
A new day with feelings that are still carried away by the atmosphere that night.The question is still the same in my mind.What is wrong with me?why does he always want me to get hurt?embarrassed? until you have to cry in front of him.Entah!
Even his name I don't know.
"Good morning Meiske."
"morning." eh, I had been walking downstairs without realizing that someone was waiting for me at my classroom door.And when I looked up I saw him standing right in front of me and greeted me?With him? uh, I didn't hear wrong.
"Beautiful morning isn't it, Meiske?" the good morning look and this question are very discordant.The words that come out of his mouth are as bright as the chirping of a bird but his gaze really torments me.
"Yes."my answer was just that and I stepped forward to get into my classroom.However, he held my arm preventing me from getting into my classroom.
"What else?"Nadaku a little kunaikan deliberately lure another friend to come.Maybe that way he will go.
"Don't be a fool, Meiske.You think I'm gonna get out of here just because of your voice? just scream if you want me to stay!" that sentence made me feel a little scared.Really, I never had any business with him but why does he always bother me.
"what do you want?"the question finally came out of my mouth.
"I was waiting for you to ask!" he replied without even letting his hand off my arm.
"Yes, I ask you.What do you want from me?why do you keep bothering me?"
Teng.....
The school bell rang and it was a pity because I was eager to get that answer.I saw him smile which I thought was terrible.
"Let go of my hand!" half forced me to pull my arm but he got stronger gripping my arm.
"I wait when I get home behind the school.Remember!alone!" the threat really made my hair goosebumps.I was about to step but he pulled my arm back closer to him and whispered in my ear.
"Skylar Ray.Call me sky!" then it passed from before me.
I got goosebumps hearing him say his name.Thook!
Throughout the lesson I couldn't even concentrate.I thought about why he asked me to go back to school? what's he gonna do? really, it freaked me out.
"why Ain.I was just confused.Senior wanted to see me back home from school later.Do I have to meet him?"
"Are you scared?" I nodded.He let out a long sigh."Then do not have to.I could have come with you.But, I'm afraid that it could have an impact on you again.But, if in thought if you do not come can be longer the business.How ya ya." I was silent but in my heart I agreed with what Ain said earlier.Truely.I could have invited Ain but Ain could have been rubbed.But, if I didn't go, the problem must have been there again.And, you know,I need certainty about all this.
I still think about it even when I'm on school break I'm still sitting on my bench.
"To, to the cafeteria?" Ain asked me.I just shook my head."Still think?" I nodded."Yes I've been first."
Huuff...Bingungg.
Teng.....
The school bell rang the end of the school sign had sounded.My mind was getting upset.What should I do?Why behind school? why am I alone? what's he gonna say?why not in the cafeteria?why aren't you in the park? wh why?wh why? the question has haunted me.Now just choose.go or not.
"Where have you decided?" ain from then on was still beside me.I took a deep and heavy breath.I have to decide.
"I'll be there,ain.Ain go home aja.gapapa kok.Lagian, surely he's not a macem-macem right." words strengthen myself.
"After that.I went back first yes, Ke"
"Yes, Ain.thank you."
"same-sama.sama friends will have to help each other." while patting my shoulders, strengthen me.Alright, I got up from my seat and walked out of my class and headed to the back of the school....
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what's gonna happen?
what would sky say?
or, what will the sky do to Meiske?
gaeeessss,,,waiting up next yyaaaaakkk....😉😉