
Prang,,,, uh,,,,
The glass Zul was holding suddenly slipped out of Zul's hand. Sekar who was watching in the tv room ran and saw Zul only dumbfounded to see the fragments of glass scattered in front of Zul. It looks blank in Zul's eyes and for a few seconds Zul seems to be unaware of what just happened.
The scatter then took a broom and shovel to clean the glass shards and left the still-silent Zul.
"Sorry," said Zul.
"It's okay, it's just a glass, still,,,,"
"Sorry," said Zul again cut Sekar's speech. I looked at Zul who was looking the other way. And surprise Zul to cry.
"Sorry, sorry, forgive me. I'm sorry, I'm sorry, I'm sorry, "Suddenly Zul sobbed long while sitting down. And the cry was so bitter and sad.
"It feels tight, my heart feels tight. I've got to do something, Sekar,,,"
Just a stiff silence. Realizing Zul's cry was not for her to make Sekar's chest ache. Sekar just realized that Zul misses Diva. That Zul loves the Diva, and that Zul is completely unable to resolve his feelings for the Diva.
Zul keeps his promise to finish his relationship with Diva, even to make Sekar believe, Zul install GPS and eavesdropping system on his phone to connect with Sekar. The system even until this moment is still connected in Sekar hp.
But Sekar forgot, Sekar only asked Zul to release the Diva physically, but Zul's heart is still attached to the Diva name. And that is something that Zul has not been able to keep at all.
Sekar led Zul to wash his face and lay down on the bed. Not a word from Sekar, she let her husband dissolve in longing and crying. Zul was completely unaware, every drop of his tears like a knife slicing through Sekar's heart.