engine of his car, and began to take it out of the courtyard of Bima Campus.
"Where are we going bang?!" Ask Diva a little panic.
"Samoshiro. My brother said that"
"Bang, I can't come. College work is a lot so,,,"
"Later brother called Ruslan. Ask permission to go directly to Ruslan if the lecturer's brother takes it away." Ruslan whom Zul referred to was the Dean at the Faculty where Diva taught. Diva was silent to hear it. Diva knows, Zul is not just bluffing but will do it right away. Rather than Ruslan knowing about all this that would eventually lead to suspicion, it was better for Diva to leave.
Diva then called the administrative field of her faculty,"Halo Kak Santi. This is Miss Diva. Here I want permission not to enter for 4 days. Later to the students let me give the info" Diva listened to the answer from there and then ended the call, "Thank you brother Santi"
Zul smiles triumphantly hearing the Diva by itself informing him that these few days are not teaching. That means Zul's plan worked. Zul knows, it's impossible for the Diva to let go or stop loving him. Because the feeling was ingrained in the Diva.
The car continued to leave the city. Whether it was Zul or Diva sometimes fell silent while carrying their own thoughts. But their one thought is the same. What about Sekar. Zul has promised to leave the Diva, and so has the Diva. How to explain to Sekar that they have failed.