
The journey to Diva's hometown feels fast, when Diva along the way who is worried about the reaction of her parents. Before Diva comes home, Diva has told her parents about the relationship she and Zul. Shortly after the long story, the reaction of the father only asked Diva to go home first. Diva just agrees and decides to go home.
"Do you need a Temenin?" Zul asked before Diva left.
"Not need to bang. I didn't take long. Maybe it's good as long as I go, branch the story with Kak Sekar about brother's plan"
"Strickers won't accept the deck. But my brother was just honest with my father and mother. Brother has not dared to tell the same story as others" replied Zul.
"then, what are the answers of father and mother?"
"They're angry. Especially father. I said my brother was less grateful when Sekar was a good person. But, brother is happy with adek. And brother doesn't want us to be involved in things that are out of bounds. We are both adults. Even hugging adek only brother sometimes scared. Afraid of wanting more"
Diva looked into Zul's eyes. There was confusion in him. Between the desire and the reality he faced was not in accordance with what he planned.
"Sir, brother is selfish if asking adek married in series with brother. You know, maybe you think your brother does not understand the position of adek. But my brother also does not want the status of adek just a lover only. Brother wants the status of adek clearly in the eyes of religion, dek"
Diva let out a long sigh then stroked Zul's black hair. How handsome Zul is. His hair was wide black, coupled with his eyebrows which were also full black. When Zul smiled, it felt so good.
For a moment the Diva was happy, realizing that her presence was able to give happiness to Zul's life. Realizing that the days of the Diva are always taken into account by Zul.
"Sir, I want to build a dream. And brother wants the road to the dream is you and Sekar. I think my brother is selfish. But it's like finding a new purpose in life, making you both happy. There are many things you want to do together, and it is your biggest dream" Zul said expectantly.
"Why should I bang?" This question is often repeated divas.
"Bag has no reason. I don't know because of what. What you know as soon as you see the two of you, your spirit increases. And it feels more grateful that you both love and love your brother."
Diva then stroked Zul's cheek, "I am indeed happy with my brother. I believe in brother. So step by step I finally approached my brother. Steady on the taste, I unhesitatingly welcomed brother's helping hand. Brother gave me all the happiness that I forgot how to let go"
Zul then kissed Diva's forehead, something Zul often does. "Then don't think of finding a way to let go."
"Isn't that hard?" diva said while leaning her head on Zul's shoulders.
"It's hard not to, right?"
"Speaking about difficult, I'm the most expert in enduring pain but at least when my brother doesn't hurt, maybe I'll be fine" Diva replied.
"There is a sense that must be maintained, while the taste is there, far away the word hurt. But deck, how strong is it to be on that street?" Diva looked at Zul's eyes which seemed to be worried.
"Absolute fear?" ask the soft Diva.
"Yes, my brother was afraid of hurting his brother, because the road was not easy"
Diva smiled wryly, "Asal brother stays by my side, it looks like I'll be fine"
Zul then pulls the Diva into his arms, and Diva lets Zul hold her tightly. Because Diva also likes the hug. Right now what Diva knows is to make Zul comfortable and happy with her. Only Zul is in the head of the Diva. It didn't matter when the Diva had to endure the pain, as long as Zul laughed happily with her that was more than enough.
After 3 hours, Diva arrived in Kisaran, her hometown. Diva goes in and says hello and finds her father watching tv.
"Loh, I didn't say it was nyampe. knew I was picking up a peddle" said Diva's father.
"My son this one. Here I was hugging. Oh my God, miss Daddy, son" Diva let her dad hug her long time ago. Diva knew rarely the father expressed his feelings. As the youngest of 6 children, Diva is not the type of spoiled child.
"You're your mom's jumpain first. He's in the back, used to hang out with the neighbors. After that, you take a shower and rest. Here, let me put your suitcase in your room"
It feels good that Diva has not felt the warmth of her father for a long time, since Diva decided to move to Rantauprapat. Now even for a moment, Diva wants to enjoy the opportunity of time that God gave her.
Diva finds her mother joking with a neighbor, and the activity stops when Mother Diva realizes the Diva has arrived.
"Oh my goodness, is it because you are nyampe va?" said Mother Diva while hugging Diva.
"Must, Mom. I also talked to Dad"
"Yes take a shower first, then take a break.Or do you want me to make tea?"
"Bye, Mom. But take it to your room, ma'am," Pinta Diva.
"Yes, I'll bring it. Take a shower"
Diva enters her room and begins to prepare for a bath, releasing all her grief and trying to focus.
It was so hard to be calm when she was in a state of longing. Just this time, the longing was painful, only this time the longing felt stifling. Especially when you realize, this miss cannot be treated whenever the Diva wants. The diva must learn to resist. Resisting longing, holding back taste, and possibly holding back crying.
"Va, take a shower, don't take long. Later in the wind" cried Mother Diva behind the door.
"Yes mom"
Diva comes out of the bathroom and finds her mother staring at Diva. While wearing her clothes, Diva asks "What the hell is Mom. Look at it so much. You know, your son rarely comes home. Sorry ma'am" Diva hugged her mother from the side.
"Don't continue, son. It'll hurt for you"
Diva knows where this conversation is going. Because Diva had already told me.
"Father and mother want you to be happy, but not in a way to win people's happiness"
"Captured?" Said Diva astonished, "Mom, I did not take the tablets at all. They are still happy, they are still together, they are still in one bed, they are still sharing their feelings. Which way do I call it, Mom?" diva said Memelas.
"Have Diva did not think of seizing. But has Diva ever felt like Zul's wife. Diva herself, if the father cheated on you, is the Diva not angry? Zul cheated on his wife, in the future he can also cheat on you, Va"
Diva does know, her actions will not get the blessing of her parents.
"Father and mother have forgotten our disappointment because of your divorce with Haris. But father and mother also do not want our daughter to ruin the happiness of others. Until at any time, Zul will not divorce his wife.and you, until anytime will not be a legal wife." Mother Diva sighed then looked at the Diva who was just downcast.
"But neither do we obstruct your decision. Mom and Dad gave us a picture. Being a second wife is hard, and are you willing to live it, Va? Mother was too busy imagining it. You and Zul are not kids who lose the same feeling. You are two adults who are suddenly possessed with unstable feelings. If you still choose to be Zul's wife, it's your decision. Those of you who know what makes you happy, father and mother can only pray that God will give you the best. But, if it doesn't mean that mom and dad approve of your marriage."
The tear ripples that Diva held back successfully wet her cheeks. From then on the Diva had held back her tears, but could not be dammed. All decisions are made by the Diva. Zul convinced him of a beautiful dream of happiness that was certainly wrapped by a pebble ripple that was not small. The Diva family still does not approve of their relationship, and gives the Diva the right to vote. And now, Diva has made her decision.